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ANSWERING COMPASSION S CALL

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The Serrano Family I am always reminded of how our Heavenly Father gets things done It is not about buildings homes schools clinics or churches because one day all of these will fade away It is Him building His dwelling place within us and Him doing what only He can do in us He is saving restoring and rebuilding what cannot be done with human hands He does not build dollar to dollar or brick to brick Our Father builds Heart to Heart Amy Serrano Founder and Director Worldwide Heart to Heart Ministries 1998 2018 Oscar Serrano Amy Serrano Mary Frenter Lyle Frenter God grant me the wisdom and courage to We become so focused on the work of the change the things I cannot accept Lord that we forget the Lord of the work Amy Serrano Oscar Serrano

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ANSWERING COMPASSION S CALL A Story of God s Call to Help Those in Desperate Need AMY SERRANO Pure religion and undefiled before God and the Father is this To visit the fatherless and widows in their affliction and to keep himself unspotted from the world James 1 27

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Answering Compassion s Call 2020 by Worldwide Heart to Heart Ministries All Rights Reserved For information contact Worldwide Heart to Heart Ministries PO Box 3275 Clackamas OR 97015 Worldwide Heart to Heart Ministries is a charity organized under section 501 c 3 of the Internal Revenue Code in the US and is a nonprofit organization registered as ASOCORA in Honduras Cover Design Sarah Serrano Photographs Property of Worldwide Heart to Heart Ministries all rights reserved All scripture quotations unless otherwise indicated are taken from the HOLY BIBLE KING JAMES VERSION All rights reserved Answering Compassion s Call is a memoir written by Amy Serrano which documents her recollections of people places and events in her life and ministry It is possible that your recollections differ from those of Amy However the purpose of this book is to document Amy s recollections Answering Compassion s Call Amy Serrano First Edition ISBN 978 1 7354067 2 5 Paperback ISBN 978 1 7354067 0 1 e Book Printable PDF ISBN 978 1 7354067 3 2 e Book Slide Reader PDF Published by Worldwide Heart to Heart Ministries PO Box 3275 Clackamas OR 97015 USA

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Dedication To My Heroes The amazing resilient children of Honduras They have suffered much and are the forgotten ones This book is written so that you know God did not forget you and in fact He has moved and will move heaven and earth for you I also must remember my other heroes all of those who have served on our board of directors gone down to Honduras dedicated time and money sponsored our kids and prayed for us This is your story We have long wanted to write this story for you so that you can see what your sacrifice has amounted to Most of all we want to thank the God of the fatherless Jesus Christ He is the author of this ministry and this book and all glory be to Him He saw the broken hearted children and heard their prayers and He has shown His greatness in the midst of great darkness My Prayer Lord I pray for each person that reads this book that it may be a source of inspiration Father I pray that it will take them on a journey to Your Heart and they would see that you have not forgotten your precious children I pray for all of those who have stood beside us worldwide to accomplish all that has been done in these last twenty years I pray that their blessings will be overflowing I pray for the nation of Honduras that You would shine a light into the darkness Breathe Your Spirit into the church into the government and into the lives of each person We especially pray for the children They need a miracle today and You are their Savior Thy kingdom come and Thy will be done in Honduras as it is in Heaven In Jesus name I pray Amen

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Contents Dedication _______________________________________ v Contents ______________________________________ vii Foreword _______________________________________ ix Introduction ___________________________________ xiii 1 2 3 4 5 6 7 8 9 10 11 12 Oscar s Story ________________________________1 The Early Years ______________________________7 Amy s Story ________________________________13 Becoming Worldwide Heart to Heart ___________25 Divine Appointments ________________________31 The Waiting Is the Hardest Part _______________39 Honduras Rising ____________________________45 I Ran All Night ____________________________55 God s Plan Is Bigger Than Our Plan____________61 Will Train the Right Person __________________69 But God __________________________________79 Growing God s Way _________________________99

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CONTENTS 13 14 15 16 17 18 19 20 21 22 A Year of Famine _________________________ 113 A Year of Amazing Firsts ___________________ 131 Miracles Abound __________________________ 151 Educating Our Kids _______________________ 165 Honduras Is So Different From the USA _______ 177 A Testament to The Plans of God ____________ 181 A Peek at Christmas at the Village ___________ 191 God s Perfect Plan _________________________ 197 Jubilee Coffee _____________________________ 203 Amy s Dream _____________________________ 209 Epilogue_____________________________________ Acknowledgements ____________________________ About Worldwide Heart to Heart ________________ Christian Speakers ____________________________ Mission Team Opportunities ____________________ viii 217 222 223 224 224

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Foreword A life that blesses others goes on forever Amy Marie Serrano beloved wife of Oscar Serrano beloved mother of Sarah and Rachel beloved spiritual mother of over 130 children who call her Mami and author of this book went home to be with Jesus suddenly on Wednesday December 26th 2018 She was born the fourth child of I H and Jackie Marie Rills on July 21 1975 She is survived by the absolute love of her life next to Jesus Oscar B Serrano her husband of 22 years her beloved beautiful daughters Sarah and Rachel all her spiritual children and family here in Honduras her sister Connie and brother Ken her Nana Callie and all of her birth family in Louisiana She was preceded in death by her mother Jackie Marie Rills her father I H Rills her brother Mark Rills and her spiritual daughters Amabilia Ramos and Diana Posadas For years people told us we needed to write the amazing story of Worldwide Heart to Heart H2H to share with others how God uses His servants to accomplish His plans of compassion if they are willing and obedient A few years ago Amy got sick She was bedridden for several days with a fever and the flu When I went to see how she was doing there she was writing our story She said Since I cannot get out of

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FOREWORD this bed to help I may as well get something done And indeed she did Whenever she had a few minutes over the next several years she added to the book The last entry was made in 2015 Amy was the spiritual head of this ministry She came up with the name Worldwide Heart to Heart and God gave her our guiding scripture Blessed be God even the Father of our Lord Jesus Christ the Father of mercies and the God of all comfort who comforteth us in all our tribulation that we may be able to comfort them which are in any trouble by the comfort wherewith we ourselves are comforted of God For as the sufferings of Christ abound in us so our consolation also aboundeth by Christ 2 Corinthians 1 3 5 I remember the day in 2003 when Amy Oscar Sarah Rachel and Oscar s mom Eugenia loaded up the car and trailer in Washington State and headed for Honduras to live full time Her last words to me were Mary right now we need to begin looking for people to replace us in H2H in case something happens to us Imagine that Well we do not have anyone who will ever replace you my beloved Amy But I know God will bring the people He needs as He has always done to accomplish this work of His called Heart to Heart I loved listening to her pray She could go so deep to the root cause of needs and challenges for all of us and with her words would conduct surgical prayer to cover them She taught me so much Though I am thirty two years older than Amy she was my teacher my hero my wise counselor and my best friend for the last twenty one years As we developed this ministry we would all talk about how to do things and what plans needed to happen Amy would sit quietly through our discussion and when we were done she would gently say Have you thought about this and proceed to lay out her thoughts which were always right on the nose x

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FOREWORD Her wisdom was beyond her years and I know it came straight from the mind of Christ because she stayed intimately close to Him One day Amy and I were discussing the Prayer of Serenity which says God grant me the serenity to accept the things I cannot change courage to change the things I can and the wisdom to know the difference Amy replied emphatically That s not my prayer Mine is God grant me the wisdom and courage to change the things I cannot accept That is Amy s philosophy in a nutshell In early 2017 God told Amy that whenever a team came to Honduras and she was teaching the Sunday School lesson for the gringos she was to give her testimony From then on she always did just that I have heard her testimony more times than I can count and I must honestly say I never tired of hearing it In fact each time it brought me to tears and to a closer walk with Jesus So here it is what I know she wants you to hear and in her own words Mary Frenter President Worldwide Heart to Heart xi

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FOREWORD Amy Serrano and her sibling in Louisiana Siblings reunited in Louisiana Connie Pearce Amy Serrano Ken Rills Mark Rills xii

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Introduction And as for thy nativity in the day thou wast born thy navel was not cut neither wast thou washed in water to supple thee thou wast not salted at all nor swaddled at all None eye pitied thee to do any of these unto thee to have compassion upon thee but thou wast cast out in the open field to the loathing of thy person in the day that thou wast born And when I passed by thee and saw thee polluted in thine own blood I said unto thee when thou wast in thy blood Live yea I said unto thee when thou wast in thy blood Live Ezekiel 16 4 6 What a sad story told here in the Old Testament book of Ezekiel It is the bitter story of abandonment Verses four and five tell of an unspeakable injustice the abandonment of an innocent child However it does not end there but God You will see me mention that phrase many times in this book because it speaks of an evil an injustice or darkness too ugly for restoration too big for solving and too far beyond our reach but God What is the real beauty of this story It is that this is our story the human story my story We were all unlovely at one time But God passed by and saw us and saved us and washed us and made us beautiful In the time that I most needed a savior God saw me and gave me a home and a family in Him The beauty is that He still saves and still runs to the lost the abused and the despised And He

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INTRODUCTION shows us this compassion so that we can bring that compassion to others The ministry s guiding scripture is Blessed be God even the Father of our Lord Jesus Christ the Father of mercies and the God of all comfort who comforteth us in all our tribulation that we may be able to comfort them which are in any trouble by the comfort wherewith we ourselves are comforted of God For as the sufferings of Christ abound in us so our consolation also aboundeth by Christ 2 Corinthians 1 3 5 Once God has brought us through we then have something to give and there are those who need what we have It is the gift of compassion May God lead us to those who need compassion today xiv

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1 Oscar s Story Then thou spakest in vision to thy holy one and saidst I have laid help upon one that is mighty I have exalted one chosen out of the people Psalm 89 19 Like David before him Oscar was surely called to be God s servant to His children in Honduras Psalm 89 goes on to say I have found my servant with my sacred oil I have anointed him My hand will sustain him surely my arm will strengthen him My faithful love will be with him forever Oscar was born and raised in Puerto Cortes a city on the north coast of Honduras where our current Honduran Heart to Heart H2H administrative office is located When one lands in Honduras the warm tropical air immediately fills your senses The lush vegetation you see below as the plane comes in for a landing makes you certain that you are going to be on an episode of Lost It is a paradise in many ways but underneath lies a darker truth Honduras is amazing I have lived here full time since 2003 The food is incredible the Spanish is distinct from any other Central American country and the culture is colorful and alive But Honduras is the second poorest country in the western hemisphere the first is Haiti and this poverty begets many social woes Crime is high because police are paid less than 300 a month to risk their lives every day For this reason many of them turn to making the big bucks through corruption For many families just

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AMY SERRANO putting food on the table is a challenge and much of the population over the age of thirty is illiterate Few laws and desperation caused by poverty and hopelessness make a toxic combination Most youths have only two choices the young men become cement mixers and hole diggers spending their lives in extremely hard labor barely earning enough money to put a small bit of beans and rice on the table or they join gangs and have cell phones drive around in fancy trucks and wear nice clothes the girls either marry a man many years older than they are who may already have several other wives and endure abuse or they turn to gangs and prostitution and hang on the arm of the gang member who s driving the fancy car and wearing the nice clothes Either way since many youths are sent out into the streets by their parents to find work they are lured to the dark side This is the hard reality of the nation where my husband grew up Oscar loves his native country and is proud to be called a Honduran However from an early age he had a keen sense of what was right and what was wrong At seven years of age he accepted Jesus Christ as his Lord and Savior It was for that very reason that he had the ability to discern what was going on around him For many Hondurans this is all that they know and they accept it as normal Oscar always knew that God wanted something better for Honduras He always dreamed of being a missionary From his youth he looked for ways to live his life in a way that brought hope to the hopeless As a youth in his church he asked his pastor s permission to go out to the Garifuna villages along the coast to work with the natives His pastor at the time did not think Oscar was ready but still his heart burned to get started somewhere At the age of eighteen he left home for the capital city of Tegucigalpa Honduras to attend seminary and become a pastor After completing seminary Oscar returned to Puerto Cortes and found work as a warehouse supervisor at the Coca Cola company which had its offices right on the beach Meanwhile Oscar continued to keep his dream of doing something more for the Lord deep in his heart He continued to hear the cry of his own people 2

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ANSWERING COMPASSION S CALL and prayed that the Lord would show him His will In 1994 Park West Children s fund now known as Friendships based in Lake Charles Louisiana took a missionary voyage its destination was Puerto Cortes Honduras It was a 300foot cargo ship that went into ports around the world delivering goods that would be used by local churches and ministries It was called the Spirit Ship or as I like to call it Oscar s ride to his destiny When Oscar heard that the ship was in the port and that some locals were applying as missionaries his heart leapt for joy After a time of prayer he felt certain that the Lord had told him that it would not pull out of Puerto Cortes without him Oscar however had some challenges His father had passed away years before and his mother was a single mom trying to raise Oscar s two younger siblings When Oscar found work at the Coca Cola Company he told his mother to retire and that he would provide for her from then on If he were to go on the ship he could no longer keep that promise So Oscar decided in his heart that he would not go His mother found out about what had happened and reprimanded him for his decision She told Oscar that she did not want to be the reason that he did not fulfil his calling from God and that she would go back to work Oscar went to the ship and applied but to his great disappointment he was immediately turned down The captain told him that their crew was already at capacity and could no longer accept more staff Oscar s heart sank but he continued to pray Lord I believe you told me I was to go I m just going to leave it up to you The next day he really thought that his dreams were crushed From his office window he could see the entire port And each day he would look out at the port and pray for the ship its crew and its mission in Honduras The ship sat in port for many weeks and one morning he saw it pulling out He watched as the ship faded into the horizon and tears rolled down his cheeks For hours he went sadly through his morning When he could no longer contain his disappointment he hid himself in the bathroom He prayed to the Lord I was so sure that you wanted me to go on that ship and now it s gone He said 3

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AMY SERRANO he clearly heard the voice of the Lord telling him it was not over he needed to keep believing Oscar decided to trust the Lord not knowing what God had in mind Then that afternoon he saw a glorious sight the ship had returned and was pulling into port He later found out the ship had merely gone out to high sea to dump its bilge The next day the captain sent the ship s pastor to Oscar s work to find him telling him that the captain wanted to see Oscar immediately Oscar hurried down to the ship and the captain told him there had been a few crew changes and they were now in need of some new staff Oscar was hired immediately Three weeks later the ship set off for Galveston Texas with Oscar Serrano on board Oscar spent two years on the Spirit Ship In 1995 we met when I was sent from my job in the main office of Friendships in San Pedro California to work on the ship in Galveston We married nearly a year later in September of 1996 While we were on the ship we met a family who hailed from the Pacific Northwest Eric and Laura Smith and their two children Jared and Alisha They came on board the Spirit Ship to go on a short term mission to the Caribbean Eric worked in the engine room with Oscar and Laura and I became great friends When the ship returned to port the Smiths returned to Washington State and Oscar and I got married We left the ship in August of 1996 and began helping a small Hispanic church in the Texas City Texas area We lived with the pastor after we were married and Oscar led worship for the church I taught in their Sunday School Oscar was now in the place where God began to move him into his life long destiny 4

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2 The Early Years For I know the thoughts that I think toward you saith the Lord thoughts of peace and not of evil to give you an expected end Jeremiah 29 11 We stayed in contact with the Smiths who repeatedly invited us to come and visit them in Washington In November 1996 shortly after we had married we headed from Houston Texas to Portland Oregon on a Greyhound bus It took us four days to get there but praise God we arrived safe and sound Our luggage had been lost but that s another story We immediately fell in love with the Pacific Northwest We loved its abundant greenery and cool climate thank goodness we both love the rain We stayed with the Smiths for two weeks and then returned to Texas but we knew we wanted to go back and call Washington home Eric had just opened a heating and airconditioning business and told Oscar that he would have a job if he did come back In February of 1997 we officially became Washingtonians We lived with the Smiths for the first few months until we were able to get our own place We joined a small Assemblies of God Church in the little town of Castle Rock Washington where we now lived The community embraced us and life began to move

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AMY SERRANO forward as normal But Oscar continued to say to me Amy if we are going to live here in the US and make good money I don t just want to stand here and be comfortable I want to do something for my country His heart was burdened mostly for the children the most helpless members of society He told me that because of what he had seen growing up and because of what he himself had lived through he could not rest until something was done to make a change Oscar often talked to the Smiths and others in our church about his desire to do something Most folks simply patted him on the back and said Well God bless you I hope God opens the doors Some even told him That s not going to happen But he never gave up and God would soon put the people in place who would begin to help create what Oscar had been dreaming all those years One day as Oscar spoke with Eric s dad Bob Smith about what he wanted to do Bob told him that he had some friends who were retired school teachers who were very organized Christian people who might be able to help him make a plan to get started I don t know if you believe in divine appointments but on that night we met the two people who we have served side by side with since 1997 Mary and Lyle Frenter had recently retired from teaching and were looking forward to traveling and developing their apartment rental business But in keeping with His nature God knows what we really need That night Oscar explained to the Frenters all the beauties and horrors of Honduras Mary sat cross legged on a bed in their apartment s living room and Lyle sat in his recliner We talked for hours as they listened raptly to the stories and smiled excitedly as Oscar expressed how he wanted to help Mary took notes in a tablet and the two generously shared all their knowledge and ideas on organization For the first time we were not hearing the question why but rather why not The couple agreed to help us get started and we made a plan that night The first step was to become registered as a 501c3 nonprofit organization in the state of Washington Later we sat with the Smiths and their brother Paul coming up with potential names for our new organization After numerous 8

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ANSWERING COMPASSION S CALL ideas were tossed around we settled on Haven of Refuge The next day Laura and I drove up to Olympia Washington to legally register as a nonprofit organization In early 1997 we got to work Our first act as a nonprofit was to send a container on a cargo ship to Vietnam Paul Smith had visited Vietnam with another organization and had friends and connections that he wanted to help St John s Hospital of Longview Washington had donated a large number of medical items that we loaded first Most of the other things we put in the container were junk Much of the donated clothing was unusable and the project required a massive amount of sorting and cleaning In the end the container was sent In the meantime we met with the Frenters to plan an investigative trip to Honduras The idea was to see what doors God would open and what God wanted us to do In January of 1998 Paul Smith Oscar and I traveled to Honduras It was an exciting trip for me I had never met my mother inlaw I was four months pregnant with our first child and I was thrilled to be there Walking off the airplane onto the tarmac I remember feeling almost slapped in the face by the stifling heat and humidity and being big and pregnant didn t help that feeling All the same the trip was magical I met my husband s family and for the first time experienced the wonderful culture of the country I now call home That trip to Honduras changed me forever It was one of the steps God took in answering my dangerous prayer I was introduced to situations that broke my heart and brought me up close and personal to the desperate need in our world in a way I never had experienced before As our plane took off for Washington tears rolled down my cheeks and I silently vowed to the land I was leaving that I would return 9

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3 Amy s Story Brethren I count not myself to have apprehended but this one thing I do forgetting those things which are behind and reaching forth unto those things which are before I press toward the mark for the prize of the high calling of God in Christ Jesus Philippians 3 13 14 To be honest I am the most shocked of all that I ended up part of this great work of God The truth is until now I had never succeeded at anything All my friends in high school knew me as a clown who just didn t care I was the jokester but underneath it all I had died inside My mom passed away when I was nine years old From that point on I knew what it meant to lose all hope My dad remarried some years later to a woman who suffered from severe mental illness The next four years of my life were filled with physical and emotional abuse By the time I was fourteen I had lost all hope and the desire to live Because I did not have a strong sense of self I came to believe what my stepmother often told me that I was the one who killed my mother with my selfishness I was born late in my mother s life she was forty years old But according to my dad I was not an accident My mother always wanted a big family However nine years had gone by in their marriage and my mother could not become pregnant She prayed to God and began a series of treatments with her doctor My mother often suffered from irregular and painful periods Her doctor finally told her Jackie you are sterile Why don t you just get a hysterectomy and be done with it My mother sadly agreed and

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AMY SERRANO the doctor planned the surgery My mom told her sister my aunt Callie about her plans to have a hysterectomy My aunt wisely advised her Jackie why don t you just go to a doctor who you don t know and get a second opinion My mother took my aunt s advice and to her great shock she was three months pregnant with my sister So as she was nine years behind on her great dream of having a big family she had children clear until she couldn t any longer My mother had other physical problems as well She had a severe heart murmur and asthma My mom died at forty eight of a massive heart attack Her death was almost instant For years I heard how her death was caused by me First because she was too sick and old to be having children at her age and second because I was a selfish brat who sucked all the life out of her Once I remember a school counselor asking me about my mom and I told her that I had killed my mother She replied But I thought you said she died of a heart attack I replied Oh yes she did but I m the reason for that The counselor said nothing to me other than agreeing with me that it was probably my fault I don t exactly remember the last straw I remember I had a fight with a friend practically my only friend and I had reached the bottom I remember being in science class days before where the science teacher had told us that the best way to commit suicide was to take aspirin My parents were at work I only remember finding a small bottle of aspirin and lots of other pills and to this day I don t know what they were I remember swallowing frantically Even today I can hardly take pills without my gag reflex starting remembering taking all those chalky pills mouthfuls at a time chewing them up and swallowing After frantically downing every pill in my parent s medicine cabinet I went and lay down on my bed and waited to die I believed in God I was raised Catholic and was taught about His reality I was taught many stories in the Bible and honestly believed that God was good but I believed even more so that I was not I can remember lying in bed and asking God to take me away from there and closed my eyes I didn t die I fell asleep I remember waking up slightly 14

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ANSWERING COMPASSION S CALL disappointed but thought Well that figures I can t even kill myself right I got up and went to make dinner By that time my parents had come home from work I ate dinner did the dishes and went off to my room to start my homework I don t remember anything until I woke up the next day in the hospital My dad said that he called me to bring out a detention slip he had to sign and I never answered He went to my room to try and find me and did not see me But just as he was about to close the door he saw the nightstand on the other side of my bed begin to shake He walked around the bed to find me having a seizure on the floor I spent a few days in the hospital and then a month in a rehab center where everyone sat around and asked why in the world I would want to do something like that My dad however realized that he and my stepmother needed to separate They did and my dad moved us back to the town where I was born Over time life became much more bearable But it was also in the next few years that I began the spiritual voyage that would take me through everything from devil worship to new age I loved all things about the occult and witchcraft They made me less powerless But in all my searching and wondering I kept coming back to the faith that I had been raised in the Christian faith For some reason Jesus Christ had always had a powerful fascination for me Each time I looked away I knew I was looking away from the truth I eventually wound up in a drug rehab facility with a counselor who was a born again Christian I remember that I really enjoyed my conversations with her about God and spirituality I felt that I was being fed some powerful truth I began to pray each night before I went to sleep I would look out of my window and begin to speak with God Within the next few months I gave my heart to Jesus and started attending church I got baptized in the Holy Spirit and started to have strange desires to live my life just for Jesus One day while I was in church the pastor addressed the youth and said Who knows maybe some of you will end up missionaries in China A very definite voice came into my head saying You re one of them I didn t really get that it was China exactly but I knew it 15

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AMY SERRANO would be the mission field for sure We had a visiting pastor come for a special service at our church He called forward all the youth who wanted to go to the mission field All the pastors and deacons children went forward and I felt certain that I did not deserve to stand among them So I simply sat at my seat and said Lord here I am Send me Perhaps I could scrub the toilets for these great men and woman of God Little did I know that within months of that time I would be heading out to be a missionary and would never come back home The town that I grew up in was about thirty minutes southwest of Baton Rouge Louisiana which is where the church I attended was located but we had cell groups in our own town About six months after I became a Christian and started attending the church the ministry Park West Children s Fund later known as Friendships came to the port of Baton Rouge and the ministry joined forces with our church The cell groups in the church adopted missionaries on the ship and attended to them in the best ways they could by taking them to the dentist to the eye doctor to the movies and to visit in our homes It was in these meetings with missionaries from Guatemala that I knew I was supposed to be on that ship One night after coming back from a dinner at one of those cell groups I told my parents my dad had again remarried Guess what I m going to be a missionary on a ship isn t that great Oh wonderful sweetheart my dad said barely acknowledging me as he read through the newspaper But I knew I sent my application in and waited for their response When my parents understood that I was serious about this they were strongly opposed My dad thought that I needed to get my life established first before I tried something like this I made my mind up that if God really wanted me to go I would obey them and would let Him change their hearts I had sent in my application and was praying my parents change of heart would be my confirmation that it was God s will for me to go I remember the day that the letter came in the mail It said Dear Amy Rills we would love to have you come and be part of 16

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ANSWERING COMPASSION S CALL our ministry at our main offices in San Pedro California I don t remember too many other times that I have felt so joyful But I still had the little issue of my parents blessing I had already made a promise to God that I would obey them and that would be my sign that it was His will for me to go I remember the night that I brought the letter to show them I was so nervous I did not know what their response was going to be I pulled the letter out of the envelope and said Well I ve been accepted to that ship I told you about My stepmom leaped out of her seat with excitement To my astonishment my dad also smiled and said Wow that is wonderful What I thought you said I shouldn t go I thought you were against this Why the change of heart My dad told me that he was never really against it but did not think that they would accept me because I was so young He did not want my heart broken over it But now that they were going to accept me my parents were elated and even agreed to pay for my ticket to California However I had another challenge My spiritual leader who was my cell group leader also thought it might not be a good idea for me to go Once I got my acceptance letter I brought it to her as well She read it over and said Well why don t we just go and talk to the pastor about this The next Sunday we met with our pastor after service I sat to one side as I watched my cell leader and pastor read through the letter together They discussed it some the pastor had a warm smile on his face and then they called me over My Pastor said he was very excited and so happy that I would be going and that he felt that this was God s will for me Two weeks later I was on a plane to Los Angeles I spent three wonderful years on the ship and married my awesome husband However I need to go back and tell you about my dangerous prayer As I mentioned I was serving in the ship ministry but really did not understand why I believed I was a compassionate person but I could not understand poverty I was raised to believe in hard work and pulling your own weight I did not understand that places existed in the world were a man could work fourteen hour days of 17

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AMY SERRANO hard labor and still not make enough to feed his family My eyes were blind and I knew it So I simply prayed and asked the Lord to open them It took Him about five years to do it but once they were opened everything changed I remember it was about two to three days after I had prayed that prayer I was in the dining hall on the ship There were some Christian magazines on the coffee table that I began to thumb through It was 1994 Do any of you remember the headlines from that year Let me refresh your memory they were all about Rwanda The magazine had a four or five page article about the travesties that were going on at the time but one part of the article uprooted me It was a picture of a young boy with no legs on a skateboard with a man standing over him beating him with a belt The caption below the picture said that the child had not been born without legs they had been amputated because he was an orphan in order to make him a better beggar I am sure that by amputations they meant by machete What s more they said that the man standing over him was his pimp He was being beaten because he had not come up with his quota from begging that day The worst case of holy anger rose up in me The injustice was more than I could bear Where was their CPS in all of this I was completely clueless But it was at that point I started to get it that beyond my safe clean world was a world that was broken unfair and crying out for help because they were helpless Life went on I married and had the chance to go to Honduras for my first time with my husband in 1998 As I mentioned before the trip was amazing and troubling at the same time While on that trip some friends took us out to the local garbage dump You knew that you were getting close because of the horrible smell When we arrived the scene that greeted us was a large landfill area with huge piles of stinking garbage Children were crawling all over the piles like ants I wish I could tell you that they were older kids however they were babies all about five years old and younger We found one little boy about eight years old and began to talk to him about how his life was He told us all that he wanted to do was go to school I looked around as tiny little people scavenged 18

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4 Becoming Worldwide Heart to Heart Ministries Be strong and of a good courage fear not nor be afraid of them for the Lord thy God he it is that doth go with thee he will not fail thee nor forsake thee Deuteronomy 31 6 After that first trip I went on to Honduras we came back to the United States and presented what we had seen to our church At that point things began to unravel for us I became terribly ill on the flight back and ended up staying three days in the hospital The Smiths closed their business due to a back injury Eric had sustained years before in a logging accident Oscar found work in Spokane but that was eight hours away from where we were currently living in Castle Rock Washington The ministry ground to a halt I was still living with our new born baby girl Sarah in the Castle Rock area We were beginning to make plans to move permanently to Spokane but we could never get away from the thing that the Lord was burdening our hearts to do Oscar was offered a very lucrative job in Spokane but after a time of prayer we decided to turn it down We wanted to stay in western Washington where we believed God would develop the ministry It was then in 1998 that disaster hit Honduras It was October 29th the peak of hurricane season in the western Caribbean The last major hurricane to take aim at Honduras was Hurricane Fifi a category three hurricane that struck Omoa in 1974 Fifi caused major destruction on the northwestern coast Now something far

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5 Divine Appointments Since thou wast precious in my sight thou hast been honourable and I have loved thee therefore will I give men for thee and people for thy life Isaiah 43 4 Meanwhile we formed a new governing board that consisted of the Frenters the Hensons the Serranos and Karl Germunson a member of our church In the fall of 1999 word began spreading to local churches and neighbors that a January 2000 mission trip to Honduras was in the works The plan was to build a technical school to train the boys living at the orphanage H2H was supporting in La Pita Honduras During this time Mary was on one of her daily walks through Castle Rock when she noticed a new medical clinic opening She decided to go in and welcome them to the community As soon as she entered the clinic she met Dr Anwar Ayoub who had studied medicine in Spain and spoke fluent Spanish Mary encouraged him to come to Honduras She shared that we had recently started working with a children s home in La Pita and that they could use medical care Dr Ayoub immediately lit up with joy as he said it had been his hope for many years to work in a Central American country In addition Castle Rock Christian Church s Pastor Ed Miller had recently held an evangelical crusade in India and asked us about the possibility of doing one in Honduras Over a three month

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AMY SERRANO had come face to face with angry cows As they walked out onto the property the current residents were not so pleased with their arrival They were promptly chased away by 2000 pound killer cows The hard reality was that this property was miles from civilization and could only reached by a rugged rural road that required fording several rivers But the board didn t care When they looked out across this amazing piece of land they envisioned a beautiful new home for many homeless children To them it was perfect The team returned to the United States elated The future was clear All our energies would now be spent on building a children s home on our wonderful new property It was at this time we met two new people who would become part of our team and who would help us forge ahead with this vision Curt and Phyllis Haas were members of our church Curt was the owner of a construction company and Pastor Roy approached him about becoming involved with this endeavor Rex and Cathy Rogers also members of our church were brought on board Cathy a nurse and Rex an electrician were on our first team down to Honduras in January of 2000 and they desired to continue to help us with future teams For the first time we sat down with our growing board and seriously discussed what we would do with the new property While meeting at a local Castle Rock restaurant the first plans of the future children s home were sketched out on a napkin by Linda Henson Funds were soon raised and building began Now more people were becoming aware of who we were and began signing up to go to Honduras We were taking a construction team about once every six months and medical teams usually came along as well The medical teams continued to take doctors and nurses up into the remote villages which did not have medical facilities Tina Campbell a member of Pastor Ed s church led many Vacation Bible School VBS teams to Honduras and was the chairperson for many annual fundraising banquets back in the United States Any of the old alumni of those first H2H teams could tell you it wasn t easy back in those days We stayed in some interesting lodging with only aged vehicles for transportation The road out to 34

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AMY SERRANO out of the door The pastor of course Oscar tried to pull out without him noticing but then he heard a voice calling Hermano Oscar In his rear view mirror he could see the smiling man running after him He sighed and reluctantly got out of the car and went to greet the pastor He told him I don t know what you are going to think about this but I have felt for many weeks that God has been calling me to pastor a church and I was just now coming to see you about it The pastor smiled and said Well I m not sure what it all means but I will pray for you and let you know if God brings something to my attention Oscar thanked him got back in his car upset with himself for even stopping and drove home A few days later the pastor called our home and said Remember the conversation we had the other day A pastor friend of mine in Centralia Washington called and asked me if someone could come and cover for him while he and his family go on vacation for a few weeks He went on to say that he found the whole thing a little odd Why didn t the pastor just have one of the elders do it But Oscar prayed and felt in his heart that this was what God wanted him to do so he accepted the temporary job The church was in Centralia Washington which is about forty minutes north of where we were living in Castle Rock The pastor wanted us to come a Sunday or two before he left so that he could slowly hand the church over into our care As time went by we realized not everything was going well in that church The pastor and the church did not see eye to eye and the pastor s real desire was to move permanently to the east coast where his wife s family lived We told the church that we would do a three month trial to see if we were what they wanted After three months the vote was an overwhelming yes and Oscar was officially made pastor of Iglesias Cristiana Resurecci n Church in Centralia Washington We weren t sure how this all fit in with the vision that God had given us for Honduras but we pastored that church as faithfully as we knew how for four years Through that time we met and served some of the most wonderful people in the world people who would later play a huge role in what God was doing in Honduras Among them were many pastors and leaders who later made WWH2H the 40

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7 Honduras Rising For my thoughts are not your thoughts neither are your ways my ways saith the Lord For as the heavens are higher than the earth so are my ways higher than your ways and my thoughts than your thoughts Isaiah 55 8 9 When we arrived in Honduras we had nothing but we were so excited We lived with our good friends and ministry directors Marcel and Elvia Almendarez for the first few weeks Eventually we rented a small house in town and began the process of building this ministry One of our first objectives was getting the board of directors in Honduras established We prayed that God would bring the people who He wanted to go forward in the ministry and we invited people who Oscar knew in the area Most had already been serving on the H2H board which had been established when we submitted our paperwork for incorporation in Honduras a couple years earlier The first team we received as Honduran residents was the team of Lyle and Mary Frenter who came to visit us in August 2003 That was one of the most pivotal points that this ministry has ever experienced I don t think I fully realized what God was going to begin to teach us about ministry As typical Americans we believed that before you can take kids in you must have a fully built and furnished home complete with water purification system fire alarms doctors and a psychologist on call teachers house staff and more When we arrived in Honduras

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ANSWERING COMPASSION S CALL our poster picture whenever we spoke at churches about the ministry over the next couple years One year later as Oscar came through the door that night he told me You should sit down I have some bad news Edgar is dead My heart came up into my throat What happened I cried Mary and Lyle simple sat on the couch with tears in their eyes and said We didn t act fast enough I don t think any of us got much sleep that night When Mary came into the kitchen the next morning her face was red and her eyes were blood shot She said I can t believe that we didn t get our act together fast enough to get him off the streets Edgar had crawled into the ventilation system of a local business to find a safe place to sleep The business had been robbed a few times and the owner had put up a very crude security system that basically consisted of live electrical wires at each possible entrance Edgar was electrocuted killed simply because he wanted to sleep and not be hurt by anyone Is that any kind of a life for a little boy We spent the next several days crucifying ourselves for so many reasons thinking Perhaps we should not have pulled out of that orphanage Perhaps we could have found a family who we could have paid to take Edgar into their home But what about the 30 other boys who needed a home as well Hondurans are often hesitant to take in a young man who has been involved in gang activity I remember talking about that very thing with Oscar when we first got to Honduras We worried because we were moving down with our own two young daughters But what did it matter now He was dead and there was no way to turn that around Mary Frenter shared the following thoughts with me about this time as well as a poem she wrote in honor of Edgar Lyle and I had recently returned from Honduras The second night we were there we chanced to meet David on the streets of Puerto Cortes We first met him in 2000 when he was living at the La Pita Orphanage David as well as three other former La Pita children Wilson Chicki and Edgar were scheduled to begin living at our unfinished Children s Home 47

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AMY SERRANO in Tegucigalpita the next week Pastor Oscar Serrano our Worldwide Heart to Heart Ministries Honduras National Director was organizing a crew to learn building skills by working on our construction site David told us Edgar had been killed the previous Saturday We had not worked fast enough Our hearts were broken We do not know much about Edgar s life from birth to age seven Heart to Heart first meet him in 1999 when we sent a team to see how we could help after Hurricane Mitch We found him living in the La Pita Orphanage run by the Holy Spirit Church of Honduras H2H helped support that orphanage and Edgar was there until 2001 when it closed due to fraudulent management Thus our current mission to build and manage our own home for those children From the age of nine Edgar lived on the streets of Puerto Cortes until his death at age eleven on August 3 2003 He was electrocuted early Saturday morning by a live wire hanging in the vent of a supermarket where he had sought shelter the night before Edgar was born into a family that we guess turned him out on the streets after Hurricane Mitch in 1998 Many families were forced to do that at the time Someone found him and placed him at the La Pita Orphanage After it closed he lived on the streets of Puerto Cortes sleeping in doorways surviving by whatever means he could He had heard we were building a Children s Home He knew he would have a place to live as soon as it was finished He was just hanging on Last summer he chanced to meet Steve Sharp a H2H construction volunteer who was working on our Children s Home outside of Puerto Cortes He noticed Steve s H2H shirt and as Steve tells it He didn t ask me for money He didn t ask me for food He just wanted to know When will my home be ready O the depth of the riches both of the wisdom and knowledge of God How unsearchable are his judgments and his ways past finding out Romans 11 33 48

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AMY SERRANO We tried to find where they had taken his body but because we were not family the body was sent to San Pedro Sula to be used for science We didn t really understand what we had done wrong We had worked as hard as we could and didn t know what we could have done differently The Frenters returned to the United States with the promise that we would get this thing done It was just a few days after they left when Mary called us and said that she was showering and thinking about those children wandering around the dangerous streets desperately searching for their basic needs The God inspired thought came to her We should at least begin to feed them Wrapped in a towel she went into her kitchen where Lyle was making the morning coffee He looked up and said to her Honey we at least need to begin feeding these kids It was a God confirmation Oscar and I had been thinking the same thing The whole tragic event of losing Edgar served to wake us up There was no reason for Edgar to die We had a building in Tegucigalpita Perhaps it was just a block frame with no doors windows beds nothing However it was a place to sleep in safety We decided that if there were kids out there and they needed a safe place to sleep there was no reason for another child to die Oscar had a good friend who was out of work at the time and he agreed to go out to the Tegucigalpita project with air mattresses and live with and be a house father to any boys who needed to be there Immediately we found two young boys who were good friends of Edgar s who also lived on the streets In those days we didn t know what we were doing however we weren t going to let that stop us We did not tell the boys that they would be coming to an orphanage because we knew what the word orphanage meant to most of them We simply said that we had a building project going on way out in Tegucigalpita We were building an orphanage and we would give them a job to help us We told them that they would have to live out there because it was a two hour drive before the new road was built Our first two boys were Eduardo and Manuel who were both twelve years old They came to live at the 50

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ANSWERING COMPASSION S CALL project We got air mattresses and Mary contacted some family members who provided money to buy food and other things that we needed The boys told us about another boy who had come to live under the bridge just recently and they thought he might like to come as well They went to find him His name was Josu and he was thirteen years old We thought the easiest thing to do was to let the boys live on the bottom floor of the center building and work on getting the clinic building finished so that could eventually be their house One thing that Lyle had always said was Once you get kids people will begin to support this ministry His prophecy turned out to be very true Support started to come in groups came down and the construction of the project moved forward Finally the clinic was finished and converted into a threebedroom house Manuel told us about his little brother Norman who was nine years old and living in a garbage dumpster by the market We found him and he began his life with us as well I remember that first Christmas when we bought the boys bunk beds and pillows I will never forget a conversation that I overheard between Norman and his brother Manuel about how wonderful it was to sleep in a bed with a pillow It was at that same time that we realized just how many children lived on the streets of Puerto Cortes They were all over however not all of them were homeless Many of them were the children from the dump The local garbage dump was also home to about 100 families Most shared the same story single prostitute mother stair step kids homes made of tin sticks and other items found in the garbage The kids would flood into the city during the day and beg at street corners and restaurants We could see that these children faced the same dangerous life threatening situations that Edgar had faced while simply looking for their basic needs to be met At that time we decided that we did not have the resources to take them all in but we could feed them Mary once again went to anyone and everyone she knew and collected the funds to start the Meals from the Heart program Elvia Almendarez and I would 51

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AMY SERRANO cook a lunch each day for about eighty to one hundred children from the slums and dump areas A friend allowed us to use a picnic area that he owned free of charge with serving tables and restaurant style tables and chairs We would cook the meal at Elvia s house and then drive out to serve it Each day we would arrive to find at least fifty to eighty hungry little children It was a hard but wonderful time for me Back in those days my Spanish was practically non existent But each day working with Elvia and her three children I learned how to speak Also thanks to Elvia s amazing cooking skills I learned the wonder of incredible Honduran cuisine I used the time to teach the kids as many things as I could think of Each day they would learn a new word in English We would pray with them teach them about Jesus and sit with and counsel them The feeding program ran for one year and was an amazing time of learning for all of us You never know what your simple little mustard seed can do After the feeding program ended the dump was walled off and the mayor relocated the residents of the dump to another area at the back of town I didn t see the kids at all after the program ended One day about two years later I was in town running some errands when I heard a woman s voice calling me from behind Hermana Amy she called I saw a woman with a teenage girl running toward me When they reached me they both embraced me with kisses I of course was feeling very embarrassed because I didn t really remember who they were Don t you remember us from the feeding program the woman asked And look this is Cristiana Oh yes Cristiana now I remembered Standing before me was a beautiful sixteen year old young woman who didn t even resemble the young girl I had met three years earlier Cristiana would come to the feeding program each day for lunch She was a pretty little girl but it was hidden behind the very sour expression she always wore She was one of the angriest young ladies I had ever met One day she came to the feeding program with a huge black eye I begged her as did Oscar to tell us what was going on and who did this to her She just kept saying that 52

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ANSWERING COMPASSION S CALL she fell but you knew she was covering something up She wasn t angry but scared as we pressed her for the truth about her injuries I simply told her I understand you don t want to or can t talk about it just let me pray for you So we prayed together as tears rolled down her cheeks And now here she was standing before me with something I had never seen before a big beautiful smile But not just any smile it was one of those smiles that you know comes from the inside We spent several moments getting caught up Cristiana was now in her last year of high school and dreaming of going to college As we said our goodbyes Cristiana embraced me one last time and said I thank you so much for everything I pray for you every day Wow It is those kinds of encounters that keep you going when the going gets tough 53

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8 I Ran All Night But verily God hath heard me he hath attended to the voice of my prayer Psalm 66 19 One day a friend of Oscar s asked if he could take a man who had a ministry filming other ministries to visit and film the Village Oscar thought that would be fine and drove out to the border to pick them up They arrived late at night and it was raining We took them for some dinner at Pizza Hut in Puerto Cortes and talked about our ministry and our plans I remember the night so well It was in November the peak of the Honduran rainy season and it was coming down in buckets Around 11 pm just as we were leaving a young boy appeared out of nowhere asking for money Oscar talked to the young man who told us that his name was Marlon He said he lived behind the restaurant beside the garbage dumpster Oscar told him we had a building project going on out in Tegucigalpita and that he could come help us there They arranged for Oscar to come and pick up him the next day at 8 am We gave him the left over pizza and said we would come bright and early the next morning to pick him up We weren t surprised when he didn t show up But don t worry it wasn t the last that we would see of him

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AMY SERRANO I often thought of him and worried about him One day as we were serving food at the feeding program a new young man showed up to eat He was dirty and very sick He had an ear infection that was so bad you could see if from the outside At that time I did not recognize him but Oscar recognized him immediately We asked him why he didn t show up that day and as we expected he told us he was afraid He only came for food that day because he had no other options He was now ready to take a chance on us change his life and go to the Village That day he climbed into our car and went out to Tegucigalpita Marlon was only nine years old at that time He grew up with us at the Village and became a wonderful young man graduated high school and hopes to one day be an electrician Marlon met Sarah who came to Honduras from Oregon as a young teenager on mission trips She returned to Honduras to work at our school in 2011 In 2012 Marlon and Sarah were married They now live in Oregon but hope to return to Honduras to continue to serve The project continued to grow More teams came down to Honduras and more financial sponsors for the kids were found One day a young man showed up at the Village and told us that his name was Marvin He was from a village up in the mountains called Las Flores and was looking for a place to start his life over One of the men who had helped us with much of the building was a mason named Miguel He was from the same mountain village as Marvin Miguel had come down from the mountains of Honduras to the village of Tegucigalpita when a friend found him a job Miguel was unmarried and not a Christian when he started to work for us in the construction of the Children s Village Miguel was an amazingly hard worker Oscar never preached to him on the job he simply shined the light before him Miguel watched and worked next to many gringos in those days and began to wonder What are they doing here He told us later that he was so confused Why would these people living comfortably in the United States want to come here and do this One day he pulled Oscar aside and asked What is this really all about What s the angle What s the catch What are they really 56

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ANSWERING COMPASSION S CALL trying to get out of this In Miguel s life there was only one motto Save yourself Oscar told him Well we are doing this because Jesus did it for us Miguel decided then and there he wanted this Jesus for himself and asked the Lord into his heart Miguel later married and he and his wife have three children They serve on the leadership of their church Miguel still serves as construction foreman on all our building projects Now Miguel had Marvin standing in front of him asking for help However he had none to give He told Marvin that he should talk to the directors of this ministry because they worked with children and maybe they could give him something Marvin found Oscar and asked Oscar for the opportunity to be a part of the Village Oscar s initial response was no because he was already almost fifteen years old too old we thought to be a part of our program Marvin had grown up in an extremely poor part of the world as Honduras is the second poorest country in the Western Hemisphere but Marvin was poor even by Honduran standards He grew up angry and without hope This hopelessness caused him to look for anything that would be a way out of poverty He became the enemy of the state in his home village Marvin often stole from his neighbors and caused problems for his family Things went from bad to worse in Marvin s life He joined gangs and went around Honduras committing crimes and carrying weapons Marvin had become a full time gang member and used drugs and alcohol Though it had taken him out of his extreme poverty Marvin always knew that was not who he really was Then one day he decided he had to change He went to look for Miguel Marvin was not going to take no for an answer and persisted each day Oscar finally told him go back to your home and get a letter from your parents giving us permission to have you here and be back by tomorrow Oscar was certain that this would throw him off as he didn t think he could even make it there and back in one day But to Oscar s surprise when he showed up at the project the next day there was Marvin waiting for him with letter in hand I later asked Marvin how he made it back so soon He told me I ran all night Marvin was added to our growing family 57

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AMY SERRANO could not take them into her house because she already had fourteen people living in their very humble two bedroom home Her husband said no more could come We had a big problem When we had outlined the plan for the Village we had decided we were going to be a boys home and could not take handicapped children because we did not have the resources to care for them properly Out of these three boys two were handicapped David age four had a club foot and his brother Cesar was mentally challenged But we had learned two important things from our experience with Edgar first there was not some other more well established place that was already built for children with such challenges We were it And second these children did not have time on their side So we took the boys in and prayed for God to give us the wisdom and grace to give them what they needed The next children that God brought us challenged our second decision to take in only boys These new children were Adonis Nelson and their older sister Ilcy We decided that we would take the boys but that we would look for another home for Ilcy There was a girls home in Omoa a town twenty miles east of our Village but we learned that Honduras law does not allow you to separate siblings a policy that we highly respect The children had been living on the streets with their alcoholic father The boys were both under five years old and Ilcy was only seven All three of the kids were at risk from predators in the streets sickness and the outside elements They were also suffering from malnutrition So as God would have it we were now officially a boys home a girls home and a home for the handicapped Little did we know that the ministry was about to take a quantum leap A pastor friend by the name of Ed Miller from our old hometown of Castle Rock Washington had come down on several occasions for crusades and medical teams He had a friend who he had mentored as a young man He was a businessman from Washington State who owned several gas stations along the I 5 corridor and an oil company Pastor Ed who was also a construction man was doing a job for this gentleman When it was done the businessman asked How much do I owe you Pastor Ed said A 62

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AMY SERRANO building was going to get finished and we had the pledges and promises to get it done The team returned home and we called Mary right away and celebrated together Both sides were good for their word Within a few months Mercy Ships sent their first team By this time the former director had moved on from the ministry and it was now being overseen by Gary and Sylvia Thacker The Thacker s were amazing people Gary had tattoos from head to toe and one of the most amazing testimonies I have ever heard He was an ex biker in the vintage car restoration business when God called him and his wife a certified nurse to the missions business Mercy Ships was not able to give the 25 000 right away but they gave something much better seven years of assistance including sending at least fifty teams thousands of dollars in projects at the Village and more than anything else a very dear friendship and partnership with this ministry that continues today Ed s friend delivered and how Over the next twelve months he and his oil business friends and contacts blessed the ministry with over 60 000 and the home was built In addition this man had several good friends in the medical field Within months the first of their medical teams was on their way to Honduras and many still come each year Each day the project changed and grew New people and churches were getting involved By this time we had boys and girls and those boys and girls were growing up If there is anything that I regret it s not having been able to study psychology The children now started coming from the government and government orphanages Many of them were taken out of their homes because of severe abuse Many of them had suffered physical verbal and sexual abuse A few of them could say that their first sexual partner was a member of their own family They were incredibly needy I learned then and there that there were many things in life that were much bigger than Amy Serrano of Plaquemine Louisiana You can only imagine the kinds of problems that arise when you have teenage boys and teenage girls all with emotional problems living together We were sure this was not going to work and they themselves would create new residents The young men even asked 64

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ANSWERING COMPASSION S CALL Oscar to get the girls out of there They told him they were trying to be good boys but the girls were all over them We began to pray about a way of separating them We were hoping to find an entirely separate piece of property but we had no money We set a deadline and prayed that God would show us what we were to do We said that if we did not have the property by a certain date we would build the girls home at the back end of the village property We had eight acres of land and were currently only using about 1 acre at the front end We figured that we could put a fence between the two ends and build the girls home as far away from the boys as possible That is what we did The building would take some time to build Since the need to get the boys and girls separated was urgent we decided to find a home near us in town to rent so the girls could move into it The house that we rented was owned by a friend of ours and it was in the same neighborhood as the house that we lived in It was nice to have the girls close by They came over to my house each day We gave them money to do small jobs around the house Maria the house mother in charge told me that each of the girls asked her to hold their money Although it was only about 5 a month each girl gave all their pay to their birth mothers and siblings to help with their needs back in the villages they had come from We began to learn about the extremely intricate and complicated psyche of children In many cases it didn t matter how much abuse their parents had subjected them to they still held extreme loyalty to them Many of the kids were their own worst enemy Their biggest challenge was not lack of food or shelter it was fighting their own demons I guess we had a fantasy that we would come down to Honduras and build this beautiful home where these kids would be so happy and so thankful We really knew nothing The fact is it was far from the fantasy we had imagined it would be One of the hardest things for the kids to accept was structure This was clearly brought to our attention by a young woman named Iris who came to the Village When Iris initially came INHFA the Honduran equivalent of 65

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AMY SERRANO Child Protective Services in the United States told us that she was probably pregnant by her father Iris sat with Oscar and me and told us the horror stories of the abuse when it started and how it all happened However Iris only fourteen years old also let us know from the beginning that she did not want to go to school She wanted us to employ her to help take care of the younger girls We told her that we were sorry but that was not how things worked at the Village She would have to go to school and live with the schedule of all the other kids One day we received a phone call from Maria one of our ministry workers telling us that Iris had run away that night We reported this to the authorities and they called us back later to tell us that she had been found Guess where She was at her Dad s house She had gone back home Why Because at our place she had to wake up at 5 30 am get showered eat breakfast do chores go to school come home go to bed at a certain hour and so on She had to live with a schedule and with responsibilities In her dad s house she could sleep in all day go out with no responsibilities and stay out at the pool hall with her boyfriends all night She just had to be willing to take the abuse And when it all came down to it the abuse was familiar she knew what to expect and what to do with it But the structure was unknown and stifling and she just could not accept it I usually knew right away the difference between a kid who was going to make it and one that would not simply by seeing where their hearts were When a ten year old child came in talking about how the bus station in San Pedro Sula was the domain for him and his gang and went on to glorify street life we knew that it would take a miracle and there have been many for him to make it through But it has been these kids that have taught us grace and the glory of God It s human nature to try and be the savior Many kids have come into our home and we have invested years into their lives only to wake up one morning to find they took off God has told us time and time again that we are not the saviors we are simply the tools that He uses These children are on a journey that is God designed and He will rise as the Savior We are just a 66

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ANSWERING COMPASSION S CALL part of their journey not the whole thing We do our best to give them all that we can and in the end that gift is not given in vain They picked up something something that will take them forward on that journey We are hard heads and the Lord knows that so sometimes He brings us to the places He wants us to go to teach us that only He is really in charge Our only job is to blindly follow Him believing in faith 67

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AMY SERRANO participants in His plan The moment we became the right people empty of self and completely reliant on God and more than anything out of HIS way HE trained us and was faithful to give us all that we needed We were thrown into the University of Child Care where the children were our professors The good news is they were excellent teachers Going into 2006 we were getting to know the business what worked and what didn t We came to recognize the unique psyche of children Taking children off the streets was easy it could be done in one day however taking the street out of the child takes years It is difficult to fully explain what the profound need of the Honduran child is in one book Honduras at the time I am writing this book is the second poorest nation in the western hemisphere after Haiti In addition at the same time Honduras holds an unfortunate title it is the most violent country in the world In 2013 more civilians died due to violent crime per capita in San Pedro Sula Honduras than in Iraq in 2007 at the height of the insurgency The reasons for this are profound They cover the whole gamut of economics and politics but mostly it is spiritual When you spend any real time in Honduras and can see just below the lush tropical fa ade you will see a place where hope is long gone Generations of desperation have given birth to a spirit of hopelessness which brings a nation into survival mode Many of these kids are in a damned situation and there is nothing they can do to get out of it Education is not an option and hard work will only wear out their youth Young men have the option of working days of extremely hard labor in the fields with a machete and will still not make enough money to put a little bit of beans and rice on the table For many parents the best that they can give their kids is to bring them out to work beside them in the fields with no hope of going to school But those kids are the lucky ones Many other kids don t even have that They are forced to go out to the streets pushed out by their parents who can no longer care for them These young people have a sad choice They can kill themselves in hard labor with no hope or they can take option number two This option includes having a car the best cell phone and nice 70

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ANSWERING COMPASSION S CALL clothes and means becoming a gang member For many children growing up in gang infested communities or on the streets joining the gangs is not even a personal choice they are forced into membership In these poor communities young boys are targeted to become soldiers for the organization Young girls on the other hand are forced into prostitution and trafficking rings at a young age The children s homes and orphanages are all over crowded and quite honestly more harm can be done to a child in one of these public orphanages than they often face on the streets I have heard of children that survived somewhat well on the streets yet were violently raped or beaten in the orphanages We have dealt with children less than ten years old who had already murdered for their gangs And we have dealt with young girls pregnant by their fathers I am sorry to say I think we have seen it all With no protection from the authorities who unfortunately sometimes play for the wrong team they have no one to defend or protect them One in four children suffers from some form of malnutrition Historically the biggest killer of children in Honduras has been diarrhea caused by parasitic infestations that are completely treatable That said let me tell you the most amazing thing Where sin is grace does much more abound We read the Bible and hear the magnificent stories of the blind seeing the deaf hearing the lame walking and the dead coming back to life I am here to testify we have seen it It defies all laws of logic and science that anyone could ever really come back from these types of horrific atrocities Yet not only do we see these kids coming back we see them thriving While working in Honduras we have had one goal to see His kingdom come and His will be done in Honduras as it is in Heaven We have seen incredible miracles We have seen blind receiving sight new organs growing incurable illnesses healing and the rain stopping at a command However there is not a miracle more amazing to me than watching God bring the dead spirit back to life in one of our children They may have had a curse spoken over them and had a destiny of destruction and to that I only have one thing 71

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AMY SERRANO to say But God God has always been faithful and true The project grew each day Throughout those years we were busy building what is now the boys home on the Tegucigalpita campus More churches joined in more people joined in and more kids came to be part of the family We prayed for someone who could care for our kids medical needs and along came Kim Sharp Her husband Steve had been instrumental in the building of the boys house She came and has continued to come almost every year since to keep our kids health charts up to date We prayed for someone to take care of their teeth Many of these kids came to us badly in need of dental care One child had over thirty two cavities There was no way that we could afford to get them the care they needed Imagine twenty five children averaging ten cavities each But God He sent us Medical Relief International for that time a ministry from Seattle Washington and Antioch Bible Church They came with dentists hygienists oral surgeons and all the equipment needed and pulled filled cleaned and polished not just for our kids but also for our workers We also continued our outreach to the local community in the form of medical teams and Vacation Bible School VBS teams Our VBS teams were often headed by Tina Campbell and Carol Rutledge two amazing missionaries who always impressed me with their faith Our VBS teams would set up in local schools and put an invitation out to entire communities One year in just one day our VBS was attended by nearly 600 children with only about twenty adult staff It was chaotic but beautiful We always did our best to love and cherish the kids Over the years we have witnessed thousands of children invite the Lord into their hearts The medical teams were much the same we would go into very remote mountain villages to give much needed medical care We would often take doctors nurses dentists and optometrists to care for some of the poorest people in the world Many had never seen a doctor or a dentist in their whole lives Often there was not much we could do for them Funguses rashes skin wounds parasites scabies aches and pains and rotten teeth were the usual maladies 72

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ANSWERING COMPASSION S CALL Things such as high blood pressure diabetes and more profound illnesses were out of our hands However I noticed what the people really wanted was to simply know that we cared They felt that the medicines brought by gringo doctors were superior to Honduran drugs People would walk hours to get to the medical brigades You could tell that the families though extremely poor dressed their children in their absolute best clothes Even if they were stained and torn they always came clean You could tell that this visit was especially important to them And if it was important to them I made sure it was important to me The medical teams were also the vehicle we used to bring the gospel Each patient was prayed for and received the plan of salvation Hundreds have received the Lord over the years That year we also started a small clinic at the Village A friend of Oscar s from childhood had become a nurse and agreed to work at the Village each day attending to the daily needs of the kids The medications and a small salary for the nurse were covered by paying patients from the community We also finally got our Articles of Incorporation in Honduras that year We had applied for it in the year 2000 and six years later we finally made our way through the red tape of the government bureaucracy It was crucially important to have these papers because without them we legally could do nothing We received our first container that year from the United States That was interesting I don t think I have ever seen so many headless baby dolls toy cars with no wheels on them or unusable clothing We have really learned a lot We were about to learn that all of this comes with its own dangers Another ministry we had served with on medical missions contacted us about a family that their medical team had just served It was a family of three children who lived with their grandmother who they believed was suffering from mental illness and their father who was reportedly dangerous and violent The team visited the home of the children and were shocked at the conditions they were living in The biggest concern was for the youngest of the clan He was eight years old and only weighed thirtyeight pounds He had a condition called prolapsed bowel syndrome 73

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AMY SERRANO It is life threatening if not treated In this condition a child literally poops out their guts When the child would have a bowel movement much of his intestines would come out with it We had to put on a glove and put everything back in And his bowel movements were basically filled with blood and worms All of this is caused by pica a condition that drives a person to eat dirt and that results in them contracting parasitic illnesses Oscar and I decided to go to their home to see the situation for ourselves When we arrived Oscar asked me to wait in the car while he checked it out We had to park a long distance from the home because you had to walk up a narrow steep path on the mountain side for a considerable distance in order to reach it Once there Oscar found the grandmother and the three children He told her that the kids could come to live at the Village and be well cared for and the youngest would get the health care he needed to survive It was plain to see that the grandmother suffered troubled thinking but she agreed that the kids should come to live at the Village with us We needed to get the documents together to legally have the kids live at the Village and told the grandmother we would be back soon Just as Oscar was about to leave the children s father arrived The rumor that we heard from locals was that in the past the father had killed people He was angry and irrational When he arrived back at his home he had a machete in his hand Oscar carefully explained that he was in their home to find out if the children could go to a safer place to improve their health The father with machete in hand told Oscar that someone was going to die that day He told him that those were his children and lifted his hand threateningly at Oscar Oscar told us later that the children were crouched down in the corner shaking with fear Oscar abruptly excused himself from their home and made his panicked way back to the car He said it is only by the grace of God that he got out and doesn t know how or why the man did not follow him We now knew that those kids were in real danger and we had to do something soon We made our way to the police station and reported all that had happened The next day we returned to the home this time with the police at our sides When 74

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ANSWERING COMPASSION S CALL we arrived the father was not home so the grandmother and the children packed their few things and headed out with the police officers The youngest child continued to be extremely ill We took him to the hospital almost every day His condition was serious and we did not know how long he would last The doctors told us the same thing each day there was not much that could be done for him Only time would heal his intestinal wounds The truth is time never healed his wounds To this day he suffers with digestive problems and there are many foods he cannot eat At seventeen he is only ninety pounds and stands only 4 9 But today he is a wise wonderful alive young man with THE most beautiful smile I have ever seen The doctors say that had he not received the medical care that he did when he did he would not have lasted another month Just months after we removed the children from the home a group of men who the father owed money to entered their home and killed both him and his mother We are sure that had the children been there they would have been killed as well As awareness of the ministry grew in the United States it also grew in Honduras and other Hondurans and other nationalities came to help us The beach resort where our teams stayed was owned by two wonderful Christian people from Columbia From the beginning they were concerned for our kids and very compassionate regarding what we were doing They began that year to donate vegetables to the ministry It started as just vegetables but grew to be chicken cereals fruits and grains We also became more organized with our board of directors in Honduras Marcel Almendarez and his wife Elvia have been with us from the beginning and still serve by our side to this day along with Rafael Valle who was part of our work force in Honduras until his death in 2014 In the mist of all this we had yet another piece that the Lord was putting into place Before we went to Honduras we had pastored the church in Washington State but now that we were in Honduras it was nice to simply arrive at church and be fed We started attending an Assemblies of God Church in town and were 75

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AMY SERRANO incredibly happy spiritually Our board members however were not They were all members of the church that my husband grew up in In 1999 the pastor of that church who was a good friend of Oscars was killed in an accident at his work After Pastor Juan s death the church hired new pastors but none seemed to fit Finally in 2004 the church decided to disband and all the members moved on to different churches Most however said that it was never the same They had been a church family for many years and now they all felt that they were without a spiritual home They would often sit with Oscar and ask questions about the Bible and Christian living They eventually asked if he would lead a Bible study for them At first Oscar said no because we were already so busy with the ministry Finally they wore Oscar out and he agreed The church that we were attending met in the evenings so we could meet with them on Sunday morning That first morning in October 2006 I put on my ten cup coffee pot and set eight chairs around my kitchen table Forty people showed up The next week it was closer to sixty people and the week after that it was much the same On the third or fourth week there was an elderly woman in the group who was ill so we asked one of the men if he would lead a prayer for her He stood to his feet and began to pray saying Lord thank you so much for our sister that is ill we ask you to heal her and we thank you for our new church At first I was wondering where his new church might be before I realized that he was talking about us We had been had We reluctantly agreed to this and said that we would do it for a few months but that would be it Today eight years later the church is 250 members strong and has become the extended family for all our kids 76

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AMY SERRANO before we were hoping to send David to the states a team from Washington State came to donate backpacks to kids in need One of the team members was Denise Bardal she loved David from the moment she met him Denise agreed to host David in their home during the time that he would have his surgeries and soon David was on his way to Portland All was going well for him and his surgeries His condition was going to require many surgeries and therapy During that time his long lost mother who had run away to be a prostitute in Guatemala when David was a baby unexpectedly showed up again She was clearly unstable but she had gone to the authorities and said that they were her kids and she wanted them back The mother had found work cleaning houses for a friend of the police chief This friend encouraged the police chief to pull the kids out of the home and bring them back to the mom They showed up with armed guards at the Village and told us we needed to hand over the three children Next they drove over to the kids school dragging them out of the classroom as the kids cried begging to stay The teacher was also following them out of the class crying and begging the authorities not to take the children To this day the oldest brother is a twenty three year old crazy man who lives on the streets of Puerto Cortes and the middle brother is a hardened gang member who has been deeply involved in crime We knew that if we brought David back to Honduras from the United States his mother would take him back as well She was using the boys to beg in the streets to maintain herself and David would be forced to do the same We kept David in the States until things with his mother changed In 2009 the mother came to us and asked us about the possibility of us taking the middle child back By this time however it had become impossible The young man was already in trouble with the law and we knew that we could not bring him to the Children s Village and mix him in with the small children we had living there We knew it was time to approach the mother about the fact that David s host family would like to adopt him She was hard to gauge one day she was thrilled and the next day she was angry 80

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ANSWERING COMPASSION S CALL But we could not keep David in the states any longer We would need to start the adoption process David came back to Honduras in 2012 after five years of living in the states The adoption took two and a half years and in 2014 David went home to Washington State and officially became David Bardal The church continued to grow and become a powerful positive force in our community I don t think I have ever known how to do church right and our church always has been and always will be a little off We have struggled with all kinds of problems and from the outside it looks as if we are baby Christians But let me tell you what happens on the inside days of fasting days of prayer and deep acts of selflessness Each time a team was to come to Honduras to serve we would have three days of prayer and fasting Prayer times were intense and the youth were taught to deeply seek the Lord Our prayer meeting nights are Thursdays and they are something to experience For someone like me who is at home around radicals and these people are radical it is my kind of spiritual home We begin prayer each morning starting at 6 00 am At least six to ten people are usually in attendance We have seen many healings deliverances and God shining through the hardships The church and the people of Honduras have taught me a lot about myself and humanity They taught me what it really means to give in a way that pleases God It is easy to show up in Honduras and wonder why the everyday Honduran does not do more for people who are in need Many Hondurans feel that Hondurans are greedy I see something quite different Americans can be generous but the truth is we give out of our wealth Hondurans give out of their poverty We give our leftovers while Hondurans give their last or only This was proven to me as I watched how they lived The Honduran church purchased the land that the church clinic and school now sit on The truth is that property was bought with blood sweat and tears Each month to make the payments the church had to work hard setting up food sale tents on the side of the road Our church members sacrificed daily to make this dream a 81

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AMY SERRANO reality When we give it usually means that we had enough to cover our own needs and wants and only then do we give what is left over to someone who is truly in need Hondurans literally give up something in order to give Once I saw a situation where a father told his family they would only have milk that day so they could give the other things in their pantry to people who had not eaten in many days When I asked him why he was doing this he said My kids ate yesterday but their kids have not eaten in several days and if not me then who Such a profound question Because he did not have excess or a little for him and a little for others He was sacrificing himself and his family His options were it s either you or me And he decided today it s going to be you because I will do without When the economy in the states had gotten bad and many sponsors contacted the ministry to let us know that they could no longer continue to send their donations it was often Hondurans who stepped up and contributed when people in the US pulled out Hondurans in general have a concept regarding giving and that is that you give your best not your junk Oscar has always taught our kids if you have two pairs of jeans and you want to give one away to someone that needs them more than you give them the best ones not your garbage Hondurans rarely approach anything half heartedly They usually do things radically Many times our pastors work long labor intensive outside jobs as well as work full time at the church The workday in Honduras is typically 7 00 am to 5 00 pm Monday through Saturday and then spend all day serving in church on Sunday In addition to home and hospital visits they do prayer meetings Bible studies outreaches and all the other things that must be done in the evenings after they get off their regular jobs So as you can imagine they are not as organized as our American churches But that is not to say that are not just as if not more power filled That year at the church we started the Christmas basket program Each year in September the church began doing major fund raising The average income for most of our members 82

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ANSWERING COMPASSION S CALL households is around 400 600 per month The idea for the event is that we dress to the nines we invite the poorest families and make sure they have something nice to wear The people that we invite usually live in extreme poverty making as little as 20 a week for a family of five to nine people We serve a wonderful Christmas dinner and beautifully decorate the church All the church members work extra jobs to get gifts for all the kids who will be coming knowing that it will be the only gift they receive for Christmas Then in addition each guest family gets a basket to take home filled with a weeks worth of food Everyone participates and is thrilled to do it One thing that is especially powerful in Honduras is when you show them they are not victims and they actually become heroes I think it is a human need to give It fulfills something inside us that nothing else can Most Hondurans have been raised with a victim mentality They firmly believe that they have nothing to give However when you show them how to do it you have unleashed the kraken Once they realize they can be givers a new day has dawned for them and they feel deeply empowered Once this spirit was unleashed in our church it became no holds barred We never force our kids at the Village to make any statement of faith we simply live it before them give them the truth and wait on the Lord to do the work in their hearts Each Sunday our kids come into church and are taught with Sunday school materials generously donated by a church in Washington State At the school the children have a devotional each morning where they experience worship and intercession Our youth attend a dynamic youth group that includes outreach and local missions as well as teaching them how to worship with passion and how to walk in the power of the Holy Spirit We know that we could give them a home an education food and medical care but what we can t do is heal and save their souls For this we have depended whole heartedly on God alone We learned years ago to leave the savior mentality at the door We aren t the saviors we need a Savior ourselves But we know the One who is the Savior and we do our best to point the kids to Him In 2007 thirteen of the kids we were raising asked to be 83

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AMY SERRANO baptized We generally don t baptize kids under twelve and I think that year we baptized all but one child twelve years and older Honestly this is my reward I can t speak for any other person in H2H but I am sure they would echo my thoughts this is what it is all about I often tell the kids Don t think I m completely selfless I do want a reward in all of this And do you know what my reward will be That each of you does well All of these kids were on a fast track to end up in jail pregnant in gangs or dead but God If the majority or even just one can say that because God recued me I did not have that destiny handed to me then all the work all the sacrifice and all the hardships are worth it I firmly believe that if I was the only person on earth who needed salvation Jesus would have come down and died for me In H2H we see each one as worth dying for If just one in all of this ends up with a person who loves and respects them enough money to cover their needs and is healthy and happy I will call that mission accomplished However they are exceeding my expectations Once their ability to dream was turned back on they were ready to turn the world upside down Many times when we ask our kids what they want to do when they grow up they are very resolved I want to give back what has been done for me pay it forward I often tell them We are nobody Just some Americans who showed up hoping to help where we could But you are the ones who have been there I want to see each of these kids grow up and go out into ministry work that will make ours look insignificant We are the beginners but they are the ones who will go out and reach Honduras and beyond for Christ The Lord has always been so faithful to us If the old saying goes it takes a village to raise a child then it takes a miracle to raise a village The amount of resources you need to care for that number of kids is overwhelming At this time in the ministry we prayed for clean water Our water source at the Village was either well water or city water which were both unfit for drinking Bottled water became expensive and boiling the water became tedious Once again God had everything thought through While Mary 84

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ANSWERING COMPASSION S CALL was on one of our medical teams she brought a group over to Roat n for some R R While she was on the beach she heard two men talking about Jesus So she introduced herself to them As it turned out they were from Washington Missouri and worked for a group called Washington Overseas Missions They worked with water purification systems which were exactly what we needed So with a grant from the Rotary Club one year later we had a water purification system put in at the Village It purifies up to 500 gallons daily more than enough to support our Village Not only did they put the system in they have also supplied us with the filters over the years Sometimes we face the need to make hard decisions as every parent does One factor that we have to deal with is we want to save kids who need help however we also have to protect the small children that we have This may mean protection from the other older kids In 2007 we had to ask a kid who had been with us from the beginning to leave He was only fifteen but it had become clear that he was not going to conform to our rules We needed to release him back to the hard streets in a hope to somehow save him We will call him Tom He was one of the first five kids to live at the Village and had lived a full hard life already by that time He was nine years old at the time that he came and was living in a garbage dump at the local market He had lived most of his life on the streets and had been the victim of a harsh stepfather Honesty was difficult for him and you could always count on Tom to cheat or lie somehow Whenever there was a problem at the Village the investigation usually uncovered that he was at the root of the problem We dealt with him for years but when it became clear that he was becoming a dangerous influence on the younger kids who feared him we had to let him go It was one of the hardest decisions that we have ever had to make Tom went back to the streets to face its hard reality But that is not the end of the story and we never meant it to be Though we knew his problems we really hoped that he would be able to turn his behavior around Our ministry is all about second chances The good news in this story is that he came back to us about 85

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AMY SERRANO one year later asking for forgiveness and we did forgive him He finished growing up at the Village married his sweetheart from youth group at church and continues to serve in the church today with his wife As I said and will repeat without ceasing throughout this book God is faithful He will always send you people for your life In this case He sent Dr Nelly Hernandez She was a local doctor we met when we brought a child into the hospital for treatment She was curious and immediately fell in love with what we were doing She pledged to come to the Village each Sunday to treat our kids medically Throughout the years she was a huge source of help when we needed someone at the hospital or clinic when our kids were sick or hurt The year before the nurse who had been serving at the Village had been sent to Roat n to work in a Hospital Dr Nelly was the person who helped us start our clinic in 2010 and then later worked for a short time in the clinic as our lead doctor In the summer of 2005 our family needed a break for personal reasons and returned to the states for five months When we returned to Honduras we continued to take in children who were brought to our attention through people who knew of the ministry One day a set of pickup trucks from the government showed up at the Village It was the Judge of the family court in San Pedro Sula and her posse They had come to put us in our place which basically meant to shut us down They asked Where are your doctors and psychologists to help these children Oscar said Umm no we don t have any of that but let me show you around Oscar began to show them the humble facility and introduce them to the kids The judge was blown away with the quality of the food and the health of the kids She asked how we kept the kids in without high walls At first Oscar really didn t even know what she was talking about She explained to Oscar that all the public orphanages had ten foot walls with razor wire on top of them to keep the kids from running away Well we didn t know anything about that Our kids were happily at home The judge told Oscar about conditions in the public orphanages that the kids had only corn tortillas to eat The group came with a mission to shut us down 86

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ANSWERING COMPASSION S CALL and left as new friends who offered their help in any way we needed When Judge Antoinette left she said Surely this is a five star children s home Oscar however was disturbed by the visit He came home that night and said to me Amy I swear I will not eat again until we get those kids at that orphanage some food In addition when he told our kids at the Village the situation they said without missing a beat T o we will eat one less tortilla each meal We need to feed those kids at that orphanage So again we called Mary and explained the situation to her She suggested that she could send 400 for extra food right away exactly the amount we had in mind Then we purchased some bulk goods such as beans rice grains flour diapers with the funds that she sent We loaded up the trailer that Oscar had built when we came to Honduras and headed out to the state run orphanage I don t think I was ready for what I was about to see at that place Children there suffered from the most awful effects of abandonment and neglect that you could imagine Babies who did not cry children who spent their entire day banging their heads against the walls and rocking themselves to sleep Neglect and lack of love can kill and this place was all the proof that you needed We made our way up to the nursery where babies were stored two and three to a crib When it was feeding time the one worker who oversaw caring for about forty babies and toddlers simply set their bottles in their mouths with a pillow They were rarely held or taken out of their cribs and most had pneumonia and horrible bed sores One of the littlest was a six week old baby they called China I took her in my arms and would not put her down I was remembering the time I visited the public hospital so many years before and wished I had done something I thought to myself this time I m doing something I immediately changed her terribly soiled diaper and cut her extremely long fingernails I fed her and rocked her all afternoon and told her China you need a mommy Oh if I could have I would have taken her home that day We took several people with us that day Among them was Josu who was one of our first five boys back in 2003 He was now 87

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AMY SERRANO sixteen and was about to have his life changed Josu always loved small children and when we went up to the nursery we also found his baby It was a little girl who appeared to be about two years old At first she was shy but after a while her hunger for love and physical touch took over and she was in Josu s arms One of the hardest things to do that day was leave Josu suffered terribly when putting the little girl back in her crib You could hear her cries from the hallway When we got back home we all had to sit down and process the event Oscar said that one of the biggest differences between our place and that orphanage was Jesus and you could feel it Josu swore if we went back for the little girl he would take care of her We did ask for them We didn t have anything set up for a nursery but I thought I could take China home However they told us that China and Josu s baby had been sent to another private children s home in La Ceiba and I was happy for that It was also in this year that we met new friends stateside Immanuel Lutheran Church of Centralia became a huge supporter of the ministry As our family grew the need to transport them all grew At that time we did not have a bus to get them to church we were transporting them via several pickup trucks every week The Immanuel Lutheran Church went right to work and got us a new seventy two passenger bus That year we also met Lisa and Scott Closner Lisa was a drama teacher at Damascus Christian School in Oregon who had come down with a team of her students to teach drama to our children The kids learned skits that gave the message of salvation and then they took them to the local villages and schools to present the skits Lisa and Scott became friends of the ministry serving on the board for a few years and bringing teams to help us Lisa still serves as our sponsorship chairperson When we started WWH2H we made tons of grand statements about who we were and what we did and then God came along and said Why don t you let me decide Originally on the wise counsel of another children s ministry who had twenty five years of experience under their belt we had decided that we would only be 88

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ANSWERING COMPASSION S CALL a home for boys between the ages of five and twelve But then we realized that boys usually come with sisters so we became a boys and girls home Then we said Well okay we will have boys and girls but we can t help handicapped kids because that would cost more than we can afford both monetarily and with doctor care Then David with his club foot and Cesar who was intellectually disabled came along So we said Well I guess we now have handicapped kids God but we cannot take babies They require way more care that we can give them lots of equipment and lots of money Mary was in Honduras when we got the phone call We already had a child at the Village who was placed there because she was being sexually abused by her father The girl was nine years old and had Downs Syndrome This time we were contacted by a social worker at the courthouse who told us there were actually seven other children in that family and there was concern that the dad was abusing the other kids The ages of the other children were nine months one and a half years old three years old four years old five years old and ten years old After picking them up we took them back to the Village fed them and cleaned them up Oscar was holding the nine month old and Mary had the one anda half year old in her arms He looked at Mary and said Well Mary are we opening our nursery Within a few months three more baby and toddler children joined our family and we housed them temporarily in our former clinic building By June of 2008 we had thirteen little ones As we grew in numbers our kids also were growing up and some were becoming teenagers We soon learned that due to their history they were prone to certain behaviors The teen boys eventually came to Oscar and asked him to please get the teen girls away from them because they were trying to be good boys Apparently the girls were aggressive sexually with the boys and the boys told us horror stories of what happened under the tables during meals We knew that if we did not make a move to change that situation we would end up creating new residents So after much prayer and studying other organization that had 89

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AMY SERRANO been around longer than we had and had already crossed this bridge we decide to rent a house in Puerto Cortes and move our teen girls out We began right away to put a plan in place to build a girls home Initially we looked into buying another piece of property but simply never found the land or the funding for the land We put a fleece prayer out before the Lord that if we did not find the land we would simply build the Girls House on the far end of our own property with a dividing wall in between When our deadline arrived we realized that another property was not to be and started construction on the back end of our eight acre property We had no funds but knew that it needed to happen So as we always do we prayed and the Lord brought us His funds A Mercy Ships team was in Honduras around that time and a woman on the team became aware that we wanted to build a girls home but that we were without funds As soon as she returned to the US she called our headquarters and asked what our bank routing number was because she wanted to send us some money She deposited 20 000 into our account In addition many other people who knew we were praying to receive the funds to build the house began to send in donations toward the goal In total 70 000 was raised and the girls house was completed They moved into their new home on January 1st 2008 Another great story revolving around the building of the girls house was when we met Jim Mary had spoken at her son s church in Addy Washington and many of the people from his church signed up to come on a team to work on the construction of the girls house One of those individuals was our soon to be friend Jim and his wife Tammy At the Seattle airport as they were waiting to fly to Honduras Jim who is a formidable man well over six feet tall approached Mary shaking his finger in her face and said I just want you to know that the only reason I am on this team is because my wife made me come I sat in that church service and heard you talk for an hour all about the children and nothing about the bottom line I just want you to know that I don t trust you nor do I trust this 90

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AMY SERRANO spent much of her time crying face turned to the wall in her bed Now a year later she was included in the birthday party celebrated by this team for the fourth quarter birthdays We did not know her real birthday but wanted to include her She had been following Guy around as he worked all week When it came time for presents she immediately got her gift sack and ran to Guy s lap to show him her treasures He told Mary later with tears in his eyes that it was then that he realized she was the child that a year ago would not even speak and here she was bonding with him a man She calls him her brother to this day and sings with him when he comes to help They became a spiritual family One of the coolest stories from that year was about Hurricane Felix Hurricane Felix was a category five hurricane that struck Honduras dead on but ended up being a total dud All glory to God Eight years earlier Honduras had been devastated by category five Hurricane Mitch and much of the country was still reeling from that disaster To this day you can still see the effects of Mitch Honduras is extremely poor and the topography of the country does not handle big rain makers well We heard that Felix was out in the Caribbean and that it had its sights set on Honduras We were concerned but went right to prayer Mary sent a prayer request out to each person on our newsletter list asking for prayer Many told me that they prayed throughout the night and some said God had awakened them in the night to pray Before we went to bed the next night it had been downgraded to a category one Crisis averted or so we thought The next morning bright and early we awoke expecting to find that it had fizzled out however to our horror we discovered that overnight it had mushroomed into a monster Now a category five Hurricane again with its sights still set on Honduras we were in panic We went into survival mode battening down all the hatches checking all the roofs and even discussing where we might evacuate the children should the situation become dangerous We called Mary right away and she said that the prayers were still coming We stayed connected to the news as it moved onto land near the Nicaraguan border Within two hours the storm had been 92

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12 Growing God s Way Therefore I say unto you Take no thought for your life what ye shall eat or what ye shall drink nor yet for your body what ye shall put on Is not the life more than meat and the body than raiment Behold the fowls of the air for they sow not neither do they reap nor gather into barns yet your heavenly Father feedeth them Are ye not much better than they Matthew 6 25 26 It was now 2008 and we were celebrating our fifth year of rescuing children Each day we were moving along and getting stronger and helping more people That year we purchased a piece of property where the church built a new building The owner of the property was a Christian woman who sold it to us for a third of its market value It came with a few partially completed buildings already on it which worked well as the foundations of the buildings that we wanted to build We also realized that we now were up to fifteen baby and toddler children and the three bedroom home that they were in was not going to be sufficient We began to pray and knew that our next move was to build a proper home for them We decided that we would build it next to the girls house at the other end of the property So yet again we picked up shovels and began to break ground without a penny in hand But we did as we always do we went to the Lord in prayer It was a Friday in early August 2008 that Oscar called Mary and said he needed funds to build the Baby House They prayed Two days later Mary was speaking at the local Carson Nazarene Church

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ANSWERING COMPASSION S CALL further notice Mary told him she had 500 she could send Oscar said that would keep the construction team working for a week They prayed Two days later Mary was at a friend s house planning the V B S team that would come in November During the meeting she received a phone call from Scott Closner one of our board members Scott told her that one of his friends had written a bestselling book and wanted to send H2H a donation and needed our ministry address She told Scott this was a direct answer to the prayer she and Oscar had just prayed two days before for funds to keep the Baby House construction going Do you have any idea how much he is going to send Scott asked Mary Mary guessed about a couple thousand dollars Scott replied He is sending you 50 000 We were blown away to say the least The construction was not going to be put on hold It was enough to get our Baby House finished and then some One great reality is that many of the children were already in our custody when these homes were built We did not build them and then look for the kids When a child in need came along we took them in and trusted God to provide for their needs In the end He always proved Himself true He had it all worked out By this time we had built our Boys Home our Girls Home our Baby House and the church Life was going well Josu one of our first five boys had big news that year he was getting married When we met Josu he was living under a bridge in Puerto Cortes His mother was deaf and his father had never been part of his life Josu was one too many mouths for his poor disabled mother to try and feed so he was pushed out of the house He was eight years old when he went to try to find a life with his aunt who lived in town She took him in but only in order to make him a slave to her other children Josu was not put in school but rather was made to serve his cousins and was beaten and treated harshly by his aunt At thirteen he had had enough and decided to try to make it on the streets Living under a bridge can be very dangerous Predators in particular look for young boys who are on their own He started asking the local fishermen if he could help them clean 101

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AMY SERRANO the fish for a little bit of food When we found Josu we asked him if he would like to live and work at the Village he came that same day I can honestly say that these first boys who came truly helped us build all that you see at the Children s Village in Tegucigalpita Josu went to school Though he was only scholastically at a second grade level he excelled and did well He joined the youth group at our church and ran the library When he was sixteen years old he started dating Cesia and two years later the two married The next year they had their first child our first grandbaby Two years later their second child a son was born Today Josu is our Village Manager His daughter is in second grade and his son is in Prepa at our Christian Bilingual School This was also the year that we got the Hernandez family Our friend Allison called us one day and told us that she had been contacted by the hospital and told that there was a critically ill child there who would need a home and someone to care for her It turned out the child in the last critical stages of starvation was not the only child in the family One other child from that family had already died from complications due to starvation Allison stayed with the girl in the hospital for over a week and finally she came back around and survived She came to live with Allison and began to thrive Several months later we got a phone call from a social worker at the courthouse They told us that there was a situation in a family with many children who were suffering from severe malnutrition and one child in the family had already died When I heard that the child had died it made me curious to know if this family could be the same family that the child with Allison had come from We went with a person from the courthouse to visit the family To get to this family s home we had to drive an hour away then hike up into the Honduran jungle for at least another hour They lived in a village that was extremely poor and the parents happened to be the village pastors When we walked into the home we found a three year old child standing alone in the middle of the kitchen holding a large seed in his hand He would not talk to us nor would he move His 102

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ANSWERING COMPASSION S CALL legs and arms were very skinny but his belly and cheeks were huge sure signs of malnutrition The home was extremely humble The floor was just dirt and the walls were simply sticks that were planted in the ground with palm branches for a roof On the stove not far away was a boiling pot so we knew that adults had to be close Within a few minutes a group of teenage kids arrived with some younger children They were the siblings of the child in the home I looked into the pot and saw three or four green bananas boiling and asked them what they were making They told me the bananas were all they had and what was in that pot would be dinner for nine people After a few questions to the siblings my suspicions were confirmed they were indeed the same family as the child living with Allison The social worker that we were with did not have a court order to take the children but rather hoped that we could talk to the parents and see if they would be willing to turn their kids over to us Since they were not home the social worker told the older kids to let them know that we would come back the next day When we arrived the next day the parents were indeed home and not that impressed that we wanted to take their children Oscar sat with the man and told him that his other children were also on the verge of death if they did not receive better sanitation nutrition and care The father finally admitted that he could not care for them and agreed that the kids could come with us Oscar the father and the social worker gathered all the kids together and then the unexpected happened As if the kids already knew and had it planned they each ran up into the mountains in a different direction Oscar the social work and Marvin who was with him ran after them and trekked through the jungle for more than an hour After giving up they returned to the home and found that all the kids had returned and were ready to leave with them Today their sister still lives with Allison and is a beautiful healthy girl The oldest girl is still at our Village is now eighteen and is doing well The seventeen fourteen ten and eight year old brothers are also thriving The children s parents often come to visit them at church 103

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AMY SERRANO We continued to receive teams which came to perform many different important functions for us Almost all went very well but then there were one or two that were really strange One was a medical team that we had that year Two or three years earlier I had an interesting conversation with Allison Alexander Before she came to the north coast to start her own ministry she had worked with another ministry near the capital city of Tegucigalpa She told me a horror story about a man who had come to work at that ministry and had kidnapped two girls from the children s home and had been found in a hotel with them and was arrested I of course was horrified The thought ran through my head Oh Lord please don t ever let that man come near our Village In 2008 we had a medical team coming from the Pacific Northwest and the director told me that one of their team members was already in Honduras and had been doing dentistry with another group in Tegucigalpa He was going to be meeting up with the team in Cortes and was being driven by a friend When they arrived I spoke with the man who was the driver an American I mentioned that some of our other translators were from a children s home in Tegucigalpa and he was immediately very excited As it turns out he had been a volunteer at that same children s home As the ministry is very large and hosts thousands of volunteers I was excited to see that we had some commonality I did get his name and asked Allison if she knew him Her girls were going to be helping us the next day with translation She said she did know him his name was Antonio not his real name I asked her if he was all right because he would be around our kids all week and she told me that he was fine Apparently she said that he and his whole family had gone down to Honduras to help at the children s home but then his wife left him He stayed and worked a few more years at the home So the medical team began and all was going well Allison s girls came to translate and were very excited to see Antonio Antonio seemed to be very well behaved however the doctor he was translating for was horrible He was screaming at the 104

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AMY SERRANO Honduras just as many very poor countries suffers from two extremes the very poor and the how could you live here with somuch money type The industrial capital of Honduras San Pedro Sula can offer you both deep poverty but also pockets that look as if they could belong to wealthy Americans The mall is a good example When you step in you see many familiar stores and restaurants that are American chains The polished marble floors and high ceilings resemble a mall in the United States and not just any mall but a more upscale mall Since this is where the movie theater is located this is where we took the kids to have their first real movie experience Just before that we took the kids to Pizza Hut for lunch Pizza is a strange food to the kids It seems that it is a little like opera either you love it or you hate it The Pizza Hut in San Pedro Sula however offers a huge playland where all the kids could have the time of their lives As the kids were playing one of our older girls came down the slide with her hands covered in blood It looked like a scene from a horror movie We asked her what had happened but she said that the blood was not hers it was on the playground Oscar kicked his shoes off and ran into the play structure looking for who was hurt We went kid by kid asking who had been hurt and all said that it was not them As our kids were not the only kids in the play area we finally assumed that it someone else s kid We called the staff at the restaurant and they came and cleaned the mess As we were all sitting down to eat I noticed that Nelson sipping on his pop had a huge stream of blood going down his forehead and dripping off his nose He seemed none the worse for wear as if it didn t even bother him We called him over and apparently he had not even noticed He told us that he had stood up in the play structure and that there was a screw sticking down from the top of the structure When he stood up it stabbed him in the top of his head We treated his injury right away and finally were on our way to the movie I think we take a lot of life in western civilization for granted Many of us grew up in cities and have been to malls since early childhood so something like an escalator is very normal To these 106

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AMY SERRANO Oscar what did you tell him I was very confused because I had just spent the last thirty minutes pulling out all the kid techniques I knew And Oscar just talks to him for a few moments and the tooth is out What s up with that Oscar said Well I told him that now that the injections had been put in if he did not let them remove the tooth his head might fall off Never a dull moment As we continued to work at pushing forward bringing in more kids and helping as many as we could more people within Honduras began to become aware of us One of our Honduran board members was related to a Mayor in a town about three hours away and had been telling him what we were doing He immediately wanted to meet with us We went to his beautiful mountain village that was high in the coffee country of Honduras The name of the town was Concepci n Del Sur The mayor told us that he wanted to offer us something like what we had already done in Cortes He wanted to donate land in their village and asked us to develop another children s village like we had in Tegucigalpita We again did not have funds but accepted happily We told them that we could do nothing at that moment but that as soon as God provided the funds we would start right away We thought it may be a matter of months but we were not able to start anything there until 2015 On a sad personal note in 2008 I lost two people very dear to me My dad died on September 28th Oscar s birthday and my great aunt also died that year Both left us an inheritance With it my dad made a special request before he died that we build a home in Honduras with the money So with the funds in hand we began the construction of our own home in Honduras Until that time we had either lived with friends or rented All was well and children were being restored We were overjoyed at all that the Lord had done so far Little did we know that something big destructive and overwhelming was about to knock on our door It almost took us out but God It was the economic recession of 2008 and the Honduran political coup of 2009 108

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13 A Year of Famine He that dwelleth in the secret place of the Most High shall abide under the shadow of the Almighty I will say of the Lord He is my refuge and my fortress my God in him will I trust Psalm 91 1 2 The year 2009 started just like every year We were excited for what the New Year held and we had lots of dreams and plans Each day we wanted to help more children come off the streets A new president had just been elected in Honduras His name was Mel Zelaya He was a relative newcomer to the political scene however he did spend some time as the country s project development manager Thankfully he was not one of the good ol boys of the Honduran political scene Wil and Jane Meckle US board members started a Christmas in July program that year It was a large benefit dinner that was done at their church to raise funds and collect Christmas presents for the kids Lisa Closner started the letter writing teams which came down and helped the kids write to their sponsors and a gracious donor from New Mexico Grant Kolb began to send us books in Spanish to build a library All was going splendidly and then things started to go downhill Sometimes our hearts are bigger than our reach If there has been anything that we have been accused of it is that we bite off more than we can chew a fault we definitely had that year We had been visiting the public orphanage in San Pedro Sula for many

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AMY SERRANO years There was not much that you can say about that place Often the nursery consisted of two to three babies per crib They often get on their hands and knees and rock themselves hitting their heads on the crib bars They do this because they are never held or touched and it is their form of stimulation There were also handicapped children who were tied down to their beds because there was not enough staff to care for them and protect them The girls were put into the craft room and locked in for two reasons First it kept them from the boys and second it kept the workers from abusing them But it didn t work When we first went to visit the public orphanage in San Pedro Sula we were invited there by the judges who had come to visit us Now we frequently visited the orphanage and saw the need and were doing all that we could to help The director of the orphanage told us that the orphanage was never meant to be a home to the kids there but rather a transition place before they were sent to a private orphanage as soon as space became available We made a bold decision that year to do our best to help the orphanage accomplish that We decided that since we had room for nineteen more children at the Village we would take nineteen children from the orphanage to live there Building community is a fragile thing but even more so with the damaged personalities that come with abandoned and abused children A community of children has a certain PH balance When we took in our first five kids we had lots of one on one time with them and were able to disciple them more intensely Then as we added children one by one or two by two those children naturally acclimated to the routine that existed at the children s home When we took in the new nineteen children many of whom had just recently been living on the streets it changed the atmosphere of the Village in a negative direction The new kids made up about 30 of our total residency Instead of the kids who had already been rehabilitated changing the new kids who came in the new kids were changing the kids who were already in the Village Behavior problems mounted and we had 114

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ANSWERING COMPASSION S CALL to do double time to really focus on our new kids discipline and counseling Half of the new kids ran away in the first three months Within the year another five or six ran away We realized that we had become the victim of the thing we had tried never to have Savior Complex We were sure that we would come in and be the solution for that terrible orphanage in San Pedro Sula and then we were put in our place I always tell people when I teach on missions the two greatest temptations for a missionary are not sex money or power but rather the temptation to look at a need know you need to respond or at least think that you know but say no I really can t That is too hard After all doesn t the Bible say if you know what is right to do and you don t do it that is sin We really thought that even though it would be hard we could do it but the reality was we couldn t That decision once taken took years to right itself with deep prayer and hard work We are thankful for the nine of the nineteen children who did stay Jairo Blanca Lesley Luis Julio Nicole Corbin Karla and Kevin are worth all the sacrifice in the world One of the young girls who came with that group was a girl named Joy not her real name She had been so severely abused by her drunken father that she was now crippled He had broken her hips and pelvis in eight places and she was now living with chronic infections and could no longer walk The abuse that this poor child had suffered was horrific That abuse however caused wounds far deeper than her hips Greater still were the tremendous emotional wounds that had been inflicted on her deeply scarred heart and spirit Joy did well at the Village for a few weeks in the beginning but then began to display severe behavior issues She was unstoppable and rebellious in her behavior toward the housemothers But even worse she was violent with the other kids We immediately went straight to two things prayer and spiritual intervention in her life and counseling with a professional psychologist I brought Joy to a private room and explained to her that certain things open doors in the spiritual realm and give authority to Satan in our lives Joy and I prayed and I had Joy repeat after me 115

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AMY SERRANO renouncing the witchcraft that had been in her family and all the spiritual baggage that she was carrying After praying with her that day she confessed with her lips that Jesus was Lord of her life and I believed that she was 100 born again We had a beautiful time of singing crying and praying But Joy was on a journey The fact is I was reluctant to even put Joy s story in this book Remember I told you that H2H was about to experience some hard times It was not just financial or political it was also spiritual Joy s story does not end well Even after the prayer and spiritual intervention Joy was struggling immensely with her behavior and emotional outbursts We took her to a Christian psychologist who immediately put her on medications and treated her for emotional disorders The psychologist told us from the beginning that she was deeply concerned about Joy and that she displayed suicidal as well as homicidal tendencies At the Village we kept Joy closely monitored as well as continued in prayer for healing both physically and spiritually But there was only so much that we could do One day the levy broke One other little girl who was in the same room with Joy had received a beautiful new dress for her birthday from her sponsors who were in Honduras on a mission team I am assuming that it was jealousy or just general unbridled rage that took over Joy but while all the kids were out of the room Joy took a pair of scissors and cut the little girl s new dress into pieces Another little girl had come into the room and saw what was going on and immediately ran out of the room to find the owner of the dress She ran into the room in tears gathering the shredded pieces in her hands as Joy stood back laughing The little girl screamed at Joy and said Why did you do this to me Joy in response with scissors still in hand decided to use the scissors on her Though she could not walk she scooted on her bottom across the room scissors in hand and began to lash out at the little girl The house mommies ran into the room and it required three of them to get Joy off the bleeding little girl By the grace of God the little girl only suffered minimal surface wounds however 116

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ANSWERING COMPASSION S CALL Joy was out of control One of the house mommies noticed Joy had tried to discreetly push the scissors under the bed The psychologist told us that unfortunately she probably meant to hide them for later once everyone had gone to sleep she would finish off the little girl The concern was that now this was not just a fit of anger it was premeditated She was planning how to hurt how to kill The little girl s sponsors were irate They demanded that we send Joy somewhere else immediately or they would go and tell other sponsors what was really happening at H2H We were very concerned Joy was targeting other children smaller than herself with intentions of doing great physical harm to them We needed to protect Joy but we needed to protect the others as well We began to pray and again the next day we received a call from the Village that one of the house mommies had quit She could not deal with Joy and other house mothers threatened to do the same thing We could honestly say that at that time we had done all we knew how to do We had had the entire church and other Christian brothers and sisters with gifts of deliverance pray over her and anoint her with oil We had taken her to the psychologist and had her in therapy and on medication At this point we felt that we needed to protect the other children at the Village and that we could not do anything more to help Joy With deep sadness we had to return Joy to a state institution However I am pleased to say that before she left we were able to get her the surgeries she needed and she was able to walk with the assistance of a cane We did follow her over the years She went to another home and stayed there until she was eighteen She now lives with her family in Copan Honduras In December 2009 we were able to do something fun with all our children before some began to run away That year instead of having their new Christmas outfits purchased in the US we decided that it would be fun to take all the children on a shopping spree We first took them to a restaurant in town for lunch and then on to the shops It was virtually impossible to do this in one trip so we decided to do boys first and then girls It was again just north of total chaos but it was so nice to see the kids get to do normal stuff 117

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AMY SERRANO One thing that we strive to do here is to make their lives as non institutional as possible Many people who come alongside us want to complicate the kids lives saying To maintain order here there needs to be a schedule This schedule should outline the day from the time they wake up to the time they go to bed I really don t know about you but I don t think our family had a schedule growing up Sure I had to wake up at 6 00 am each morning in order to go to school I would return from school and dinner was usually sometime between 5 00 and 6 00 pm I always had to get showered before bed and get my homework and chores done but I don t remember having a schedule There was family time time to watch TV with the family or have free play with our toys but never a rigid schedule So why do they think a schedule would cause a child to be normal Since some of the kids that we brought shopping were from the public orphanage we did have one incident The girls had just finished their shopping and were getting on the bus when one of the employees said that they thought that perhaps one of the girls may have items in her bag she did not purchase With great embarrassment I asked the older girls on the bus to help me figure out who it might be and that did not take long One of the older girls found a few pieces of jewelry and some makeup in the bag of one of the younger girls I was so sad When we had arrived at the store all the attendants were so excited to help all of these underprivileged kids shop for clothes Now as I walked back into the store totally ashamed with the stolen merchandise in hand everyone looked at me with the what kind of mother are you face With a portion of the inheritance funds I had received the year before in 2008 we decided to build our house and it was well underway We had decided that we would build a hotel type home that we would live in and manage Up to that point we were hosting up to thirty teams per year Each of those teams had to pay for a hotel which could add up to thousands of dollars each year We thought that it would be a good idea to find a way to put that huge investment in lodging costs toward helping the kids instead We would open the house and charge team members the same fees to 118

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ANSWERING COMPASSION S CALL stay with us but the proceeds would go back to the kids However something began to become abundantly clear and we felt the Lord had begun to shift us in another direction As I already mentioned 2009 through 2011 were very hard years for us personally as well as for H2H as a whole A couple of our now teenaged girls at the Village began to run away They ran off with men much older than themselves and were pregnant within months of leaving Subsequently the men that they ran away with abandoned them as soon as they became pregnant We were having a great crisis with our girls We were at the Village each day anointing the whole property with oil praying over the girls praying over the house mommies sitting with girls and talking things out We did book studies with the girls but the situation was going from bad to worse My spiritual arms and hands grew weak I couldn t do it anymore and gave up We had prayer meetings at our church on Thursday nights and as I sat with my prayer group that night I complained and heaped sorrow on myself regarding the situation I told the ladies I was praying with that I was done I had given up on the girls At that time our future pastor s wife Rosa Castro stood up and said Amy you are the anointed mom in that house You don t let the devil tell you how it is going to be you tell him how it is going to be That was just the slap in the face that I needed I was immediately ashamed of my behavior and repented before the Lord The next day I went out to the Village and gathered the girls house mothers who were also at their wits end and ready to throw in the towel I told them Ladies the devil has had his way far too long We are going to start taking back territory right now We whipped out the anointing oil and walked throughout the Village anointing the whole property taking it back in the name of Jesus I prayed over each woman and asked the Lord for wisdom on how to minister to the girls First I had to ask for their forgiveness for nearly giving up on them Second we all stood in a circle holding hands and prayed for the Lord s presence to fall on us We prayed and sang and you could feel the spirit of funk breaking off and little girls coming out of the cloud The Lord gave me ideas of 119

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AMY SERRANO how to minister to them in smaller groups and that seemed to be received better It did not happen overnight but within a few months of great persistence the girl s house once again became a place of tranquility The girls returned to simple obedience and were much more at peace We felt that the teenaged girls now needed a discipleship program just as our boys had After praying intensely we knew that God wanted us to use our home for the teen girl discipleship program and that Oscar and I needed to run it Today we have eighteen girls who live in our home with our own two teenaged daughters Sarah and Rachel With another portion of the inheritance funds that we had received we decided to establish a way for the girls to learn a trade We traveled to the states and purchased all necessary items needed to start a beauty salon college We hired our son Josu s new wife Cesia to run the college as she was a beautician Within two years our first five girls had become licensed beauticians We also tried to start a coffee shop and souvenir business to help the ministry but soon discovered that we were way too busy at that time to try anything like that and decided to close them down In 2009 a wonderful man from New Mexico by the name of Grant Kolb a US Geologist began to help us He called our President Mary Frenter one day in February and told her he found our web page online and had been reading it and weeping for two days He wanted to know how he could help She told him we needed books for a library for the kids Grant began to send us brand new books in Spanish that were great for the kids They were often the classics like Tom Sawyer Don Quixote and Little Women We set up an entire room at the Village and had shelves built that became the Village Library This was especially great for Mary who was a teacher for thirty six years and had dreamed for years of having a library for the kids Over the years Grant has supplied many more books puppets and shoes and other needs for the children It was May of that year and tensions were high politically The two major political parties in Honduras were becoming more and 120

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ANSWERING COMPASSION S CALL more polarized and the president was becoming more and more of a leftist rubbing elbows with the presidents of the socialist countries in South America We had a medical team planned that year which started out as a rather large team but one by one with the political situation in Honduras becoming more and more unstable team members began to drop off Then within just weeks of a departure date Mary called us to say that this once mighty team was now down to only five members She wondered if they should even bother coming at all We however really believed this may be the hand of God Ever since Marvin came to live at the Village we had had a great heart and a calling to his village of Las Flores We had always wanted to take a medical team there but there were a few obstacles Number one you practically needed a hover craft to get up there At certain times of the year the roads were completely impassable In addition it was a very small village perhaps a few hundred people and no gringo accommodations at all A large medical team simply would not work however a small one would We asked the five remaining ladies on the team if they were up for the challenge and all were very excited In addition Allison Alexander of Eternal Family Project ministry had some visiting team members who asked if they could tag along and help with translating and logistics The team made their way to Las Flores to do four days of medical missions This is the story told by one of the doctors who lived it That Fateful Day in Honduras By Allison Mattila The Medical Group serving in Honduras in late May 2009 had some amazing adventures I am a Family Nurse Practitioner from a Federally Funded Health Center and this was my third mission into the country and the first time traveling without a dental team a medical doctor or a large support group The five of us traveling met during the trip down I was the first to arrive followed by Joanie the team Mom Diane the emergency surgical nurse and Robyn the pharmacy technician We met 121

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AMY SERRANO Amy a pharmacy representative from Illinois during the connecting flight in Houston Each of us knew maybe one or two other team members when we started the trip and little did we know that we would be sharing an experience that would bind us together for a lifetime After spending the first day at the Children s Village and meeting our fellow in country team members the group took the five hour truck journey into Las Flores to serve the people living in the nearby villages None of us knew what to expect for sleeping showering or clinic set up When we arrived at the school we chose classrooms to use as bedrooms storage medical clinic craft distribution and most importantly the kitchen Our fellow team members Oscar Serrano Oscar Vasquez Cristelia Eliny Marcel and Miguel all set up their areas Clinic days were hectic hot and humid beyond belief There was a huge learning curve for all of us We had to set up medications organize our exam areas and make sure everyone had a job Diane was thrown into the role of doctor right away to service the volume of patients Robyn had to organize and distribute medications with instructions written in Spanish Amy learned medication dosage and routes on the job and Joanie worked hard to oversee it all As the only member from a previous group aside from Joanie I assisted everyone in set up and worked with Joanie to organize the flow Marcel manned the door the women prepared the kitchen and Miguel and the Oscars handled crowd control We also had with us Stacey Kara Cynthia and Abby the Tennessee Girls to help with blood pressures organize craft activities and teach the children about the gospel Despite some hitches along the way the clinics flowed well We were able to see everyone who came to us for care and help Some walked more than 4 hours to see us in high temperatures and humidity Patients were seen for headaches infections body pains fevers allergies rashes and other ailments Some of the people we saw had never seen a medical provider in their lifetime Even a few of the team members had illnesses or ailments that everyone worked together to help with We experienced the first earthquake Honduras had had in the last decade and had a ton of fun After clinics ended for the day we would go to the river to cool off and shower I discovered the joy of bathing in a natural sulfur spring and 122

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ANSWERING COMPASSION S CALL exfoliating with river mud and others enjoyed the massage of sitting in the rapids We all teased and joked like the family we were rapidly becoming After the river we would return to the clinic for dinner and a movie The screen was a white sheet tacked onto the wall of the school and Oscar Serrano set up his computer to play through a projector and a large speaker It seemed as if the whole town came out to watch Wall E and Kung Fu Panda After the movie there was down time where we would watch the fireflies listen to the Tennessee Girls sing amazingly well and talk about the day The last day of the medical clinic at Los Flores would change our lives and confirm our faith in God As with any major life event everyone will remember it differently I will tell you what I remember from that day Early in the day Diane saw a baby for an infection and a fever brought to the clinic by his grandmother She gave him antibiotics and instructions on fever control Later that day the baby s mother came to my clinic station for herself When I was done seeing her she would not leave I brought Abby over to help translate what she was saying Her baby was sick and she was trying to communicate that he needed help The baby was not at the clinic and I was confused as to what the mother was trying to tell me was wrong I told Abby to apologize to the mother but tell her I could not help her without seeing the baby Diane came over and told me she had seen and treated the baby earlier and we thought the problem was resolved Less than an hour later while we were all piling in the back of the truck for our nightly river bath Diane and Amy needed a quick bathroom break I remember looking out across the field and seeing a group of people walking rapidly toward us At the head of the group was the Grandmother Diane had seen earlier carrying a bundle The woman was at the truck talking in rapid Spanish with Oscar Vasquez before I glanced over and saw the baby One look at that child and I swear I vaulted out of the truck in less than a second The child was grey his eyes were unblinking breathing labored and he had no tone to his muscles I think we all realized at the same time the major crisis we were dealing with I asked the Grandmother for the baby yelled for Tylenol and my stethoscope and ran across the field to the medical clinic door I knew in my heart that this baby was fading 123

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AMY SERRANO fast and there was little we were going to be able to do with limited medical equipment in a rural Honduran village When the clinic door was unlocked we placed the baby on a table and began to assist him with the fight of his life Diane began to check a rectal temperature and cut away the boy s clothing The dial read 107 6 before she removed it and it may have still been climbing Listening to the child s heart was difficult as it was beating so fast It felt like a hummingbird against his chest Liquid Tylenol was found and we gave it the only way we could rectally I also had a bulb syringe and started pushing in rectal fluid We covered the baby in wet cold towels which were changed every few seconds This child was uncomfortably hot to the touch in his core with icy cold arms and legs He was breathing like a runner after a marathon and his eyes remained unblinking on his colorless face At this point Robyn who was busy getting us boiling water suggested submerging the baby in the buckets of water which Oscar Serrano and I immediately did while Diane and others scooped cool water over his head The child had a shallow response so I slowly gave him water with an infant dropper Every few minutes we removed the baby from the water and percussed his back to help him clear the secretions which were further impairing his already decreased breathing effort After twenty minutes of this rhythm his temperature was rechecked and the thermometer read 106 degrees There was still no response from the baby to noise or pain It was nothing short of divine intervention when someone found infant ibuprofen another medication used to break a fever We had been in Las Flores for three days and not one of us had seen the bottle Baby was given a large dose orally since he could swallow We continued to submerge him in water changing buckets every few minutes Marcel and Miguel always had a fresh bucket to change out and Diane was ready to continue pouring cool water over the child s head The baby began grunting slightly with percussion and fighting with his legs when we placed him in the cool water buckets Diane remembered that she had brought an inhaler we could use to open his lungs with she had not used an inhaler in fifteen years and we fashioned a seal with a Styrofoam cup to give the medication to the baby After a few puffs the baby s lungs dramatically improved Another temperature showed a drop 124

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ANSWERING COMPASSION S CALL to 104 degrees When the Tylenol and Ibuprofen began to take effect we knew The baby began turning his head showing discomfort and blinking He was still taking small amounts of oral water His heart rate slowed and breathing became less shallow and more regular I remember him turning his face toward his mother who was a short distance away and steadily chanting to God to save her baby Another few minutes and the baby began to chill His temperature was 100 6 and the fever had broken We took him out of the water and called his mother over to see him When the baby Juan Martinez whimpered and cried minutes later there was not a dry eye in the room I swear it was the sweetest sound I had ever heard I honestly had little hope for this child returning to us and think that the sheer will faith and determination of this group completely changed the outcome of this little fighter s life We gave the mother several medications and strict instructions for controlling the fever The local nurse was with the mother during the teaching as well I am sure we will have little chance to know how Juan Martinez recovers but I know that he will remain in the hearts of every person in that room on that fateful Wednesday afternoon What an incredible experience to get to witness God intervene and save that little baby s life It was an experience none of us will ever forget The next night Honduras began to shake literally I did not go with the team to the mountains as I had stayed behind to care for our girls It was in the middle of the night when my daughter ran into the room saying Mommy what happening I could hear as things began to rattle around in our home Then the shaking became intensely violent I thought for one second that surely the roof would crash down on us at any moment It was the most violent act of nature that I had ever experienced I could hear outside as the water from the swimming pool was now shaking out of the pool and onto the back porch I could hear as the stone wall out back was being split down the middle The shaking stopped the power was out and we were in total darkness What had happened Just a few months before the earthquake when we were building our house Oscar took me to see the foundation of the first 125

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AMY SERRANO floor explaining to me how well it was being made I asked about how earthquake proof it was It was at that time that Marcel who was with us told me Amy there are no earthquakes in Honduras I told him that the country sits right on a major fault He told me that not even his mother or grandmother or their parents before them had ever heard of an earthquake in Honduras We had no phone no radio no power and no way to get out into the outside world One of our church members knowing that I was alone with the girls drove to our home to see if we were okay He had also not heard what had happed or how bad it was I knew obviously that it was an earthquake but where The most devastating natural disaster to ever hit Central America was the Guatemalan earthquake of 1974 The epicenter of that earthquake was very near the Honduran Guatemalan border right where Oscar and the team were in Las Flores I had no way to contact them and feared terribly for their safety Finally around 3 00 am the phone service came back on but there was no signal to Las Flores Around 4 30 am our phone rang It was some friends in Tennessee telling us that they were just waking up and turning on the news to find that Honduras had just been rocked by a 7 3 magnitude earthquake I asked them if the news was reporting where the epicenter was and they said that it was actually out at sea near Roat n Island This is the opposite direction from Las Flores so I felt a sense of relief but knew that we were not out of the woods I still wanted and needed to hear from my husband and the rest of the team Oscar up in Las Flores was shaken awake by the violent earthquake and began to worry about us They did have some battery powered radios that they could hear the news with Though the earthquake was out at sea the hardest hit area was Puerto Cortes and of course that was what the news reported Oscar gathered the team and was frantic to get down the mountain to call and see if we were okay By 7 30 that morning he was finally able to call and we were both overjoyed that everyone was okay The earthquake by the mighty grace of God though mighty and strong was virtually a dud in its impact The port had suffered 126

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ANSWERING COMPASSION S CALL only minimal damage Some bridges were down and streets were cracked but other than that Honduras had dodged a major bullet Just as soon as the phone came back I called out to the Village and all our kids were safe and sound Zulema one of our main house mothers told me that several of the kids didn t even wake up We thought we had dodged a bullet at the Village as well but would soon discover we had not gotten off that easy This was also the time when the financial recession in the United States began to take its toll on H2H As the situation in the US deteriorated sponsors began to call one by one to let us know that they were no longer able to give In total that year we lost nearly 70 sponsors In addition the political situation escalated Mel Zelaya increased minimum wage a staggering 300 and the increase happened basically overnight Just as our donor income was cut in half our monthly expenses to pay our Honduran staff went up 5 000 per month or 60 000 per year as we are required to pay double wages twice a year These were the years of famine In the midst of this another tragedy struck us When we first came to Honduras the property where the Village is located was donated by Salomon Lopez the owner of the General Electric GE franchise in Honduras When we went to have the Honduran power company put a meter at the Village they told us that the property was owned by Salomon and they did not charge him for power because they traded him power for equipment So basically they refused to put a meter at the property We continued to ask for the meter once the property was in our name but then were told that they did not charge nonprofits However no one would give us a document to support this claim Now the summer of 2009 rolled around and we got a surprise visit from the power company The man asked us why we were not paying for our power and we gave him the explanation He told us he really didn t know who was in charge when we were told these things but as far as he could tell we owed for all our back power use since 2000 In addition we would need to pay a monthly power bill of 3 000 to 4 000 US Dollars per month This was going to wipe our ministry out We simply did NOT have this money On 127

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AMY SERRANO top of all of that Oscar was given a court order to go before the judge to be ordered to pay 250 000 USD or the Village would be confiscated by the government Wait there is more If you think this year could not get any worse you are wrong On June 28th after going against a Supreme Court order Honduran President Mel Zelaya was arrested and ordered out of the country in a military coup The vice president took over interim presidency of the country The US government ruled the coup illegal and began to put heavy sanctions on Honduras as did many other nations around the world Now this already poor country was going to be punished even more The country was torn apart between those supporting Zelaya s primero los pobres the poor come first government and the opposing leftist ideology that came with it The country had been critically wounded Then on September 21st Zelaya and his wife appeared back in Honduras after being banished in the coup this time hiding out in the Brazilian Embassy Martial law was put in place and the whole country was under a strict curfew Those who supported Zelaya paid no attention and took to the streets and looted and protested The US government sent out an urgent message that all non essential government workers leave immediately The Peace Corps pulled out and many other NGO s Non Governmental Organizations pulled up stakes in Honduras We met together as a board and decided that we needed to call all our teams which were scheduled for the rest of the year about fifteen groups to let them know the situation All but one decided not to come Our lone group that year was led by a very brave woman from Castle Rock Washington She had been on many teams before and this was to be a VBS team Mary called her and explained the situation and asked her to pray about whether to come because her team was scheduled for the most potentially dangerous time in November right when the elections were to happen This was expected to be a very volatile time She told Mary that she did not need to pray about it She said God told her that she was to come to Honduras and that it was in God s hands She was 128

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ANSWERING COMPASSION S CALL not going to let the kids down That woman s name was Carol Rutledge a very brave missionary Carol was killed in a car accident in Castle Rock WA in 2013 but her courage still lives on in H2H We weren t sure what we should do about the power bill situation but decided to call Salomon Lopez to see if he could be of any help We told him over the phone the gist of what was going on and he suggested that we invite the Mayor of Omoa to be part of the conversation We met with the two men in the middle of a corn field in the middle of nowhere It was Salomon s agriculture project that he was very proud of We explained the situation to the mayor who immediately called the manager of the power company With the phone in speaker phone mode the manager said that we did NOT have to pay the back owed funds and that we did not have to pay monthly This erased the court order for a time but as we would learn over the years this was not the end of the problem 129

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AMY SERRANO continued political problems and growing security problems Welcome to 2010 in Worldwide Heart to Heart Ministries 2010 was a great year of firsts What I mean by that is programs were initiated that continue strong today The big first that year was the establishment of the Summer English Immersion Program SEIP a long name for kids go to the US to visit their sponsors We had talked for years about the possibility of some of the kids coming to the states to have that once in a lifetime experience We had already been through the process when we sent David for his club foot surgery so we knew what was involved We felt that many of our kids were sponsored by people who had a very long close history with the ministry and we felt we could potentially have the kids visit them in the US Three families were the first to sponsor the kids they supported to come to the states The first kids to go were Marlon our child who came to us from the garbage dump at Pizza Hut Ilcy Nelson and Adonis our first girl and her brothers and Luis and Oscar two other brothers The idea was that the kids would spend the entire summer with their host families in the US It was a much bigger project than I had imagined it would be We had to get permissions from just about every government agency in the country and that has only become more difficult to do over the years It took time but the judge finally allowed the kids to travel We worked tirelessly to get all their paperwork ready for the embassy appointment which was an amazing process all on its own The final papers were finished in San Pedro Sula at 9 00 pm the night before their 7 00 am appointment in Tegucigalpa six hours away We finished the paperwork drove all night to Tegucigalpa slept for three hours and went to our appointment At the appointment the immigration officer told us that the visa would be approved contingent on us providing a few more documents That meant we had to turn around drive back to San Pedro Sula and return to Tegucigalpa again the next day to submit the extra documents It was a small price to pay for an unforgettable life changing summer for the kids 132

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ANSWERING COMPASSION S CALL Today each summer up to ten kids get to spend six to seven weeks with their sponsors in the US Sponsors must be board members or long time friends of the ministry The year before we started the program a friend who runs a children s home near us sent one of her girls to the US as she was going to an established summer camp program We figured if we were going to send the kids to the states it should look official and have a fancy name and be sold as a camp so we created the name Summer English Immersion Program SEIP We established rules for the program An English Only zone should be created for the kids at their sponsor s home The kids would live like any other sibling in the home with chores and privileges The kids could not work be used as a servant or have a paying job One hour of English instruction should be given each day The children should see as much of the US as possible and be exposed to the food culture language and history of the country The objective was in no way to try to Americanize the kids but to give them a more rounded understanding of another culture and a more worldwide perspective It was also to reawaken something that had died in many of our kids the audacity to dream again When they came to the US they saw opportunities and understood that many come with privilege but some come with persistence They saw the world as bigger than they had imagined it to be and filled with many ways of living eating and thinking This opened their eyes and their minds to the world as a mission field Though many wished to serve God in Honduras they also understand that many of the resources to do so can be found in its wealthier neighbor to the north the US An exciting update is on one of the kids who was part of the first SEIP group in 2010 In the summer of 2015 Luis traveled back to the US and started college in Oregon while living with his sponsor family Luis is the Billy Graham of Puerto Cortes He lives for bringing Christ to his country but Luis has a plan He was born and raised in the slums of San Pedro Sula His parents went to work and left Luis and his smaller brother home alone with nothing to eat Luis spent much of his time in the streets begging for food and 133

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AMY SERRANO ended up being put in the public orphanage a few times Luis had a severe case of pica a condition that forces a child to eat dirt or whatever they can to survive Due to that fact pica victims usually end up with dangerous and sometimes fatal parasitic infections He told us that he wants to study medicine and meet lots of people He wants to ask them if they want to go with him to Honduras and help lots more people who are poor and need Jesus He wants to come back and start a ministry in Honduras reaching out as a medical missionary The first summer SEIP was a great success None of the children cried to stay with their host families When the time was up they were excited to see the other kids at the Village again We have now run successful Summer English Immersion Programs each summer since In this program the sponsor family pays all the fees for the child s visit to the states and no financial burden is placed on the ministry That year we also had our first Quincea era For those of you who are not familiar with the tradition it is a custom celebrated throughout Latin America and could be compared to a glorified sweet sixteen coming out party The tradition goes all the way back to old Spain when at fifteen years of age a girl was considered eligible for marriage Her parents would dress her in the family s finest clothing and make her as beautiful as possible They would take her down to the town square and stand her on the podium letting all the eligible bachelors know that she was available We have no intention of marrying off any of our fifteen year old daughters but it is our custom in Honduras to throw a special party for the girls fifteenth birthdays That year one of our older girls turned fifteen and her sponsors familiar with the tradition asked if we would be doing a Quincea era for her We had never thought about it but with the financial situation as it was we just couldn t The sponsors told us they would not be willing to divert the funds that they pledged to the general needs of the ministry to this event but they really wanted their sponsored girl to have the Quincea era We realized that four other girls were also turning fifteen 134

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ANSWERING COMPASSION S CALL So that July with the extra gift from that sponsor we had the most beautiful magnificent celebration of their lives As each of the five came forward in her ball gown I thought back to the day and the way they had arrived at the Village One as a young girl had witnessed her father murdered by a rival gang one was raped and abused by her stepfather another was left abandoned by her father at a fast food restaurant and two others were victims of malnourishment poverty and abuse As they marched forward that day in their beautiful dresses they were so far removed from that prior reality After years of rejection hunger and abuse here was a day to celebrate their lives And this is what this ministry is really all about the lost being found the blind receiving sight and the dead coming back to life Since then we have had four Quincea era celebrations with our fifteen year old girls at the Village We normally celebrate in November Each year the party is privately sponsored by supporters who wish to designate the funds specifically for this event That year we met Dave and Paula Fester They came down with their church which also runs the ministry Medical Relief International They were with our dental team which visited our kids each year The Festers were not dentists but wanted to run a small soccer program with the kids as they were getting their teeth cleaned That was the first of what eventually became a major soccer program each summer The Festers became part of the H2H board of directors and returned the next year with a major summer camp program at the Village It consisted of several days of intense soccer training Then on the last two days kids from the community were invited to join in All the kids were divided according to age and the teams were put into brackets until the last team standing won the grand prize The kids were all given lunch and then sat down to receive the message of salvation Over the years many children have received Jesus through the annual soccer program Also since Dave had been a former employee of Microsoft he was able to get H2H into an amazing program within the company that allowed us to start receiving computers donated from 135

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AMY SERRANO Microsoft Over the next several years we received many state ofthe art computers Today our kids in Honduras can stand side by side with kids of other developed nations in the area of technology and our administrative staff is fully outfitted with the technology we need to operate this organization This was an amazing blessing Finally that year was also the beginning of our annual fundraising banquet in Portland Oregon Kim Stephens and her husband Rick joined the ministry in 2009 Rick who is an accountant took on the accounting for the ministry Kim proposed that we do a banquet each year in our home city and she has been the chairperson of that banquet each year since Over the years especially in the years of famine we have depended heavily on the funds raised at this banquet Then there were the other amazing things that began that year This was the year that the H2H clinic was started Years before we had been given a clinic worth of medical and dental supplies Since Rick Stephens one of our board members worked at a dental equipment supply company he was able to secure the donation of a dental chair with all its attachments and trays Also a clinic in a nearby town was closing and passed all their dental tools and equipment to us We had a shell of a building on our church property that we wanted to make into a medical clinic which would serve our kids first and then the community The nurse who had been running the clinic at the Village could no longer run it and it had been closed a few years earlier Because we were hurting so badly financially we had no idea where we would come up with the funds to establish and build this clinic We received a phone call from a friend who believed that we could make an application to city hall and they would help with the project We made the application and to our surprise they agreed to supply the funds for the roof 3 000 Over the next several months Mercy Ships continued to send teams that further completed the construction Today the clinic serves our children with medical and dental care It also serves the community with low cost or free medical care for the very poor The atmosphere of the clinic is one where the Spirit of God moves Christian music and 136

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ANSWERING COMPASSION S CALL videos are shown in the lobby Each patient is given a tract with the plan of salvation on it and is prayed for This year was also the beginning of an amazing relationship with Pastor Tom and Paula Graves We had met them years before but had no idea what would become of the relationship Back in 2007 a mutual friend invited us to do a presentation about the ministry to his church in Aberdeen Washington It was a small Lutheran church that was dying or almost dead When we presented about our ministry no one in the church appeared to care No one was even paying attention We noticed that the pastor a man with a great heart loved his church and was doing all that he could to breathe some life into it He preached a great message about going out of our comfort zone to reach those around us but the message fell on deaf ears After the service Mary and I were in the foyer waiting for the congregation to come pick up information about helping H2H No one did I said to Mary Why are we here She replied I know I feel so sorry for Pastor Tom because he is really ministering to these folks When the pastor came out to the foyer Mary felt God wanted her to pray for Pastor Tom She held his hand and told him that she could see that he was suffering greatly regarding his position in the church and she thought that God would use him one day to lead Evangelical crusades in Honduras This prayer was so random and so out in left field it would have been considered insanity if it had not come completely true A few years went by and we had lost contact with Pastor Tom One day December 21st 2009 Mary received a phone call from Wisconsin Rapids Wisconsin The woman said her name was Wendy Schlaefer and she was the secretary of a church called St Luke s Lutheran Church in Wisconsin Rapids She was calling Mary because her church had just hired a new pastor who wanted to begin an orphan ministry He told her to call Mary Frenter The pastor s name was Tom Graves A few years after we presented at their church in Aberdeen Washington Pastor Tom and his family moved back to their ancestral home of Wisconsin and began to Pastor St Luke s 137

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AMY SERRANO Lutheran Church Now our lives were crossing paths once again The truth was we never really understood how important our visit to Pastor Tom was for him He said it was the first time anyone had ever spoken over him a word of knowledge and was the breath of fresh air that got him through the next few years In April of 2010 Lyle and Mary headed to Wisconsin by invitation from Pastor Tom to tell his church about H2H After three services and a lovely dinner at Tom and Paula s home he told Mary that when she prayed for him three years earlier it was the first time he heard from the Holy Spirit but it had not been the last In July of 2010 Pastor Tom and Paula and a few members of St Luke s made their first trip to H2H ministries in Honduras While here Tom asked me what our kids needed My response was spiritual healing He said he knew just the person to help with this His name was Bruce Van Natta and by January 2011 Bruce was on his way to Honduras to do just that pray spiritual healing over our children and many other people as well This would be the first of several crusades which saw thousands saved and healed through the ministry of Pastor Tom and Bruce over the next four years If any of you can remember the world headlines from 2010 perhaps you will remember the biggest story of the year the massive earthquake in Haiti I remember driving back with Oscar from running errands in San Pedro Sula We heard announced over the radio that there was a Tsunami warning in Puerto Cortes but we could not find out why Once we arrived home and turned on the news we were shocked to see what had happened We watched the reports throughout the night as the news became more and more grim Many tragedies happen around the world and we are called to pray for God to intervene However in this situation we could not find peace by just praying As time went on the need to go help became stronger and stronger I remember talking with Mary and asking her if she was seeing what was going on there When I said that she responded with a heavy heart that it had been weighing on her heart as well We both knew that God was asking us as a ministry to go 138

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ANSWERING COMPASSION S CALL Our ministry was hurting financially badly hurting but God never wanted us to be comfortable or to feel in control Often he calls us out on the water and asks us to trust in complete faith without understanding why We simply put it out there Should we go as a ministry to Haiti Within a few weeks two of our board members signed up for the trip Wil Meckle and Sondi Ross Then it occurred to us that perhaps now was the time to teach the kids we were raising how to take what they were given and use it to love and care for others Marvin and Josu were now 21 and 20 years old They had been raised and educated at the Village and they were now ready to serve With Oscar leading the way the five person team was assembled and ready to go We had many challenges facing us First we did not know anyone in Haiti Where would they go The airport in Haiti was closed so we did not even know how they would fly in But most of all what would they do They did not want to go as sightseers they wanted to go to bring hope and healing in some way to this hurting nation We connected with another organization which was going down to help rebuild destroyed children s homes and felt that this was the direction that God was leading us to go Our five missionaries joined that team The plan was that they would go and work with this ministry for one week and then see what God would have them do thereafter The team had to land in San Jose Dominican Republic as the airport in Port au Prince Haiti was not open This meant enduring an eight hour drive to the small village that was about two hours outside of Port au Prince where they would be working Since the building had been destroyed they had to sleep outside in tents Before they left I packed our boys lots of snacks that I thought they could share with the hungry kids on the streets However they would soon find out that it was going to be their only sustenance for the next two weeks When they arrived at the children s home they found a shocking situation Haiti was already the poorest nation in the western Hemisphere and that was before the earthquake Now the country was in absolute crisis Oscar said that he had cash and two 139

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AMY SERRANO credit cards and still could not get anything to eat He told us that out on the road only small goldfish sized fish were for sale to eat The rivers were not even navigable as they were filled with trash sewage and even human bodies and this was where those fish came from The children s home was a horrible place run by hardened people Each night Oscar said the children cried through the night due to extreme hunger The team went to work to help build a wall for storing the trash While they were there they also went to buy underwear for the kids After the week was over the team met a man who agreed to come and pick them up and take them to Port au Prince The man s name was Sammy Love and he turned out to be a wonderful Christian man He took the team to his home and his family allowed them to stay with them and fed and cared for them Sammy also took the team around to see the true need in Haiti On one of those trips he took the team to see one of the many tent cities in Port au Prince In these cities thousands of destitute families were surviving only by the grace of God Oscar recounted his experience on one visit to the tent city He said that they arrived and walked through aisles and aisles of hopelessness Each family was on the verge of death and many had not eaten in days Each family was slowly watching their children perish As Oscar began to speak with them he could see two things number one the people were in a very precarious situation and number two it was not a situation that they were unfamiliar with They were in danger and they knew it but this was not their first rodeo If there were any people in the world who could survive this it would be the Haitians The team gathered with the people they had met and prayed Oscar said the worst part of the whole thing was that they were there just staring at the people and feeling sorry for them As they gathered together they prayed that by faith God would send them the food they needed by the next day When they left Oscar asked Sammy not to take them to any more tent cities he could not go anymore and offer them nothing Oscar and the team were hoping for a miracle Many of these people had been raised in voodoo and 140

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ANSWERING COMPASSION S CALL knew nothing about God but he knew that they were trusting in God to provide The next day was Sunday and the team planned to go to church They were going to go to Sammy s church but realized that due to the culture of the church Sondi as a woman would not be allowed to go unless she wore a skirt or dress Since they had basically been backpacking Sondi had not thought to bring a dress so Sammy had another idea There was another church on the other side of town called the International Church Sammy said that he understood that many missionaries went there and that the services were in English The team joined that church for Sunday service and just as Sammy said many white missionaries were present The team sat in the back and Oscar said that a woman who looked vaguely familiar at the front of the church kept looking back at him He knew he knew her but could not remember from where By the end of the service the woman ran back to him and said Oscar Serrano is that you Now he remembered It was Kathy Cadden of Operation Ukraine Two year ago we had become acquainted with Kathy who lived in Alabama and worked for an organization that sends containers to many different places in the world Operation Ukraine sent a container to Honduras and we had a chance to meet with Kathy in 2008 in Dallas Texas Kathy was now in Haiti trying to do all that she could to meet the great need in this country She told Oscar to follow her She wanted to show him what she had been doing She brought him to a warehouse behind the church that was packed with buckets filled with food She told him that she had just received two containers full of food and was waiting to receive forty more She said that they wanted to get food to as many people as they could Oscar told her You won t believe what happened to us yesterday He explained to Kathy all that had happened at the tent city and told her that he had believed a miracle would happen to provide for those people Kathy asked him to tell her the exact location of this tent city She said Don t worry Oscar Tomorrow we will go and feed those people What a glorious answer to prayer 141

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AMY SERRANO That year something amazing happened with one of our kids that truly showed them that God was alive and doing amazing things in their lives Marlon had always suffered with a horrible case of gastritis He would often come to our home on the weekends and I had to be extremely careful with whatever I cooked when he came for dinner His diet basically consisted of plain rice corn tortillas and bland vegetables One night at our church a message about supernatural healing was given and the congregation was told to trust God for the healing that they needed Many came forward and were prayed for and Marlon was one of them He knew that he needed healing and thought to himself It can t hurt I should just go forward Without great faith Marlon went forward and trusted God to heal him He said he did not feel anything happen to him but still trusted that perhaps God had done something So that night just to see he made something to eat that would normally cause him a great deal of pain spicy food He said I don t know what happened I cooked I ate I went to sleep No pain no worries The next morning he was shocked and said I just really needed to know for sure He made himself a spicy fried concoction that he never would have tolerated before He ate it and he enjoyed it He has never had a problem with food or gastritis again That year we were also very disappointed with an event that happed at the Village Up to this point we had never had any challenges with robbery in any form Currently the girls were taking beauty classes in Tegucigalpita Two years earlier we had received the donation of a totally outfitted beauty salon school which included the furniture the equipment and the products We had only two nighttime guards at the Village One night around 2 00 am the girls house head mommy called both on duty guards Out in the street in front of the girls house several men with sheets over their heads were walking around making strange noises Because this was a suspicious event both guards went to the girls house to be a visible presence there What we didn t know was that it was a diversion so the heist could take place at the other end of our property 142

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ANSWERING COMPASSION S CALL Down on the other end of the property was the boys house and the Tech School where the beauty salon was With both guards down at the girls house attending to the bogus spectacle on the street other members of this motley crew were breaking into our salon and taking all of our dryers straighteners curlers rollers and hundreds of dollars worth of product The next morning as the girls made their way to classes they found the outside door broken in and the salon a mess with all of their things gone We were so heart broken It is bad to steal from anyone but stealing from orphans is as low as you can get We let all our sponsors know through our monthly newsletter what had happened and that for now the classes had been canceled This was a huge disappointment Our girls had worked so hard and were only months from getting their degrees as beauticians At that point I could not even begin to offer the girls any hope of getting back to their lessons any time soon But true to the nature of our wonderful sponsors items began to pour back in From many different sources from beauty salons and from those not even associated with salons funds and equipment began to come in to replace the things that had been lost We were down but not for long Within a few months the classes resumed with the supplies and equipment all replaced The teacher even told me that many of the replacement supplies were better than what we had before To cap off the year we had an amazing event The wonderful young man who had come to us as a gang member running away from the evil way of life that was chasing him married his American missionary wife Marvin and Karen were married in December of that year Oscar and I Mary and Lyle and many other members of our board and H2H supporters descended on Tennessee for a weeklong celebration culminating in the wedding which Oscar and I officiated During the week we had a board meeting in the conference room of the hotel where we were staying Since our Village children had only attended 76 of the required 200 days of classes that year because of teacher strikes we decided we needed to begin plans to build our own school and ensure our children got an education 143

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ANSWERING COMPASSION S CALL direction Not only that but Ashley Kwasney who had been involved with H2H since coming with our first mission team in 2000 told us that she and her husband Gary would be willing to come and help start and run the school Ashley a pastor from Montana had worked in education in her home state for many years Sarah Matoon a young woman from Oregon who had been on a team a few years prior and who was educated in music and art volunteered to come and teach those subjects As you read in the story of Marlon she later married one of our first sons School in Honduras is very interesting The department of education is disorganized and its requirements for a school are often not only unhelpful they can be downright harmful to the education of a child By Honduran law we had to hire two Honduran teachers who did some teaching but served mostly to keep up the ridiculous handwritten ledger books that the department of education required That August our Pre school Kindergarten and 1st grade at the Village became a reality This was the start of something amazing and we knew that it was only going to improve from there We also knew that the Devil hated what we were doing He hated the direction that we were going and what we were doing with excellence He knew that it would begin to break chains and bring healing to many children He did all within his power that year to stop what was happening In January of that year we met some wonderful new friends who would later become a huge part of our ministry When Pastor Tom Graves of St Luke s Lutheran Church in Wisconsin Rapids Wisconsin came to visit our ministry in July of 2010 he told us about a friend that had an accident a few years earlier His friend Bruce Van Natta had been a diesel mechanic in Wisconsin God had been calling Bruce for years to go into full time ministry however Bruce resisted In 2006 on a routine service call Bruce had a large logging truck fall on top of him which basically cut him in half Bruce was dead and even had an out of body experience A man named Bruce Carlson whom Bruce Van Natta had met briefly a few years earlier 153

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AMY SERRANO was woken up in the middle of the night and told to go and pray for Bruce He flew from New York to Wisconsin that same night and prayed for him What happened was a creative miracle in Bruce s body He had lost almost all his small intestines in the accident and was now slowly starving to death When Bruce Carlson prayed for him nine feet of small intestines grew back After Bruce Van Natta had recovered God called him to a healing ministry When Pastor Tom was telling me the story of Bruce he said But not only does he have a physical healing ministry he has an emotional healing ministry He told me that as a child Bruce was sexually abused and had received an emotional healing from the Lord Therefore his ministry also focused on emotional healing As the words were coming out of Pastor Tom s mouth I knew that this Bruce Van Natta needed to come to Honduras to pray for our kids I asked to talk to both of the Bruce s to see if they would agree to come and pray for our kids who had also been abused in every way imaginable Soon after Pastor Tom returned to the states he called to let us know that Bruce could come but it would not be until May of the next year When I heard that I knew that was not right I knew they needed to come sooner I asked if they could pray and consider coming anytime sooner After talking to them they agreed to come January of 2011 In January of 2011 we had our first crusade with St Luke s Lutheran Church and Bruce Carlson and Bruce Van Natta On the Honduras end a tremendous amount of work went into preparing not only in the natural realm but also in the spiritual realm It was decided that we would do the crusade at the local public school For many months our church daily prayed over the school We fasted for several days and held prayer each morning at 5 00 am The crusade itself had lots of challenges First the acoustics in the old school gym were terrible The music sounded like noise and the voices were not even understandable To make matters worse the two days of the crusade turned into a torrentially down pouring storm one of the worst of the century Since the building was metal roofed that made the bad audio almost impossible to work with 154

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ANSWERING COMPASSION S CALL and hear over All the same many people were healed The team also came to our Village and prayed over each child and many received healing there We were also visited that year by the Church on the Mountain Woman s Conference Several women from a small church at the foot of Mount Hood asked if they could come down and minister to the women of Honduras All of the women were musicians and also brought the word of God We had a beautiful candlelight worship service the first night with over 200 women in attendance All day Saturday we heard teaching worshipped and prayed for our women Many women were saved healed and set free of old roots of bitterness sickness and oppression We could see that God was doing something amazing in Honduras This was also the year we got sweet beautiful little Annie not her real name We got the call from the local police that a child had been rescued from a life of terrible abuse and wanted to know if we had room for her Of course we always have room for one more and told them to please bring her The next day a sweet little two yearold girl arrived at the Village scared and shy At first appearance she did not look that bad off she was plump and had a head full of hair no signs of malnutrition However once her dirty torn dress was removed the reality was shocking Her fragile two year old body was covered in bruises burns and abrasions Her stepfather had been physically abusive to her Once the report was made to the police about her condition they went to the house to arrest the parents and take the girl into their custody Someone must have tipped the stepfather and mother off about the sting because when the police arrived they found only little Annie alone in the home The father and mother have not been seen since Annie s physical injuries would soon heal but it would take prayer love and counseling to restore her broken heart and spirit I am happy to report she is now a happy six year old in first grade who from all appearances doesn t even remember the horrors of her infancy He will wipe every tear from their eyes Revelation 21 4a As I said the Devil was by no means going to let all of this go 155

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AMY SERRANO on without a fight As I had mentioned in previous chapters the political situation in Honduras had gone off the proverbial cliff When the government collapsed there was a vacuum of leadership and authority in the country and true to its nature every criminal syndicate known to man was ready and waiting to fill that void By 2011 gang violence had risen in the country to numbers never seen before Honduras had quickly become the most dangerous country in the world That year San Pedro Sula the industrial capitol of Honduras had more civilian deaths due to violent crime per capita than anywhere else in the world By 2013 Honduras would see more civilian deaths due to violent crime than Iraq in 2007 at the height of the Insurgency At this time entire communities were completely gang controlled The police and other authorities were almost powerless to stop them for two reasons number one many cops were on the payroll of the bad guys and number two they were simply out gunned by the criminal elements On a sunny day in May Oscar and I had just gone to the bank to withdraw over 3000 to replace the engine of one of our work trucks Now you may ask why on earth would we work in cash in such a dangerous society Honduras in many ways was still a cash only society Checks and credit cards had no value We had been in Honduras for eight years and up until this time had never had a bad experience But as we were about to learn Honduras had changed After leaving the bank we went to meet the people who would be taking the money to the mechanic We planned to meet them at the school where we were picking up some of our teenage kids as they were dismissed We drove up to the outside of the school but our contact people had not yet arrived The kids were already out of school and began to pile into the truck Oscar noticed two men walk by looking very anxious They walked about four yards past the truck and then returned As Olga one of our girls was getting into the truck in the back cab one of the men grabbed her by the hair and pulled her out From the back door of the cab he put a gun to Oscar s head and told him to hand him all the money The other man came around the other side and 156

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ANSWERING COMPASSION S CALL began to pound on my door which locks automatically Without hesitation Oscar gave him the cash we had just pulled out of the bank He also ordered Oscar to give him the car keys and both of our cell phones As soon as they had these things they simply walked away on foot This was in broad daylight in front of over 200 students and school staff Several of the school kids followed the men and said they had gotten into a tan four door car around the corner about a block away that had been waiting for them One of the kids saw them throw the truck keys into the grass The kid picked them up and brought them back to us After the incident we went home and called the police They never came Oscar went to the bank the next day and reported what had happened and asked them to review the surveillance tapes to see who was in the bank at the same time he had been He also went to the police station to report the incident As he was giving his statement to the woman at the station a man walked in who looked eerily similar to one of the men who had assaulted us the day before For those of you who know Oscar you know he often speaks exactly what s on his mind When the woman asked him what this man looked like Oscar pointed and told her Exactly like that guy At this point she seemed anxious but went on with the interview She asked Oscar to describe the car that the kids reported seeing the men get into and Oscar said it was a tan four door At this the woman grew pale and stopped the interview telling him she had all the information she needed Once Oscar left the police station he understood why Just outside the station was a tan four door car The officers had just arrived at the station during Oscar s interview in that car To be completely fair and honest to this day we do not know who the perpetrators were Oscar did return to the bank the next day and was told that they could not show us the video but did not think there was a problem The only people in the bank that day they told him were a few cops Life went on and we boiled it down to an isolated incident After all things like that happen in the US too However our 157

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AMY SERRANO worries were far from over In November of that year just one day before Thanksgiving I headed out to the Village with all of the girls who live at our house to do letter writing with the kids Around 10 00 am that morning Oscar called me and said You need to come home right away Something really bad has happened Our house was broken into and Melissa was tied up Melissa was a friend who worked at our house as a housekeeper and helped us with all the cooking and laundry for all of the girls Around 8 00 am that morning a white four door car pulled up at our house and four men got out They tapped on the gate and told Melissa that they had a delivery for Oscar Serrano They had a box in hand and so she went down to retrieve the box As soon as she got to the gate they pointed a gun at her and demanded she let them in Once inside they took Melissa to the bathroom and tied her up Then they began to go through the house taking many of our things In the office they took all the ministry computers our TV jewelry cameras and all the cash they could find After about thirty minutes they left Melissa told me that she could hear two of them fighting about whether or not to kill her as they were not wearing masks and she could identify them Glory to God they left Melissa shaken but otherwise unharmed and went their way She was able to hop over to the neighbor s house and get help The next day was Thanksgiving and everyone was in a funk I decided to try to turn the funk around and told the girls we would decorate the house for Christmas that day and make Thanksgiving dinner Marvin was also flying in that night to visit for a few days so we would go to the airport later to pick him up I put on the Christmas music and the girls pulled out the tree and decorations Smiles began to return and by the evening as we all sat to eat together we had decided to say Hallelujah anyway We were sure that when our phones were stolen during the first assault back in May they had gotten our personal information We again called the police and after several hours they finally arrived at the house They did some very unimpressive police work and left We knew that we needed to do something to defend ourselves so we purchased security cameras and had them installed around our 158

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ANSWERING COMPASSION S CALL house Someone who had seen the car told us that they were pretty sure they knew the owner and where he lived Oscar decided to borrow a friend s car and drive by the place where these people lived to get a picture of the car in question When he showed it to Melissa she said that it was the car that had come to the house or at least it was one exactly like it Just a few days later we had a few missionary friends from Guatemala staying at our house Oscar and I had been invited to be padrinos at a graduation for a friend s daughter and the girls and the friends from Guatemala had gone to church While we were at the graduation we got a call from the girls saying we needed to go home right away because the house had been broken into again This time nothing was taken something was left a death threat The only things they had taken were the cameras which had not yet been hooked up to the internet We called the police again and this time they were at our home right away Something about these police officers seemed sincere this time There seemed to be something that we could trust At this point it had become obvious we had been targeted As Oscar told the police officer about all that had happened since May the officer told him Look there are a few cops you can trust and I think you should tell all of this to my boss Reluctantly but with no other options Oscar agreed to trust him Within five minutes the chief was at our home and Oscar took him to our office and told him everything The chief told him that he was new in town and was going to start cleaning things up He told Oscar that we had been lucky until now and that several other families in our area had been targeted and had been murdered This was not comforting Since we had ten girls in our custody the chief told us that he would provide twenty four hour police protection and from that night we had an officer guarding our home 24 7 The chief put one of his best men in charge of the investigation a man the other officers knew as Rambo While watching the local news a few days later we saw the chief of police talking on TV He had made the very bold decision to fire almost the entire department 159

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AMY SERRANO Oscar who was very untrusting of cops could not decide if he was more afraid of the cop in our home or the bad guys He told me that this person could rape all our girls and get away with it because he had a badge So he decided to have one of our older boys guard the cop Felipe a young man who works for us also came to live at our house to keep an eye on the police officer at night Rambo often called Oscar but never with good news Each time he found out a bit more about the situation it got scarier for us As it turned out the roots of this got deeper and deeper and the characters involved were more and more sinister It came to a point when Oscar almost had to tell him please stop calling me I on the other hand went to work calling the American Embassy which was a bad idea They took my full report and then urged us to leave Honduras What We absolutely can t What about the kids We can t just abandon them I told her The woman on the other end seemed very concerned You really need to leave We can t protect you and once you receive a death threat you must take it very seriously This phone call rattled me and put a lot of fear in me She said that all the other cases involving Americans they had worked with had not turned out well Still looking for some hope and some actual help I called a friend who was ex FBI This phone call was even worse He told me that it would be stupid not to leave immediately He told me that in all his years of law enforcement he had noticed a pattern He said when a person has been targeted the bad guys take and take until there is nothing left to take and then they just kill you At this point I did begin to think maybe we should leave Maybe they are right But something in my heart told me no this was just a deception Encouragement did come from some very positive voices Freddy Castro one of Oscar s close friends and our church pastor told us that he believed that the letter left in the house showed some fear The letter mentioned something about not messing with them Since Oscar mentioned to the police that he had friends in the FBI and had contacted the embassy Freddy thought they may be thinking we were too much of a risk and wanted us to back off As he was saying this something in my 160

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ANSWERING COMPASSION S CALL spirit said Listen to that That is completely true Then a few days later I received a call from Marvin in Tennessee Normally when he calls and I answer the phone we say our hellos and I pass the phone to Oscar We talked for a few minutes and I told him that Oscar was not home but Marvin said Actually I called to talk to you Okay what s up Well I just wanted to tell you a story about a man my wife knew He was from Tennessee and went to their church and sometime after college felt a call to go to Africa At that point there was a lot of civil war going on in the part of Africa that he wanted to go to and everyone pleaded with him not to go However knowing that this was God s will for him he went anyway After a year of service in Africa the man came home for a few weeks of sabbatical in the US and even brought an African man that he served with to visit his family Two days before they were to return to Africa both men were killed in a car accident I totally understood the point of his message to me That there was indeed a place more dangerous than Honduras at that time and that was the place of being out of God s will I could leave Honduras return to the US and get hit by a car or I could stay in Honduras and perhaps die but perhaps not The thing is we were in God s hands and needed to trust him Kim Stephens one of our board members had been talking with her daughter who went to a large church in California and knew a man who helped with security and was former military He had started a new ministry to do exactly what we needed He went into ministries such as ours to teach the members how to stay safe even when their country or area was not safe Within days this man was on a plane and headed to Honduras He spent four days with us and did intense training on how to move and operate in Honduras Today we are much less trusting much more cautious and travel with security Even though we were unwilling to leave we did take the advice of others and got our own daughters out of the country Two American girls can bring in millions in ransom money In December we were visited by our old friends Eric and Laura Smith 161

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AMY SERRANO They came during Christmas and brought lots of cheer to our home and made cookies and homemade fudge with the girls The Smiths took our family to Roat n and Oscar and I will both tell you it was the first night that we had slept in weeks When the Smiths flew out on December 28th Sarah Rachel and I flew out with them The girls were going to be living with Grandma Mary for the next several months until we could figure the situation out in Honduras It is the most hurtful thing in this whole mess for me Out of all that was stolen from us the six months away from our girls was the most precious It is six months of their childhood we will never get back 162

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16 Educating Our Kids For we wrestle not against flesh and blood but against principalities against powers against the rulers of the darkness of this world against spiritual wickedness in high places Ephesians 6 12 Just a few days after we left Bruce Van Natta Bruce Carlson Pastor Tom and members of his church came to Honduras to do another crusade This time it was going to be different We called the crusade Peace for our City It wasn t just us the entire country was getting sick of this situation We had been praying for months that the men who had assaulted us would be at that crusade and get saved Whether they were or not we don t know We gathered at the baseball stadium in Puerto Cortes since many churches from our area were present We cried out to God that night for healing not only physical healing but healing for our nation and healing for our city We invited the mayor and the chief of police and had them come forward and prayed for them People at the crusade literally said they could see things breaking in the atmosphere Rambo continued to call Oscar and tell him that he was very close to taking down the group which was responsible for our troubles One day however Rambo was at a local restaurant talking with the owner This man was rumored to be involved in shady business dealings Rambo was being guarded by other officers when a cop car showed up at the restaurant and four men dressed as officers got out They told the other officers guarding Rambo that

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AMY SERRANO they had urgent business that they needed to discuss with him The guards let them in and once inside they pulled out machine guns and killed Rambo the restaurant owner and one other man who was with them The cops responsible were never caught But just as quickly as our problems had begun they now all stopped In fact many of the problems in Puerto Cortes stopped Within a year Puerto Cortes had won an award as the safest city in Honduras God had heard our prayers and had moved in a mighty way The biggest question for us this year was how were we ever going to learn how to sleep through the night again After so much time spent living with constant worry it begins to take its toll on your body I remember a day that I was at my home alone Marcel and Oscar had gone to the bank as we now only go to the bank in groups A red pickup truck arrived at the house Two men got out and started banging on the gate saying they were from the power company and to come open the gate There was no marking on the vehicle that would suggest that they were from the power company nor were they wearing any kind of a uniform I could see the driver through a crack in my window as he lifted his shirt and patted his stomach That s not the power company was the thought that ran through my head My heart felt like it stopped I grabbed a knife and ran upstairs and hid on the outside of the balcony I clutched my phone on the way up and sat outside frantically calling Oscar and Marcel but had no luck The bank has a policy that you must either leave your cell phone outside or have it turned off while you are in the bank The men pounded the gate even more aggressively shouting for someone to open it Finally Marcel called me back I could only whisper Marcel there are some men at the house please come soon What he shouted I can t hear you There are men at the house I said a little louder Don t worry Amy we will be there as soon as we can he said Soon after I hung up the phone I saw the red truck driving away Not sure if they might have left someone behind at the house I stayed upstairs waiting and listening Five 166

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ANSWERING COMPASSION S CALL minutes went by and then ten I could hear nothing nor did anyone else come to the house After about fifteen minutes I carefully made my way down the steps and into the living room and kitchen All clear I was alone They had gone Five minutes later Oscar and Marcel arrived at the house What had taken them so long I could have been dead by now As it turns out they had been down at the end of the street for the last ten minutes confronting the drunken electricians who the power company had hired to come to the house and cut off the power The workers had been legitimate I had a good laugh at myself but I knew I had to get the peace of God in me once again I certainly did not want to transmit worry and fear to our kids Oscar was no better than I was He slept only a few hours each night pacing the floors and looking out the window each time a small bump was heard One night as he frantically paced the halls looking out each window for the boogey man to arrive he clearly heard God speak to him Oscar go to bed what are you doing No Lord he retorted I have to keep this family and all our girls safe what if they come back The Lord responded The watchman guards in vain if the Lord does not defend the city Oscar realized that he was giving in to a spirit of fear and decided he simply needed to go to bed and be done with the fear Little did we know that a huge blessing was in store for H2H and would be a game changer for the kids As I mentioned in the last chapter we had decided that we were going to become excellent and first on the agenda was educating our kids By August of 2011 we had a school functioning at the Village that served Preschool through 2nd grade This had been possible through some wonderful friends and their generous donations and service At the beginning of 2012 we were joined by Jordan Rinta an associate pastor in Centralia Washington Jordan had a good job wonderful family and friends and all that he could have ever wanted except for peace Jordan had been to Honduras with his church on a mission trip to Tegucigalpa During that trip God began to show him that he wanted him to move out of his comfort zone into something else One day he was sharing this with his 167

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AMY SERRANO good friend Gerardo Ramirez a young man who Oscar and I had known since his youth Gerardo had been to Honduras on many occasions and had always been very close to our ministry Jordan shared with Gerardo that he was very dissatisfied with life in the states and felt that God was calling him to the mission field Gerardo told him he should check out WWH2H so in January Jordan came for two weeks and then returned in May long term In November 2011 as we do every year we had a yearly fundraising banquet We had decided that we would focus on building a bigger home for the teen boys as the home that we currently had was only big enough to house about eight boys As many of our teens were growing quickly we were going to need a lot more room We had a beautiful hand drawn sketch by Freddy of what the future building would look like and I headed to Oregon to speak at our banquet Our other speaker that night was Bruce Van Natta We focused on getting more sponsors for the children and the funds needed for the Teen Boys home but in the end God will do what he wants to do Two very good friends who helped us build the Baby House in 2008 and 2009 were at the banquet that night They listened as Mary spoke briefly about our concerns for the education of our kids After the banquet Mary was in Honduras with our Christmas Prep team She received an email from this couple It said they had come to the banquet intending to give a donation that we could put in the bank and use for the college education of our kids in the future After listening to Mary speak they realized the kids were never going to make it to college because they were not getting an elementary and high school education that would prepare them for that They said they were sending a donation of 100 000 that they wanted designated toward building our own school for the education of our kids We were shocked amazed and praised God The truth is Marvin Josu and Marlon had all tried college but with the inadequate education they had received they simply could not make it It was those boys who told us to find a better way to educate all the kids This was a tremendous experience We were still running 168

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ANSWERING COMPASSION S CALL 5 000 a month short of our monthly needs just to maintain what we were already doing In addition the political security and economic situation in Honduras became worse with each passing day Our board became very fractured over this situation Some of us believed that this was what the Lord had provided and it was designated for this cause Others believed that though we could not use the funds for anything other than education it was not the time to start a major capital endeavor such as building a full scale school We debated putting the school out at the Village but we had two challenges with the scenario first we did not want our kids to have NO socialization with other children or to never leave the Village property As we traveled around Honduras and investigated other organizations that do what we do we focused particularly on the ones that were all inclusive where the kids never left the property We noticed right away the low social skills that these kids had and we did not want that for our kids Second we knew if this was going to work we needed to bring in paying students who would subsidize the educational costs of our kids If it were out at the Village which sits in the very humble village of Tegucigalpita where many of the villagers survive as subsistence farmers the locals would not be able to put their children in the school However if we put the school forty minutes away in Puerto Cortes there was a chance that we could make it work We had a couple options in Puerto Cortes We could build the school on the small piece of land that already held our church and medical clinic or we could use the funds and purchase a piece of land that was behind our church Since we could not do both purchase the land and build the school we were at an impasse The owner of the land even agreed to give us a no interest loan for the land and allow us to make monthly payments until it was paid in full In the end we decided as a board that we could not take on any debt with our current situation and decided to turn the offer down We made plans to build the school structure on the threequarter acre piece of land that was owned by our church and clinic in Puerto Cortes This way the rooms could also serve as Sunday school classrooms for our church It was a tall order Construction 169

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AMY SERRANO began in January 2012 We planned a grand opening for the school in August of 2013 because we estimated it would take that long to build the two story structure find curriculum advertise enroll students hire staff and do all that starting a school requires in eighteen months What actually happened was a miracle Instead of eighteen months eight months later in August of 2012 we opened our doors The Kwasneys were the right people for the job Ashley began to get the word out regarding teachers and an ad was put in the local radio and television news and newspaper about the required positions Over the next few months we interviewed and hired several different people We went with the Kwasneys to Tegucigalpa to meet with the Distributors of ACE curriculum We decided to go with this curriculum for two reasons It was a very Christ centered curriculum that was developed to be a home school curriculum It could be taught by anyone including volunteers without teaching credentials In May students began to apply They had to take a test which showed us where to place them scholastically One of the main challenges with curriculum is that it is not cheap Even though the paying students would be able to cover the cost of running the school it would not cover the cost of our kid s curriculum This would be an expense to the ministry of about 60 000 We had to work very hard to come up with this amount of money out of nowhere This was a very trying time for our ministry Many supporters of H2H believed that we never should have gone forward with a school Even though the public school system had collapsed many felt that it was better than nothing and that we should focus on feeding our kids and not taking on a major capital project like a school But we believed then and now that our kids are His Kids and He wants His very best for them While it did not seem practical in the human sense it was what God was telling us to do Other people wondered why God did not give us all the money we needed to build the school and also have the financial security we so desperately needed to feel safe and secure to feel in control 170

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ANSWERING COMPASSION S CALL and on top of the situation and to feel that we are doing the responsible thing with our kids and our ministry It made more sense to me than anything else that I had heard in years Everything that I had ever been taught about being an adult about being responsible and being of sound mind was screaming do what is right hold back pull out be cautious But God kept persistently saying walk on the water Even if it doesn t make sense just do it anyway Everything seemed so chaotic but we followed God out onto the water to wait and see what He would do In August the school year started and the excitement was high Each day we got more students and the parents were also very excited I started doing devotions with the kids each morning As we did the diagnostic tests not one child fell within their grade level In fact almost all of the kids fell very short in some cases many grades levels behind in their math and in the sciences We knew that they would be behind in their English but math is a universal subject It was disturbing to see high schoolers still counting on their fingers to do multiplication The pitch that we were sold was that most of the kids could catch up to their grade levels within a year or two The school ended up being a haven Each morning the kids walked into an area that had been thoroughly prayed over They received prayer worship and Bible study with me each morning I taught them how to pray over our city over their home and over their country We took each issue and brought it before the Lord Then they also had devotions and worship in their classrooms Our staff was very unified in one thing that this was a place to lift kids up whether they were from the Village or from town These were the precious kids that the Lord had brought us to minister to and to disciple We wanted the school to be a place where the kids not only learned about math science reading and writing but a place where they learned to be good people model citizens and to serve God What really shocked us especially in the first year was that it was really the kids from the town who needed our love more than the Village kids There is one common thread that lies underneath the psyche of most Hondurans and that is the feeling of being 171

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AMY SERRANO unimportant As a poor country most Hondurans struggle with selfworth an unfortunate side effect of being born into an underprivileged country In the local newspaper there is a section called the social section This ridiculous section of the newspaper concentrates on 2 of the entire country those with loads of money You can read all about their baby showers weddings and luncheons Who cares Well apparently Hondurans do You re somebody if you are not poor And if you can t be rich then at least you do all that you can to look like you are Hondurans work very hard to have a certain appearance and it goes beyond pride Their entire worth as a human being depends on it They do their best to put forth an appearance of wealth even if they are completely faking it In order to project themselves as wealthy the first thing they do is remove themselves entirely from anything and anyone which might be thought of as poor The culture of the country teaches kids that they should turn their noses up at the poor dirty and uneducated There is also a more sinister situation going on in Honduras Since only a very small percentage of the population has money they do their best to keep it that way The education system is a joke One of the laws is that if you start your education in public school you can never switch over to private Their excuse for the law is that it is unfair to take a child who has only had a substandard education and put them into something more challenging because their chances for failure in the new system would be high But it is obvious that they fear anyone from the lower class somehow making their way up The society is set up in a way that the poor stay poor and the rich are safe on their high perches Wealthy children are taught to think of themselves as special and better than others But underneath what we have found are some very loved but hurting kids Just like slavery in the United States taught children to hate and to fear this kind of slavery in Honduras introduces a spirit of bitterness to the kids They are often undisciplined angry and disobedient When they come to our school we go right to work serving the poor We teach the kids to become servants by working on serving others first What they learn in our school is awesome 172

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ANSWERING COMPASSION S CALL Remember that most Hondurans live in victim mode They see themselves as less than and thus their mode of combating that is to try to pose as something more We teach them to go down a different path We teach them to achieve their self worth by learning that Jesus loves them for who He made them to be and not what they can do or achieve Since their low self worth stems from feeling helpless we try to show them how they can actually be heroes They can learn to give and serve and thus overcome their feeling of powerlessness In 2012 we had the strange case of one of our boys named Freyson A few years earlier a woman came to the Village and told us she had a badly behaved child she wanted us to take and fix We told her that we were not a correctional facility We were a home for children who either had no one to care for them or whose caregivers were abusing them in some way She returned on several occasions and asked us to take her son now saying that she worked all day and her son was only eight years old but was already being seduced by the gangs in the area She was sure that within a few years he would be a full fledged member After a few years of her constant insistence we finally relented and took Freyson in He was a beautiful active child who looked more American than my own two daughters He was a bit clingy but otherwise well behaved Then one day after her years of persistence his mom showed up at the Village with a judge and said Okay thanks for your help I think I will take my son back now We couldn t believe what we were hearing Was this a joke When Freyson was told he immediately went into panic mode telling us please don t let them take me I can t go back there We told Freyson that he needed to let the judge know that he did not want to go back home and why Freyson was taken to the courthouse to speak with the judge We are not aware of what was spoken but we do know that the judge ordered that Freyson would indeed go back home with his mom Over the next few weeks as his paperwork was prepared for him to go back home Freyson cried and begged us not to make him go back We told him that we were going to pray and watch what God 173

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AMY SERRANO would do however they did come and he did go back home to his mother We were very sad about this and felt that we had really let this little man down We continued to take our own advice and we prayed Then it came the phone call from the family court saying You once had a young man in your home however his mother says that he has cried every day since he left We have looked into the circumstances in his home and frankly we don t understand why he was allowed to go back Could you please take him back to your home Oscar told her that we would take him under one circumstance that the mother was never allowed to take him out again The court agreed and Freyson came back home Day by day hour by hour and each New Year that went by we could see God was proving His love for these kids As I sit now three years later and research through old emails and publications of the ministry all I can see is progress protection and provision It s hard to even remember that all of this happened through years of famine By this point we truly needed at least 5 000 more monthly just to be running well and at full capacity But looking back it was in those times that He carried us God was is and always will be faithful 174

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17 Honduras Is So Different From the USA And we know that all things work together for good to them that love God to them who are the called according to his purpose Romans 8 28 For those of you who may not have spent a lot of time in a third world country perhaps you are not aware of how public services operate We have many volunteers from the United States in Honduras throughout the year and there is always an adjustment that must happen when one comes to Honduras One of the biggest adjustments is the heat If you are from the South as I am then perhaps it s not that big of a change however as many of our volunteers come from the cold wet Northwest it is a real shock Honduras has a very different culture and mind set in many ways It is very different from the United States especially when going into town to make purchases For instance in the US if you are building and want to purchase nails you simply go to the hardware store and the kind you need are normally sold by the pound Not in Honduras Here you go to the local hardware store and they do not have the size or the kind that you need Now you must make the one hour drive to San Pedro Sula When you get there you go into the hardware store and ask for the nails that you need You are told to come back in an hour and they will have your order ready You return in an hour and no one has even started on your order Of course they don t sell the nails by the pound they are sold per nail The salesclerk gathers the number of

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AMY SERRANO nails you need and brings that up to the place where you will be given an order form to fill out The person at that counter will count out your nails one by one however many hundreds of them there may be Then they give you your order slip which you must now take to the pay booth where they will count the nails once again A few years ago I went to a teaching event about spiritual healing and deliverance One of the ridiculous things that they taught was that when you go on missions trips you often will need to clean yourself of all the evil spiritual goop you pick up in the heathen nations you visit At first I thought as if the United States is some pristine spiritual sanctuary I was spending some time in the United States and found myself very happy to get services promptly and well done to drive around on roads with no potholes and to not worry about getting shot at in a drive by shooting As the time drew near for me to return to Honduras I began to feel a twinge of Oh boy it s back to that mess now I had become so drowned in comforts that I had become spoiled Immediately I knew that was wrong thinking I remembered the teaching on getting spiritual goop in a foreign country and since I was in a foreign country I began to cast off the spirits of laziness and entitlement that I had picked up while in the United States Another thing that is very different in Honduras is public utilities The reality is that Honduras is very hot The good news is I love very hot The bad news is that the power goes out at least once a week in Honduras Sometimes it is a scheduled power outage and they are either conserving or servicing the equipment When it is scheduled you at least have the benefit of being told the day prior the hours the power will be turned off Usually it is from 8 00 am to 5 00 pm But often the power goes out because there is too much stress on the old over taxed system Transformers blow out thunderstorms blow through wires snap and these things happen often Sometimes the power outages last only a few minutes but many times they last several hours It is the same story for the city water service Honduras receives copious amounts of rain on the north coast For that reason we have 178

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AMY SERRANO few weeks before the year started we looked for housing for our volunteers and visited the rental home of a local pastor The young man who came to show us the home was a very tall man by the name of Jorge who was tattooed over much of his body He was a nice young man who had recently given his life to the Lord a life that had seen a lot of hard years in the world Jorge was born in Honduras but moved with his family to the United States when he was only 3 years old He spent a lot of his younger years in New York thus had a strong New York accent He then moved to Oklahoma and joined one of the most violent gangs in the United States Jorge came back to Honduras after getting into trouble with the law and being deported Now he was in Honduras recently saved and ready to serve the Lord at our school Though it was very hot in Honduras Jorge wore a long sleeved shirt to work each day so that his students did not have to look at his tattoos I will never forget that first orientation day As each person went around introducing themselves Jorge said I just want to say that my life now belongs to Jesus and all I want to do is serve him Jorge had a wonderful natural sense for working with children He was able to see through to their real need As I went to the parent teacher conferences to pick up the report cards for our kids he was able to see through to the root of our kids Many times when one of our kids was not doing well he could see into their real need and know why they weren t doing well We were so blessed to have him teaching at our school We had another young man apply to work at the school by the name of Saul Although we want the door to be open for anyone who wants to help to have the opportunity at H2H we usually only hire Christians to work with the organization Saul was not born again at the time but we felt very confident that he was the right man for the job He had graduated high school in California and moved back to Honduras right after that He had worked for another bilingual school in our area prior to applying for work with us Saul was a gentle man and a great third grade teacher At one point during morning devotions Saul prayed and received Jesus 180

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18 A Testament to The Plans of God Now we have received not the spirit of the world but the spirit which is of God that we might know the things that are freely given to us of God 1 Corinthians 2 12 It was late January 2013 and Kim Stephens was in Honduras with women from her church to run a women s conference It was early Saturday morning and I was with Rosa our pastor s wife at the church getting things prepared for the conference when Sarah Matoon called me in tears She had received a call the night before that both Saul and Jorge had been in a car accident Saul died immediately and Jorge died within a few days While Jorge was in the hospital our teachers visited him almost every day to see and pray for him When Jorge passed away one week later telling the children about their beloved teacher s passing was one of the hardest things we had to do Both men were dearly loved by both the kids and the staff God was faithful and sent people to replace them in the classrooms Earlier that year the Stephens family arrived We had known Sean and Stephanie from a previous mission trip They came to serve long term at the Village and Stephanie taught at the preschool at the Village She graciously stepped into Saul s place at the school with her daughter Eliza and was a great source of healing for the kids In addition a young man from the Vancouver Washington area came to volunteer for just a few months at the school Brandon had no experience as a teacher and was actually a

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AMY SERRANO deep sea fisherman in Alaska He was a far cry from a fifth and sixth grade teacher but he was just the right person that God wanted at the time God used these people in amazing ways to show His great faithfulness One more of the young men who we had found living on the streets back in 2003 was now a married man This time it was Norman His brother came to the Village first and then asked us to take in his younger brother Manuel Both were living on the streets Manuel and Norman spent their early years in a home with a loving mother but a very harsh alcoholic dad When they could no longer stand the abuse they headed for the streets Norman had been living behind the market in Puerto Cortes None of the original five boys wanted to come and live with us at first but after the death of their friend Edgar they realized that time was not on their side When Norman was eighteen he left the Village and started working to help his mom However he always stayed very close to the ministry He continued to come to church and the youth group He started dating his girlfriend Paola even before he left H2H In a small ceremony at our church Oscar and I had the honor of marrying the couple Norman and Paola continue to serve in the church today The school was doing very well growing and gaining popularity in our community so government regulations required that we add certain new classrooms We prayed that we would get the 15 000 we needed to start to expand the school in order to meet the government regulations One thing that you must understand about H2H is that we never sit around on our hands If we are given 5 to buy some shoes they are purchased on the way home from the bank If we are given 100 000 to build a school eight months later we are opening the school In December 2012 we got a visit from the couple who had donated the 100 000 for the school the previous year I think all we had accomplished was a bit of a shock for them We drove them to what was now an amazing center of education and discipleship for 200 children I know they expected us to use the money for what it was intended but I don t think they thought we would get it done 182

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ANSWERING COMPASSION S CALL so quickly As a result of their visit they donated the 50 000 we needed to put the entire third floor on the school building and open the school to more students True to our nature we began the work right away Since school was in session the work went on at night From 6 00 pm to 6 00 am each night the construction of the third floor went on with lightning speed Within a few months we had classrooms for 100 more students We were now in our third year of hosting Bruce Van Natta s Sweet Bread Ministries Bruce Carlson and St Luke s Lutheran Church for crusades in Puerto Cortes After much prayer we felt that the Lord really wanted us to do something different in 2013 with the crusade We decided to invite two popular Spanish worship leaders to perform The first night we invited Danny Berrios If any of you know much about Spanish music you will know that he has been a worship leader for more than two decades On the second night we invited Milton Valle a charismatic worship leader from La Ceiba Honduras Putting on a large crusade is no small task The work starts months in advance We rented the Puerto Cortes soccer stadium which seats 7 000 people only because there was nothing bigger in town On the first night of the crusade over 7 000 people packed the stadium and more than 2 000 were standing outside unable to come in due to the lack of space That afternoon when Danny Berrios arrived from Miami he was ill but was still able to sing Bruce got up and gave his testimony and then it was time for Bruce Carlson to go up and give the altar call The moment he got up to speak the heavens broke open and a huge storm with driving rain began to fall People began to leave the stadium Bruce Van Natta ran up to the stage grabbed the microphone and told the people not to leave but to stay and pray He began to rebuke the rain and each person present began to call out to God to stop the rain There was no change so Bruce said let s pray again and prayed Then Paula Graves began to blow the shofar She took a deep breath and blew for nearly fifteen seconds By the time she had finished the rain stopped completely what an incredible merciful God 183

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AMY SERRANO The crusade went on and thousands came down on the field for salvation infilling of the Holy Spirit healing and deliverance One of our volunteers who did not really believe in this came forward and was filled with the Holy Spirit Just before we had to leave Mary and my daughter Rachel were praying for some people who came up to them Rachel was thirteen and was interpreting for Mary who did not speak Spanish A mother with a young daughter who appeared to be about five or six and another older daughter asked them to pray for the younger daughter to be able to speak since she had been mute since birth They prayed and she left praising God out loud and with her mother and sister in tears Next a young man with a broken collar bone approached them and asked for healing prayer His arm was in a sling on the side of his broken collar bone and as he spoke he was in great pain and just barely moving the arm As they prayed he raised the arm in the sling to the heavens in thanks and praise to God The crusade had also been televised and was seen in 50 000 homes When Oscar was at the bank the next week the teller who served him told him that he had been in an accident and could not go to the crusade but watched it from his home He said that the miracle of the rain stopping was remarkable We firmly believe in miracles but we don t want to call everything a miracle After all rain can just stop It doesn t need to be an act of God However the man at the bank told Oscar that from where he lives he has a bird s eye view of the stadium He said that he went outside to see what was happening You could clearly see rain falling all over Puerto Cortes and something that looked like a hole over the Stadium where it was not raining The truth is he is not the only one who reported the very same thing and it was also reported on the news Many people said they could see an opening over the stadium that night where no rain was falling However in the rest of Puerto Cortes it rained nonstop all night When the team was leaving they ran into Danny Berrios at the airport Danny was raised in a Baptist home the son of a Baptist minister and admitted that he did not often believe in miracles However he became a believer that day The next night he was 184

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ANSWERING COMPASSION S CALL signing at an outdoor concert in Siguatepeque Honduras when again it stated to rain and the people began to leave He told the crowd You can all leave but let me tell you what I saw last night He encouraged the people to pray He told us with joy that the same thing happened The rain miraculously stopped and the concert went on Yes we are missionaries Yes we live in a very rural part of a very rural country but farmers we are not We have tried on many occasions but have failed every time Our first attempt was back in the early days It began with cows We weren t looking for cows We were looking for wood All the finish work on the boys home in Tegucigalpita such as the door and window frames is made of a precious wood that we bought from an elderly man who owns a large amount of property in Omoa County in northern Honduras Northern Honduras is a tropical rain forest so that basically means you can t cut a blade of grass without going through an act of congress After two months and hundreds of dollars spent going through court documents and attaining permissions we now had the legal right to cut down a few trees in the jungle and build the doors and window frames at the Village In the documentation we had to present the precise location where the trees would be cut and prove that they would be replanted The man s property in the documents was not measured in acres but in kilometers In our dealings with this gentleman he told us that he also had cows and could sell us a pregnant one for the cost of only one cow Great we thought we ll get two cows for the price of one Well it would have been if we had known what we were doing We brought the cow home that night and were now the proud owners of livestock We were so excited about our new pet The next morning our night watchman came upon a scene none of us wanted to see Our seven month pregnant mommy cow was lying dead in the field She was big and clumsy and had stepped in a hole fallen and broken her neck She was still warm when the guard found her so there was still time to butcher her and have her at least for her meat 185

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AMY SERRANO At that time we did not have a freezer large enough to hold such a large animal We had 400 dollars that had been sent down for something else but due to the situation we had to use the funds to purchase a second hand freezer It is still in the boy s house today We are not farmers and apparently nor are we butchers The cow was crash butchered in a rush so that she could be put into the freezer as soon as possible The calf was already dead Because the cow had not been hung to drain the blood let s just say the meat was a bloody mess I share all of this to bring home the fact that we are horrible farmers We also tried chickens fish and pigs All failed terribly for their own respective reasons We have also done some planting but the failure of the planting was not really our fault In Tegucigalpita we have two strikes against us even in farming The first strike is the amount of rain that we get Many crops cannot grow on land that is so wet The second strike is since we are just a few miles from the coast once you go down a few feet you hit sand Go down another few fee t and you hit saltwater Even so we have always felt the need to be more self sufficient at our Village It would be good to know that even if all funding from donors stopped we could still feed our kids I think that God has the same thing in mind and He shines through his church and through His people It was this same year that we were contacted by two of our board members who are also involved with another organization called the Fellows Program The Fellows Program is a discipleship program that serves college graduates who are seeking a way to use their education and training for the Kingdom of God Each year the organization takes on a group of young men and women who desire to serve God and the program even includes an overseas project The project goal is to provide an overseas mission with a sustainable project that will benefit those that the ministry serves The Fellows Program offered to come to Honduras and do something wonderful for H2H They were going to build an Aquaponics system at the Village For those of you who are not familiar with what an Aquaponics system is it is a garden system 186

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ANSWERING COMPASSION S CALL that grows vegetables in water fertilized by fish who live in the water of the system It was May of 2013 when the first Fellows team came down to build and install the system The young man who came down to assemble the system was an Aquaponics professional from California by the name of John John was a good hearted guy who loved kids and loved what we were doing but did not yet know Jesus One day as John was working very hard in the heat of the day a very strange thing began to happen John began to sweat blood a very rare medical condition called hemosiderosis It is caused by extreme stress on the body or mind As you may remember there was a very famous account of another case of hemosiderosis It occurred when our Lord Jesus was in the garden knowing that he was soon going to face death John had never heard of this and it was explained to him that Jesus had experienced the same thing That night John spoke with his mother on the phone and explained that fact to her extremely proud of the fact that he had also suffered for Jesus By the end of the week Kim Stephens who was in Honduras at the time was sitting down at breakfast with John She asked him if he wanted to give his heart to Jesus and after all that he had seen learned and felt throughout the week his answer was yes At the breakfast table he prayed with Kim and received Jesus in his heart The next day our crusade team arrived in Honduras and John was baptized in the Caribbean Sea An Aquaponics system is very complicated and we had the blessing of having an actual agricultural specialist from Washington State advising us throughout the process Deanne and Tim Converse are from the same town as Mary Frenter and worked closely with us on the system They eventually came down the next year to help us get the system running well and then came down several subsequent times to check on it When running at full capacity it will supply vegetables enough for the one hundred plus people who we feed each day We are so thankful to Scott and Lisa Closner and the Fellows Program With nearly one hundred children summer vacation from school can be a very dangerous time When you start talking about 187

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AMY SERRANO two months with no school and nothing to do it is a recipe for disaster The school Easter break this year we had made the mistake of not having an organized program for the children but this time we were going to be smarter We decided that we needed to run a summer camp program at the Village and this was going to be our first year We started by hiring a man from our church who would be at the Village each day Monday through Saturday The camp was structured just like any summer camp a child might go to It included recreation teaching Bible study prayer worship soccer art music and outings to beaches rivers movies and museums The program was a resounding success As I write this we are in the third year of running our summer camp at the Village I am excited to see what God does this year Overall 2013 was a remarkable testament to the plans that God has for these children He has gone to great lengths to show us the plans that He has for them and cost is not a factor to be considered It is Easter season as I write this and I am reminded of the great love of God As we look at the needs of the kids and consider how to fulfill the commission that God gave to us for them we remember what we were called to do God did not ask us to put a roof over their heads food in their mouths and give them a bed to sleep in God simply asked us to rescue them There is a huge difference and we have always understood that We were not to rescue them and be their saviors Our role was to make sure they were not forced into the lives of their former destinies This ministry serves a great purpose and that is to show these remarkable children the living breathing love of God There is not a price tag that can be put on that We are to show them that there was a day many many centuries ago when God needed to show His love for us At that moment cost was not an issue to be considered either God will move any mountain span any gap and go any distance for you His beloved The Village the school and the clinic are all God s way of saying You are precious to Me and I will go any distance to care for you Thank you Jesus for loving these kids 188

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19 A Peek at Christmas at the Village And thou shalt have joy and gladness and many shall rejoice at his birth Luke 1 14 What comes to mind when you hear the word Christmas For me Christmas is simply magical I think this goes back to some very precious childhood memories of the holiday It didn t happen very often maybe once or twice but one of my most precious memories of Christmas is a party at my aunt s house I must have been very young but the event was fantastic Each year I would get a new Christmas dress and some sort of Christmas jewelry The party was usually the Saturday before Christmas and I was given my new dress and jewelry that very special night At the party my aunt s house was beautifully decorated and everyone was dressed to the nines On the table was a glorious banquet of delicious foods Christmas music was playing in the background and the atmosphere was full of a beautiful welcoming spirit Our family was all together and we were celebrating the holiday and each other We children were given hot chocolate with peppermint and marshmallows and then at the end of the night we were all given our gifts I will hold those memories in my heart for all my life Years later after his kids had all moved out I noticed that my dad didn t even put up a tree anymore When I asked him at what

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AMY SERRANO point he become such a Scrooge he told me the following Well honey Christmas is for children After you all moved on I really didn t care to go to so much bother anymore At this point I realized all the clothes the food the parties and the magic had one purpose and that was to bless the children in the family It was to create wonderful memories for us It is vital to life and health to hold these good memories In times of hardships and difficulties they give us the strength of heart that we need to go on God knows these kids have a multitude of bad memories to fill their minds and it is put upon us to bring in good and precious memories to challenge them Christmas is a perfect time to make that happen Each Christmas we have a goal in mind let s make it awesome for our kids Currently we have ninety eight children in our care so we start planning many many months before Christmas Through various holiday fundraisers we try to raise 100 per child or about 10 000 This covers several things a new Christmas outfit and shoes for each kid a Christmas and a New Year s meal a gift for each kid and fire works for our New Year s party In November of each year we host what we call the Christmas Prep and Quincea era team The team helps prepare the Christmas sacks with the gifts for each child and puts up Christmas trees and decorations at each house Each year the kids get to make an ornament that they put on the trees as part of the decorations Afterwards I save the ornaments in hope to give them to the kids when they turn eighteen so that they can share them with their own kids We also do Christmas cookies with Grandma Mary every year Often when I ask the kids what their favorite time of year is they say either Summer Soccer Camp or Christmas cookie time Mary Frenter our H2H President was an elementary school teacher for nearly 36 years She does something that most people would not even attempt When the Christmas cookies are made they are done in a forty gallon plastic wash bin Pounds and pounds of flour sugar and butter are used and about 500 cookies are produced It is a tremendous mess but fantastic fun As each child enters the cookie making room they are doused with flour from head to toe They are 192

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ANSWERING COMPASSION S CALL required to eat some of the dough and to lavishly give flour hugs to any and all participants After the baking is done amazing works of art are produced with the colored frostings and sprinkles which often bedecks their hair and faces as well Several days before Christmas an amazing tradition gets started One part of the traditional meals for Christmas in Honduras is tamales If you have never made them they are very labor intensive Corn is grown harvested and ground It is then cooked down for several hours until it is made into a paste Chickens are boiled in spices and veggies are cooked Then hundreds of banana leaves are cut and the fun begins It usually takes the effort of the entire Village to start assembling the wonderful meal in a leaf concoction The first step is to open the banana leaves and spread the corn meal mix Then you layer in the chicken and veggies roll and tie up each individual tamale and then boil them We usually make about 300 to 400 tamales each Christmas Christmas in Honduras is usually celebrated on the night of the 24th rather than on the 25th The festivities begin around noon on the 24th What we normally do is break Christmas down mentally into two different time blocs The noon to midnight section is for our kids under twelve years old and from midnight on it turns into our teen party For all our kids thirteen and over we first speak with them and ask for their help in giving the younger kids a wonderful Christmas We divide them into groups and form teams There is the set up and decoration team There is the team that helps to serve the snack Then there are the game crew the dinner servers the desert servers and the cleanup crew We ask them to help with the understanding that they will be rewarded with an amazing teen party after midnight The day starts with games designed for the younger kids For the babies and toddlers it is the Christmas Story time for the girls it is a dance revolution dance off and for the boys it is soccer or foosball Around 3 00 pm the kids break for a snack like candied apples After snack they go to shower and to prepare for the party while the staff and volunteers get to work setting up The older girls help 193

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AMY SERRANO the younger girls getting prepared with polished nails and toes braided hair and best dresses The boys all come in their new ties and freshly shined shoes We do not allow our staff or volunteers to come in shorts or sweatpants This is a very special event and we want the kids to see that all our staff comes nicely dressed as well since it is a formal dinner We start the evening as all our kids are escorted into the gathering area dressed like little kings and queens There is no hint of street children at this party all are beloved children with a loving family We start the evening with some Christmas songs a prayer and then we all move to the dining area where several tables have been decorated with candlelight and Christmas decorations Then the meal is served The traditional Christmas meal in Honduras is pork leg with rice salad and bread We all sit together all 150 or so of us and have dinner together as a family It is all our present kids as well as many of our kids who grew up with us and now have families of their own all of our house mommies staff volunteers and even some church members Then it is time to move back to our gathering area and each grade has a special song dance or drama prepared Then we bring out the Happy Birthday Jesus cake After the presentation it s time to give the presents with the guest Santa Each child is called up one by one to receive their gift bag of presents by the person dressed up as Santa After the gifts are received and opened we spread mats and blankets on the floor and play a Christmas movie while we serve popcorn and hot chocolate with peppermint and marshmallows By the time the movie is over it is near midnight and all the children twelve and under head to bed The teens by this time have helped us tremendously and are in for a real treat themselves While the teen children are getting ready a team of our volunteers return to the boy s house and decorate and prepare for an all night teen party We have music photo booth food and drinks games and activities Usually the night wraps up and everyone is sent to bed around 4 00 am It is a great deal of work but a truly amazing time We finish out the year with another wonderful celebration 194

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ANSWERING COMPASSION S CALL New Years It begins with a very special meal of baked chicken Then we light the bonfire and it is time to start the s mores All of us go out to the basketball court and light firecrackers At midnight we gather around the dining hall and count down to the New Year and then make a toast with all the kids At this point the younger kids head to bed and the older children stay awake for the movie that was made highlighting the amazing things that God had done that year for our kids Christmas and New Year s will always be very special days in the life of our kids It is a thrill and an honor to be part of something so joyful Christmas celebrates the special gift of God s Son coming into the world and the New Year celebrates new beginnings We love to make this a special observance of all that means not just on those days but every day 195

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20 God s Perfect Plan Trust in the Lord with all thine heart and lean not unto thine own understanding In all thy ways acknowledge him and he shall direct thy paths Proverbs 3 5 6 In January of 2014 Gary and Ashley Kwasney who had helped to start the school were moving back to the United States Mary Frenter and her husband Lyle were moving to Honduras and Mary would be the new principal of the school Mary never liked that we named our school the Mary Frenter bilingual school She thought it should be named Heart to Heart like all our other endeavors We only kept the name because years earlier we needed a name for the home school project we did at the Village and used her name for that Later things had changed in the school system but it would take thousands of dollars to change the name so it needed to stay For the record Mary still has not forgiven us Mary and Lyle moved into our home with us so there were now twenty one of us Life in our home was wonderful Shortly after that Gerardo and Alana Ramirez moved down to Honduras to help at the school as well as with our teenagers We had known Gerardo for many years he was a teenager in youth group at the church that we pastored in Washington State years before It was a new church that had no musicians to lead worship so Oscar asked sixteen year old Gerardo if he wanted to learn to play the bass

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AMY SERRANO Gerardo later went on to college to study music and married Alana He had come to Honduras many times over the years but now he and Alana were living and serving full time in Honduras At that point Jordan Gerardo Alana and Mikaela who was also a volunteer at the school told us they wanted to return to Honduras the next year but not as teachers They wanted to have a different role in our kids lives especially the teens What they wanted to do was to live with the kids and help our teens prepare for life outside of H2H It was decided that Jordan Gerardo and Alana would live at a rented home in Puerto Cortes and our teen boys would live with them Mikaela would live at the teen girls home and run a discipleship program in our home Everyone went back to the states in June of 2014 but returned to Honduras to initiate the programs in the fall of 2014 It is amazing to see how God works everything out in His timing Right before Mary moved down H2H moved from a room in Mary s home to a brand new office space in Clackamas Oregon Kim Stephens and Lisa Closner would be running the office We did not know it at the time but this all happened so that Mary could make the permanent move to Honduras So H2H ministry supporters we are now officially Oregonians It was during the summer of 2014 that crisis hit Honduras yet again Actually it had hit years before It was just that the effects were now coming to light Each night on the news we heard the stories of the tens of thousands of migrant children from Central America who were making their way completely alone all the way to the US border For many of the kids from Honduras it was a twothousand mile journey By the end of the summer of 2014 it was estimated that nearly 100 000 children had left Honduras to make their way to the United States The journey is extremely dangerous Many are taken by travel guides called coyotes For a very high fee they will take you from your home country to the United States Many times they are working with the criminal syndicates in Mexico and unfortunately many of the kids don t make it They are raped killed sold or just perish somewhere in the desert 198

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ANSWERING COMPASSION S CALL Why was this happening Why would a mother or father send their child into almost guaranteed catastrophe As I mentioned in previous chapters Honduras had fallen into complete chaos a few years before and the country was now overrun by crime Mothers had no way to protect their children Local law enforcement was simply outgunned Many people saw sending their children to the United States as their only option to save them This was not the challenge of a handful of families but literally tens of thousands That fall we met a family that was on the verge of that same desperate situation Oscar worked on our coffee plantation in a village up in the mountains of Honduras and came to know this family He understood that the mother wanted to send her children to the United States to keep them safe Their father was a gang member and had been killed The rival gang had gone to the mother and told her that the father owed them a debt If she did not pay it they would take the kids Oscar told the mother not to send them he offered her the option that they could come live with us We were many hours away and they would be safe In the end the mother did not send them to the United States and they are now living safely in our Village We were now into our seventh year of financial shortfall and had all but stopped taking in new kids Our January medical team was invited by an old friend Dr Nelly Hernandez to visit the public orphanage in San Pedro Sula where she worked We went with all our volunteer staff and the medical personnel who were on the team Three very special children grabbed our hearts on that trip The first was a two year old little boy named Josu David Josu had a very deformed lip and scars on his neck and chest when we met him In fact his bottom lip was completely gone in one section He had to wear a bib when he ate and to protect his clothes from his constant drooling We were told by the directors of the orphanage that his alcoholic father had bit his lip off in an angry rage His neck and chest were covered in burn marks It was apparent that this child had suffered very severe abuse We felt right away that Josu David belonged at H2H so we made our request known to the government They began to prepare 199

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AMY SERRANO his paperwork immediately While on that visit we met two precious little girls Alejandra and Osiris Osiris had just arrived at the public orphanage two weeks earlier She was a street kid in its purest form Osiris lived off the garbage and whatever the locals would put into her begging little hands to eat and live When the medical team treated Osiris she had extreme anemia The other child we met that day was Alejandra She stood out in the crowd as she was a blond haired blue eyed petite six year old As we were leaving that day Oscar struck up a conversation with this shy little girl and she told him that her mom did not love her anymore and threw her away She asked Oscar if he could go and find her mother and bring her back home Oscar s heart was so broken He said I don t know where to find your mother but would you like to come live with me She told him No I want to go with my mom but she doesn t love me anymore Oscar said But I can see if you can come and live with me Crying this time she said No I don t want to go home with you I want my mommy to love me and take me back home Oscar told her Okay maybe I will try to find your mom He knew that we never could As Oscar was getting up to leave the house mommies of the orphanage had called all the children to come eat lunch As Alejandra turned to go to the lunchroom she ran back to Oscar and said Okay never mind please take me home with you today I hate this place Now he had really done it We could not just walk out the door with her there was a legal process that would have to take place first He told her that he would tell the people in charge to get all her things ready and he would come back for her She said Please no Take me with you now I don t want to be here We simply could not do that as much as we would like to She latched herself onto Oscar and would not let go The house mommies came and took her screaming and crying to the lunchroom As we were walking out to the parking lot you could hear her crying all the way from the lunchroom We could not allow that to happen so we went to work right away We applied to gain custody of Josu David Alejandra and Osiris The day finally came about two months later when the 200

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ANSWERING COMPASSION S CALL court called and told us to come pick them up It was awesome to walk into the orphanage that day We have done many rescues but this felt especially great because we had made a promise to a little girl who really needed to see an example of faithfulness It was not a surprise the children were all ready to leave Both little girls were in pretty dresses and Josu David was oblivious to the whole thing When we walked through the doors and Alejandra and Osiris were standing there holding hands the smile on Alejandra s face was enormous Oscar put his arms around her and said What did I tell you I told you I would be back for you Knowing Josu David s history I was expecting him to be withdrawn and fearful of people after all the degree of abuse he had suffered would make any child socially withdrawn and shy away from anyone especially strangers However the ride home from the San Pedro Sula orphanage went completely to the contrary We had the girls ride in the back seat and Josu David rode in my lap As he looked out the window every animal we passed was a vaca or a cow It could have been a horse or a dog or a pig but he pointed to it and said vaca We pulled into a fried chicken restaurant to get some lunch and he ate and then joined the girls on the playground When they arrived at the Village he immediately found the soccer ball and went right to work kicking it around the playground Since that day all three children have done great Operation Smile in Honduras has operated on Josu David s lip and will continue to do a few procedures over the next few years but he is now able to eat and drink without a bib 201

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21 Jubilee Coffee But my God shall supply all your need according to his riches in glory by Christ Jesus Philippians 4 19 Several year ago one of our volunteer visitors and longtime friend of the ministry Eric Smith purchased a fifty acre piece of property in the mountains in prime coffee country so that H2H could grow coffee as a way to raise funds to sustain the ministry Over the years we developed this project and planted most of the area with coffee In the fall of 2014 we got our first crop of coffee Oscar went with the boys that summer to build a storage building and living quarters for the caretakers of the farm The vision for the coffee business is still in the works as I write this We are hoping to export coffee to the states to further support the ministry One of the great things about this vision is that we want it to be something that our children are involved in through each stage of the process We want them to own this as it is really theirs The process of producing coffee is very exciting from beginning to end There is the growth and care of the plants the picking and cleaning of the beans the roasting and packaging of the coffee and the sale and exporting We want to offer our kids a business to be part of as they grow up and beyond Some of our kids have expressed interest in studying business management while others would like

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AMY SERRANO to study agriculture We are excited to see what God is going to do with all of this It was now May 2014 and it was time for our Crusade team to return In 2013 the crusade was large and ministered to many people yet this year we felt God calling us into a very different direction Several years ago I was watching a worship service performed by a well known worship group The service was spectacular The sound and lighting were perfect The worship was spirit filled and the place of worship was very inviting As I began to worship and feel the amazement of such an event a thought came into my head Why is it that only the wealthy can enjoy something like this We decided that this year it would be an incredible idea to take the crusade to a community that would never be able to travel or afford to put on something like that We decided to take the crusade to the poorest of the poor in the high mountain villages of Honduras The two villages that we focused on were Concepci n del Sur and Las Flores Both were villages that we had a long history with and that we had ministered to several times in the past The crusade was both challenging and a breakthrough There was quite a bit of strain between members of the team but what was accomplished in the spirit realm was tremendous To truly understand this you must understand the spiritual social and political backbone of many of these mountain communities In both communities you were either on one side or the other and there was no middle ground What I am referring to is religion and fighting for territory Nothing is sadder than seeing Christians and even pastors who will have nothing to do with each other at best and fighting gossiping about and dishonoring each other at worst Churches fight over theology and they fight over members Those who are of a different denomination have nothing to do with those of other denominations Even those in common denominations often fight over the sheep The situation is very sad and it leaves the general public thinking Why bother One thing that the crusade did was call together all the local churches of every Christian denomination Even the members of our team said that this was an amazing 204

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ANSWERING COMPASSION S CALL event What happened the night before the crusade was nothing short of a miracle Over seventy pastors and church leaders all gathered together crying out to God for forgiveness and revival Each person spoke and asked for forgiveness of the other and there were many hugs and handshakes The pastors and leaders said that they had never seen or experienced anything like it Pastors and leaders went up one by one and asked for forgiveness and reconciled with each other At the crusade several people were healed and God did many miracles Nearly 1 000 people received Jesus as their savior We continue to work closely with each community and plan to send in teams and groups in the future who can make sure that things don t return to as they were and that the new believers can be discipled We also had our first optometry team that year Dr Jim Ogden of Goldendale Washington had history with H2H many many years ago Lyle Frenter Mary s husband used to drive a school bus and six year old little Jim was one of his passengers Dr Jim who had done mission work in many other countries around the world had now contacted H2H to see if we would be interested in him coming with a team from his church to provide glasses for our kids and for members of the church We were interested Dr Jim came with our old friends Gary and Sylvia Thacker with a group of mighty men and woman at his side and did eye exams on all our kids For those who needed glasses he let them choose from the many frames he had brought down and then returned to the US and put their prescriptions in their chosen frames A few weeks later all our kids who needed them had new glasses Dr Jim plans to come back to Honduras every other year to check our kid s eyes and update their glasses This was also another year for a glorious and fantastic first our first wedding at the Village We had married couples in the past many of them our own kids but no one up until that time had ever had their wedding at the Village Our own Jensi came to live at the Village when she was twelve years old with her two younger sisters She came to live with us due to abuse from her stepfather Jensi went through high school graduated from cosmetology school and at 205

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AMY SERRANO nineteen was now working at our school as an office assistant She met her boyfriend Angel two years earlier in the youth group at our church In September 2014 the couple decided to marry and wanted to do it at home at the Village Now I have been to many weddings in my lifetime some of them I have even officiated but this was the best most beautiful wedding I had ever been to I realize that I am biased but let s look at the facts of this wonderful wedding Jensi had a terrible life but had been brought to this place to be rescued and restored by God God had done amazing things in her life and now He had brought a person into her life who knew everything about her loved her very much and the Village was where their life together would start The Village is a place like no other The bonds of love and friendship that form there are deep And though they are not blood family the children raised there are bonded to each other in a much deeper way Though they fight as all siblings do when one laughs all laugh when one cries all cry They mourn their losses together and they celebrate their victories together When Jensi went down the aisle she had her sisters and every girl who lived with her in the teen girl s discipleship house every boy from the teen boy s discipleship house as well as Angel s sisters in the wedding Almost every child in the Village had a special part in the celebration The decorations were simple balloons and the food was just chicken It was nothing much to see until you looked beneath the surface It was the beautiful arrangement of family and friends and supporters I have never been in such an atmosphere of love and joy Angel married into a huge wonderful and very strange family The ministry has grown and evolved in so many ways over the past sixteen years It is amazing to look across the church on a Sunday morning and see two to three hundred amazing stories Some were children who were once abused abandoned or trafficked some were people from the community who had been former gang members prostitutes or alcoholics While others were foreigners to this land who had been called from their comfortable homes in the United States or abroad to minister here We were all 206

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22 Amy s Dream And they brought unto him also infants that he would touch them but when his disciples saw it they rebuked them But Jesus called them unto him and said Suffer little children to come unto me and forbid them not for of such is the kingdom of God Luke 18 15 16 As I mentioned in previous chapters in 2007 we were donated land in the mountain village of Concepci n del Sur When we were initially given the land it was at a time that the ministry was so strapped financially that we could not even consider working there But by 2013 the mayor was beginning to say that we really needed to move forward as he had donated land that was purchased with community funds and donated it to us in good faith six years ago We decided that we would bring most of our board up to the village to see for themselves so that we could see how to proceed In November of 2013 we brought a large percentage of our board to the village Many of them were not even board members back in 2007 when the land was donated and were not very connected to the idea When we arrived we met the mayor and saw the land We decided to pray over the land and went out there with a young man who worked at the city hall After the time of prayer Kim and Rick asked the man if he knew Jesus and led him to the Lord right there on the mountain The land we had been donated was beautiful and you could see two different states from there The elevation of Concepci n del Sur is around 3 000 feet so it is right at the foot of coffee country and offers stunning views of Honduras in

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AMY SERRANO all directions Behind the city is Santa Barbara National Park at the top of Mount Santa Barbara which stands at about 10 000 feet Four board members were on that team and all felt that it was now time to move forward with developing Concepci n del Sur This was very hard on our board and this was one of the defining issues that caused our board to split in 2014 We were still hurting so badly financially and going into this new project appeared to be reckless to many supporters of H2H But we knew that it was where God was leading us and so we went forward The next team to visit Honduras was our crusade team Bruce Van Natta and Tom and Paula Graves were on that team We explained to them where the land came from and what the vision was Initially we offered to let Bruce s ministry Sweet Bread Ministries completely take it over He told us he would pray about it and get back to us Within a few weeks we did get an answer back from Bruce but it was not an easy one You see so that tensions would ease on the board we had hoped that we could wash our hands of Concepci n del Sur If someone else were to take it then the problem would be solved Bruce went right to prayer and fasting and asked for the help of his ministry partners to do the same Bruce called me one afternoon and told me he had an answer Some of his prayer partners said that after a time of prayer that it should happen while others said you are not to do it Bruce felt the words were so conflicting that he needed further clarity so he took another week to pray What he felt that God revealed to him was that it needed to happen but Bruce was not the one to spearhead it It was H2H s to do These were words I knew deep in my soul were true but had hoped were not Not that I didn t want to go into Concepci n del Sur I most definitely did Before all this conflict had happened Oscar had taken me up there and I had a chance to stand alone on the property Oscar had gone alone with the mayor to look at a river that ran down at the bottom of the property I sat there on a rock all alone in the middle of the property for about thirty minutes and just prayed In my spirit I could see hundreds of children running all over it and the feeling that came over me was one of safety Whatever was going 210

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ANSWERING COMPASSION S CALL to happen at this place was going to be amazing and God was giving it to Bruce I mourned losing it as I thought we had at that time My only concern was that the board was already fractured and tensions were running deep regarding our already strained budget I knew this would push us over the edge As those words yes it must be done but you must do it came out of Bruce s mouth I felt both released and worried Relieved in the sense of knowing that we were doing what God wanted us to do but worried knowing that we had major financial and logistical issues to overcome Did we have money when we first came down to Honduras No Did we have money when we broke ground on any of our buildings except for the school No So in the end this was God s problem Bruce told us that he thought that we should contact his friend Tom Stammon of Impact Ministries and see if we could work with him to getting funding for the building After a series of meetings Tom agreed that he wanted to work with us in finding the funding for building the new center Pastor Tom and Paula sent funds to help get things started After working in the town for a while we realized that the need in the town was a bit different than we had thought Up until this point we had believed we would replicate in Concepci n del Sur a model of the ministry that we already had in Puerto Cortes Concepci n del Sur is a very small village in the mountains of Santa Barbara Honduras The population is not large and the villagers are very poor Many are farmers who often go away from their homes all day or for days at a time leave their small children at home alone This was the case of one family we met The mayor was very concerned for this family because the mother had run off with another man about a year before and the dad was left alone with his children The oldest child was a ten year old girl who was now mom to the toddlers and babies in the family The ten year old daughter was brought to meet us and she looked and dressed like a sixteenyear old girl Her face was covered with makeup and she had large hoop earrings in her ears All of this was evidence that adulthood had been pushed on her way too early 211

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AMY SERRANO She told us that she enjoyed being mom in the home but the mayor was very concerned as she was home alone for days at a time with small children The girl was not in school and some of the neighbors felt that she was depressed and perhaps even suicidal But the issue was she had a dad and was not in danger This family did not need to be split up They just needed some help The dad told us that the thought of losing his kids was more than he could handle As we investigated the unique needs of this community we realized that this was just one of many families like this in that community After a time of prayer for direction we decided that we would move forward not as a children s home but as a place of refuge for those kids needing care while their parents were working We decided that we would build a facility that would include a large area where we would meet to worship and pray with the kids That area would also be an area where they could be served two good meals a day We would build classrooms where the kids would have bible study computer class art class music class English class and whatever else we could give them that would enrich and bless their lives We would also build a medical clinic so that we could give them medical and dental care It would be a daycare in a sense where the kids could go to be cared for while their parents were at work We began the program in January of 2015 with rented building space donated by the City Hall There were 180 children who received English class computer class and daily devotionals with bible study praise and worship and prayer Today we are beginning construction of the center We will be partnering with Impact Ministries and Sweet Bread Ministries to help what we hope will be hundreds of children in that community This will be the first of what will be many Restoration Centers that we will build all over Honduras wherever the Lord leads Please pray with us that God will touch the hearts of the wounded Honduran children Please pray that He would send laborers into the field and would give us the strength and the anointing to reach the ones that His heart breaks for 212

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ANSWERING COMPASSION S CALL We don t ever call it good enough We don t sit on our hands We don t take siestas If there is even one more child out there in need it is too many and we will not rest until that child is taken care of There was only one thing standing in the way of us going out and taking in and caring for even more children and that was money You can only take in the amount you can feed right When we could no longer stand the situation we decided enough is enough In November of 2014 our family left Honduras for six months to come to the states and make a major fundraising push for H2H ministries We started on the east coast visiting our friends from Washington D C Boston New York Tennessee Louisiana Washington Oregon Wisconsin and Missouri Except for Easter Sunday we spoke at a different church each weekend for six months I wish I could say that we found lots of support through this effort I was saddened to see how little concern there was We had hoped to raise the monthly income of the ministry by 5 000 a month which would be an addition of about 100 new 50 per month sponsors We did not think it would be too difficult and we spoke to nearly 5 000 people over the six month period We did radio interviews and reached out to as many people as we could however the response was very sad God began to put into my heart a message that we began to preach at each church we visited and that was a message of compassion I simply shared my testimony of how God called me from being a person who could not see the need to being someone who understood it fully At that point the response became amazing I think I have always loved the church but I loved her even more at that time God gave me eyes to see what He saw in the church power and potential To realize that if the knowledge that Jesus Christ is savior lays in me then in me lays the power to save the world We become angry with God and ask If you are so great then why all the starving children abuse and injustice in the world Why don t you do something about it His response is I did do something about it I created the force and the power to change it all and that force and power is called the church The truth is the 213

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AMY SERRANO church has enough resources power love and truth to be the answer to the hurting of the world What happened Could it be that compassion is no longer with us Could it be that the enemy has robbed us of the victory that is ours I can say I love you and do nothing in response to that but I can t say I have compassion for you and do nothing Compassion is a gift that once received can never go back the other way It changes you for life and turns you into someone different who no longer can look upon the injustices and do nothing Compassion turns you into a person who no longer cares about building your own personal kingdom in this life but rather spends your life to be the church in this dark hurting world Compassion is filled with holy anger It is angry that the devil has taken so much territory It declares in a loud bold voice not on my watch Compassion is the ability to feel the hurt and need of others And this big beautiful body of Christ has lost the precious treasure of being the holders of compassion As I walk into glorious worship centers with sound systems that cost thousands of dollars yet I can t feed the orphans I cry Where is the church But as we speak in the churches something becomes abundantly clear the church is compassionate it s just forgotten how to express it Or rather it has been stolen by the enemy If He can get us so focused on playing Church and keeping up with the Joneses so to speak in church life he knows we will stop giving to what is truly valuable If you don t believe me then don t just take my word for it let s look into the word of God In the book of Revelation God speaks to the seven churches of Revelation In chapters two and three He is speaking to churches that actually existed in those times However most theologians agree that what is really being spoken of is a message to the church throughout the ages In each church there is either a praise or a criticism for the church often a mixture of both However there is one church that receives no praise and only rebuke It is the church of Laodicea the last church in the end times or in other words us It s what He rebukes us for that hurts the most He says in Chapter two verse 17 You say I am rich I have acquired wealth and do not 214

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ANSWERING COMPASSION S CALL need a thing but you don t realize that you are wretched pitiful poor blind and naked At this point the best thing we can do is not make excuses we need to own that At some point I need to acknowledge that I too get sucked into the trap of thinking I can throw money at it and it will be fine I too can believe that perhaps I have food today because I have the favor of the Lord What about the poor faithful widow in Honduras who lives on faith to feed her children Does she not have favor or is it that the person with the favor isn t sharing Oh beautiful church of America you DO have Gods favor He has chosen us and given us the favor to be able to be a lighthouse to the rest of the world He has heard our cry God why won t you do something And He has said Here is more than enough for you go and be my hands and feet I think we missed the memo Oh I understand they are starving because they are heathen who worship idols sacrifice their babies and practice abominations I m so glad that the United States doesn t do any of that Who are we fooling I understand that person is sick because of the sinful lifestyle they chose so I must remember that I will be judged by the same measure that I judge It s no surprise that it IS indeed sin that has come in and destroyed the nations that God loves so much I know that many people are so deeply in bondage they refuse to give up the graven images they hold so dear and we in the US lead the pack on that one But isn t that the message of the bible The wages of sin is death but the gift of God is eternal life I never condone sin and have witnessed in my own personal life the consequences of sin I agree that sin is the problem and Jesus is the answer Where is Jesus and where is His church So back in the third chapter you read my testimony I prayed a prayer one day in the shower and asked God to soften my heart and let me hear the cry and see the need in a way that I was blinded to before I pray that each person reading this book dare to do the same as me right now I dream of a church that will one day rise up in the resurrection power of Jesus and bring down the gates of hell Can you dream with me and imagine a church that is filled with holy living compassion Then the church would be moved out 215

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AMY SERRANO of the pews and into the streets not just in Honduras but right where we all live Then the world could no longer deny this sleeping giant It would be a game changer The lost would be found the sick would be healed children would have a home and the hungry would be fed Oh God that compassion would flood your church especially here in American once again Let s pray Lord I thank you that you are a God of compassion You saw me in my need and saved me You called me to be your hands and feet Help me know how to love like you loved I don t just want to be a spectator I want to be in the game I don t want to just go through the motions I want to see it and feel it God if there is something I am blind to something I can t see I don t want to be like that anymore I want to know it and feel it in my heart Lord let me be filled with compassion in Jesus name Lord I pray for each person reading these words that they would inspire up lift and move each heart I pray that you would continue to build Your kingdom through each of us and we will see your glory here on earth May our great God bless you all Amy 216

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Epilogue Mary Frenter The events of H2H from 2015 to 2018 can be found on our webpage in the newsletters Amy and I wrote together each month She had a unique voice to her writing that I love It is quieted now until we meet again In those newsletters throughout the ensuing years you will discover God s infinite love care compassion and comfort for His Kids in Honduras the new kids hand picked by the Father to be part of this family the losses we suffered with our twenty six year old Maby to cancer with our twelve year old Diana to the flu and so many others of family and friends who have gone on ahead the development of our Jubilee Coffee Company the birth and growth of our three schools the Divine Appointments God continues to bless us with the many mission teams and supporters who continue to help this work of His each year the successes of our amazing children as they enter adulthood and begin their own missions for God It is a whole other book that perhaps someone will write someday But for now we will close this First 20 Years chapter and with the example set for us by our Amy and Oscar we will go forward to continue the vision given to Oscar as a boy to rescue

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AMY SERRANO raise and restore the abused and abandoned children of Honduras When Amy got up off that bathroom floor just after God showed her the answer to her prayer for compassion she never looked back She stormed Honduras with this God given compassion and with God s instruction clearly in her ears she faced down every obstacle that was thrown in her path with unwavering faith and the compassion of God She is the heart in H2H She is the strongest most faithful prayer warrior of all of us She always steered us to our knees in prayer when we faced insurmountable seeming challenges She is the strongest and most faithful of all of us because of her intimate relationship with her Father God and Lord and Savior Jesus Christ I always refer to Amy and Oscar as Jesus with skin on The word says in 1 Corinthians 13 12 Now we see but a poor reflection as in a mirror then we shall see face to face Now I know in part then I shall know fully even as I am fully known Amy has completed the journey of but then face to face and knowing also as she is known My joy for her is unspeakable and full of glory as she beholds His face We both loved the song I Can Only Imagine All the questions posed there are now answered for her Standing beside Jesus she will be there the moment God brings each of us home to welcome us as she was welcomed the moment she stepped over A close friend told me he was so angry with God for taking Amy now Her answer Do not be angry with God Nothing happens without His permissive will I am fine I am home God s ministry H2H is going to be fine Stir up your faith and rest in His arms of comfort for now God s got this To her children Sarah and Rachel and every one of you reading this who call her Mami we may not have her physically here but she is in your heart and mind forever She will forever be an influence in your journey here on earth and an example to you of what it means to be Christ s heart hands feet to all His family here on earth of how to overcome to never give up of what accepting the cross of compassion to carry means and looks like Her prayer for you was always Become what Jesus has in mind for you Know Him by prayer and the word Hide it in your heart I expect 218

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ANSWERING COMPASSION S CALL each of you to have a ministry someday that will far outshine H2H Put on the Armor or of God and get on with it God never left me or forsook me He will do the same for you I am the blessed one I am in the arms of my Savior My peace and joy are complete But all of you have your orders Stay close to the source Jesus Christ Listen to His commands Know His word Pray and obey Be fearless Do NOT compromise what He has told you Measure your thoughts words and actions by WWJD If He would not think say or do it don t you To her beloved husband and all the rest of us she says I expect every one of you to get up off your bathroom floor dry your tears and get on with whatever God has in mind for your oneness with Him and the outflow of that in your service to others in His name Get and stay close to Him and LISTEN to His marching orders every day whether you feel like it or not and then OBEY them Over the years as Amy and I would stand at the airport waiting for many of you reading this to arrive on teams we would comment on how the crowd all around us was like a picture of heaven when one of His Saints arrives All the people who are already there are standing on tiptoes straining to see looking expectantly for the face of their loved one to come through the arrivals door Jesus is front and center arms wide open to welcome them At first sight the new arrival runs and leaps into His loving arms as all the rest gather around for a group hug Amy I believe that was what your first day in heaven was like and His words to you were Well done my good and faithful servant Rest well my daughter my sister my hero my wise counsellor my best friend Your life made a miraculous difference for the Kingdom of God You always prayed in Honduras as it is in Heaven Your memory your name will forever not only be remembered here but will be a part of each of us privileged to have known you We see your hand and heart in all H2H has and will 219

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AMY SERRANO become because of your unwavering obedience and literal Godgiven compassion for His Kids from the day compassion came knocking and you opened the door to the day you entered His presence I ll see you at the Grand Reunion Save me a spot I love you Amy I will end this Epilogue as I began this book with Amy s words of wisdom to us I am always reminded of how our Heavenly Father gets things done It is not about buildings homes schools clinics or churches because one day all of these will fade away It is Him building His dwelling place within us and doing what only He can do in us It is Him saving restoring and rebuilding what cannot be done with human hands He does not build dollar to dollar or brick to brick Our Father builds Heart to Heart Amen 220

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AMY SERRANO Acknowledgements Many thanks to all those who prayed us through the publishing of this book in English and Spanish both in Honduras and the United States To Dave and Paula Fester who using their gifted abilities and professionalism tirelessly proofed edited and created the published version and set up the webpage to access all the online and hard copy versions of the book To Rick Stephens for editing and copywriting To Luisa Palau Ellen Hofmann and Mary Frenter for the many rounds of additional proofing To Amy who told our story in her beautiful voice that while forever stilled goes on in this work ministering Jesus Christ to any who will listen To her children as well Sarah her eldest now serves on the H2H Board of Directors as does her youngest Rachel who at age three when she met someone new would say Do you know Jesus and if they said no she replied Would you like to and would proceed to lead them to salvation These apples did not fall far from the tree And last but not least to Amy s beloved husband Oscar who was second only to Jesus in her heart Oscar along with their daughters spent untold hours selecting the pictures that help tell the story and translating it all into Spanish for our people in Honduras 222

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Christian Speakers The H2H Board of Directors Oscar Sarah and Rachel Serrano Rick Stephens and Mary Frenter are available to speak at your church school or other special events to share what God is doing for His Kids in Honduras Mission Team Opportunities Mission Outreach directed by the Holy Spirit is a major focus of most churches We provide a mission field for short and long term teams to be used by God for His Kids in Honduras Our team leaders are experienced and trained to make sure your team will be able to accomplish the goals you set for them After reading this record of God s work in Honduras through Worldwide Heart to Heart if God has touched your heart to know more about how you can become involved or help please contact us Worldwide Heart to Heart email office h2hcv org Mary Frenter email maryf h2hcv org

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